Alex


I woke up naked, practically on top of Jack, with my head on his chest and a leg wrapped around his waist. He must’ve been so uncomfortable sleeping with me crushing him. I noticed a horrible pounding in my head, hangover, so this is what it feels like. Jack was still asleep, and I decided to think back about what happened last night.

That was very difficult, it was all one big drunken blur. I remember getting to the party, I think i remember dancing, and some singing which was weird, and Jack sucking me off.

Why couldn’t I remember the whole night?

I suddenly felt really nauseous, and I knew exactly what this feeling was.
Shit, I’m gonna puke.

I quickly untangled myself around Jack, not taking the time I usually do to be careful and not wake him up, and sprinted to the bathroom, collapsing on my knees in front of the toilet, to release all of last night's drinks from my stomach. Ew.

I felt like shit, my body quivering from the pain I was in.

Aren’t you sapose to feel better after you throw up?!?!

I realized, I was still completely naked, and pulled on some sweatpants that I found on the ground to cover my body. The movement made me hurry back to the toilet, and heave for the second time.

I heard lazy footsteps come from the bedroom. I guess since the sound of my retching was so loud, Jack had woken up from my disgusting noises.

He walked in, rubbing his sleepy eyes, and frowned to see me leaning over the toilet. He literally looked like a fucking sex god, standing there shirtless, in his boxers, hair perfect and messy, with a tired expression on his face.
How does he look THIS good right now, and I am a disgusting, ugly guy, puking in his bathroom.

No, I can’t let him see me like this.

“Go away, I'm hideous.” I said, flushing the toilet so he didn’t have to see my vomit.

“You are beautiful, get over here.” He told me, opening his arms for a hug.

“No, I feel like I'm dying” I muttered, scrunching up my face in agony.

“Oh yeah, your first hangover. Poor baby.” he frowned, crouching down next to me.

Please don’t get this close to me, I probably smell bad.

“Shut u-” I was interrupted by another bout of sickness,releasing everything in my stomach till there was nothing but bile, and I was left dry heaving.

Jack sat behind me, rubbing my back and placing small kisses on my shirtless spine.

“Ew,” I breathed, reaching up to flush the toilet for the third time.

I can’t believe I just puked in front of Jack. I’m supposed to look cute when I’m around him, but he is with me at my ugliest time.
How does he still like me? How is he not vomiting himself, just by the sight of me?

“You’re probably done now,” he stated, pulling me towards him so my back leaned on his chest.

“I’m so gross, why are you here?” I whined, hiding my face between my knees.

“Shhh, you’re gorgeous, Alex.” he disagreed, reaching up to pull on my bangs, to flip my head upside down, so he could kiss my forehead. I sighed, leaning into him, knowing that if I kept arguing he would argue back.

Why can’t he just agree that I’m disgusting?

“You should just look in the fucking mirror Jack, then you’ll see the gorgeous one…” I mumbled, making him huff out an annoyed breath. Well, it’s true. He’s the most handsome boy in the world.

“You’re so difficult, just accept the compliment, babe.” he went on, my heart fluttered at the way be called me ‘babe.’

I know he calls me cute pet names like, ‘babe,’ ‘baby,’ and ‘angel,’ I love every single one of them. But, I completely disagreed with his opinion, that I was gorgeous. That’s just wrong.

Before I could voice my opinion, he slid his arms underneath me to pick me up off the bathroom floor, bridal style, and carried me to bed, where I immediately clung onto his body. He laid on his back, and I laid my head down on his chest, he had his arms wrapped around me comfortably. My thoughts couldn’t help but wander off to what happened in this bed last night.

“Last night…” I started, wanting to hear his opinion about it first.

“WAS AMAZING!!!” he exclaimed, squeezing me tighter.

“Okay, good. I’m glad you feel that way.” I sighed in relief.

“Wait, you actually thought that I would regret giving you a blow job? Did you not enjoy it?” he sat up, sounding concerned.

“No! Not at at all, I loved it, it was amazing!! Seriously, you have no idea what it’s like to have your first intimate experience be with someone that you care about more than anything.
But, I mean… I thought you might regret it. Like I said, it was my first time doing anything like that, I know that I’m not good in bed like you, or any of your past relationships.
I thought you would be disappointed about how I was…
I’m such a downgrade, I’m a virgin for fuck’s sake.” I mumbled that last part, knowing he could still hear me but, I usually never talked about the thoughts that keep me up at night worrying, out loud.

I didn’t dare to look him in the eye.
He’s just going to agree with me. Jack sighed, sat up so he could pull me into his lap, so I was straddling him. I still couldn’t face him, I started down at my hands completely avoiding his gaze. I didn’t want to see the regret in his eyes.
I knew how excited he was to take our relationship to the next level, but I know I let him down last night.
He expected better, I couldn’t give it to him.
I couldn’t give Jack what he deserved, and that was the best.


“Look at me.” He demanded, I couldn't.

“You don’t have to say it, I’m sorry, I know I’m not good enough for your standards -”

“Shut up, do not talk about yourself like that.” He interrupted, hooking a finger under my chin to make me look at him in his pretty brown eyes.

“Sorr-” I tried to apologize again but he stopped me.

“Last night was one of the best nights of my life, I got to be with a gorgeous guy that I’ve had a huge crush on since forever. I have absolutely no regrets about it, you shouldn’t either. I’ve been wanting to do that for so long, maybe it wasn’t the best time for it, I kinda wanted it to be special, and not us just all drunk and horny, but I guess that can be for another first time.

I really really really like you, Alexander William Gaskarth, I wouldn’t change a single thing about you. You make me so happy, and you make me a better person.
Forget about all the people in my past, you are all that matters to me, the only one in the world that I want to be with. Don’t let anyone else’s thoughts, or even your own tell you different, I am yours, and you are mine.

Also, please don’t say you’re bad in bed, you are the SEXIEST person I have ever sucked off, and you’re are really good kisser, and just amazing in general. You’re absolutely perfect, and you’re the only one from me, I will tell it to you however many times it takes for you to believe it. There’s nobody else I would rather be in bed with than you”

I don’t know if he knew how much that seriously meant to me.

I smiled, bigger than I ever have in my life, and crashed my lips into his, pushing him down onto the bed. He chuckled, grabbing onto my hair and pulled me closer.
Jack was perfect, nobody has ever said anything that sweet to me in my life. He makes me feel good about myself, he makes me thrilled to get up in the morning.

I realized I was smiling against Jack’s kiss, I pulled away and sat back down on his lap, covering my face with his pillow.

“So adorable.”

“I really really really like you too, Jack.” I mumbled, still facing in the pillow. I knew my face was bright red and blushy, I felt like a tomato.

“I wanna see your cute face,” he complained. I took the pillow off my face, and he pinned me down into the bed, and stared at me.
With his beautiful face staring down at me, just made me want to cover my face with bashfulness all over again.

I couldn’t help it, I pressed his lips to mine, he kissed me back with the same amount of force. I wasn’t used to this, I never made the first move and kissed him, he was always the one who took initiative and started all the kisses.
The very rare times where I decide to kiss him, he’s told me he finds it very sexy, so I’ve started doing it more often. I don’t care anymore, I was more comfortable around him than anyone.
He accepts me for who I am, unlike my family, he doesn’t try to change me, unlike Brendan. He likes me, and I’m crazy about him.

Things started to get pretty heated once he laid me down on the bed, pinning both of my hands by my head, kissing my neck.

I knew he was giving me tons of hickies, which made me uncomfortable thinking about what was happening to my body while it was being sucked, but I loved getting them .
My hands ran up and down his back, I dug my nails into his shoulder blades as he hit a really good spot while kissing my neck.

“Jackk…” I breathed, he hummed in response, running his hands down from my hair to under the sweatpants I was wearing. I gasped as his hand stroked my dick, goosebumps spread like wildfire along my body.

Then, I heard a small panicking voice in my head that said that they’ve gone far enough for now, and they should save this for later. I pushed him lightly on the chest, signaling for him to detach himself from me, which he did unhappily.

“S-sorry, I just t-think we should save this for later” I breathed heavily, praying he wouldn’t get upset.

“You’re right.” He panted, and pressed his forehead on my bare chest, out of breath.

“Maybe you should work out more.” I giggled. He immediately looked up at me with a playful smirk on his face.

“Maybe you should work out more.” He mocked me, and kissed my forehead, then got up off the bed to put on a pair of pj pants.

“Come back!” I whined, reaching for him to come back into my arms. I just wanted to snuggle with him forever.

“Oh, I thought I had to work out.” He teased, making me scrunch up my face in annoyance.

“You’re so mean, I’m going to hop in the shower.” I said, getting up and going to the bathroom.

“I will too!” He exclaimed, ripping off the shirt he had just put on.

“Nooo, some other time, love” I told him, and gave him a peck on the lips, leaving him with a pout on his face when I closed the door.



I walked out of the bathroom with towel dried hair, and a towel wrapped around my waist, to see Jack passed out on his back. He was a really really cute sleeper. I tip toed to his closet, grabbing a t shirt, his boxers, and a different pair of sweatpants.
Wearing Jack’s clothes was so comforting, they were all too long for me, and smelled really good. It’s like getting a constant Jack hug, which are the best kinds of hugs.

I couldn’t help but walk over to my boyfriend and give him a kiss on the cheek. He was so so so handsome, I say that all the time, but I just really can’t believe he’s mine. It’s it’s too good to be true.
Like, what happens when a prince falls in love with some ugly peasant girl, even though I’m a guy. But, Jack is definitely a prince. Jack groaned, his eyes lazily fluttered open to see me leaning over him.

“I didn’t mean to wake you,” I whispered, giving him another small kiss.

“Fuck, Alex are you trying to give me a boner because it’s working.” he said groggily.
I blushed, and reached to get for the clothes to change into, but Jack grabbed me by the waist and pulled me on top of him, nearly making my towel fall off.

“Jack! I have to get dressed!”

“Nah, you can just stay in this towel all day.” he decided, and flipped us over so he would be on top.
I giggled, and wrapped both of my legs around his hips, making the towel fall off. Oh well, it’s not like he hasn’t seen me naked before. He gazed down at my body, his staring made me feel flustered.
He’s seen me naked, stop being so awkward. I shifted my body, like some how it would get him out of his trance and look at anything else.

“Stopp,” I begged,squirming again under his weight.

“You’re always so nervous, Lex.” he mumbled, looking kinda sad. Ughh, I ruin the mood like always

“I can’t help it, there is a very very very hot guy on top of me.”

“Just relax,” he insisted, running a hand down my arm.

“That’s funny, I don’t think I’ve ever been relaxed.”

“I still don’t understand how you think so little of yourself. You're the most intelligent, amazing and talented person I’ve ever met. You blow my mind everyday, why can’t you see yourself like I see you?”

I shrugged. It made me feel thrilled to know Jack liked all the things I hated about myself.

“Your’re gorgeous, Lex.”

“Shhh” I begged, my face bright red. He smiled and pressed more of his body weight on my so I couldn’t escape or hide my embarrassed face.

“You know I hate when you do that!!!” I exclaimed, he laughed and stopped. I flipped over on my stomach to shield my face.
Jack took this as the perfect opportunity to press down all his body weight on my naked body

“JACKKK, YOU’RE SQUISHING ME.” He wasn’t fat or anything, he was just tall, and there was a lot of him

He laughed evilly.

“OW JACK” I whined, obviously lying just to get him away.

Jack immediately got off, and grabbed my head with one hand to look at me.

“Oh my god, I'm so sorry baby, fuck, are you okay, I’m so sorry-”

I cut him off with my hysterical laughter.

“Asshole!!” Jack smacked me on the back, and I turned around and sat up to keep laughing.

“You’re so sweet!!!!” I exclaimed, hugging him.

“So I didn’t hurt you at all?”

“JACK YOU’RE SO CUTE”

“ALEX! I’m serious!!!”

“No! You didn’t hurt me! You’re the most perfect boyfriend on the planet, oh my god.” I smiled, kissing his cheek over and over.

“I can’t believe you, I was so scared.” he pushed me away, so I laid back on the bed.

“I’m sorry, thank you for being such a caring sweetheart. You’re always so concerned for me.” I told him, hugging him again, thankfully this time he didn’t push me away.

“I can’t help it, you’re my boyfriend. And also, you’re you, you’re sensitive and need extra love.”

He’s not wrong

“You smother me”

“You love it.”

“I do.”

Jack kissed me.



“I’m going to go downstairs and check to make sure there aren’t random people passed out on the floor. You get dressed, and get your ass downstairs in less than 5 minutes or I'm coming back up.” Jack pulled away after a few minutes of kissing, begrudgingly getting off me and getting dressed.

“Yeah, yeah.” I said rolling over on my stomach.

“You don’t even have to get fully dressed, you in boxers would be preferred,” he insisted, sitting next to me as he put on a maroon t shirt.

“Isn’t there like Rian, Cass, Hayley, Tay, Zack, and Brendon here?” I questioned.
I’m not walking downstairs, in just my underwear, if there are actual people downstairs.

“Sureee, but that doesn’t mean-”

“Me in just my boxers, is reserved for you and only you.” I interrupted, glaring at him.

“Fair enough” he shrugged, and teasingly hooked two fingers in my underwear, pulling them down to my thighs, and bent down to place a kiss on my ass cheek.

“GET OUT!” I exclaimed, covering myself with the sheet. He’s such a weirdo.

“Ughh, fine, just hurry up.” he whined.

“I will.” I promised, I couldn’t keep myself from staring at his ass on his way out the door.

Notes

Here's a super fluffy chapter for everybody :D
JALEX IS SO CUTE IN THIS, IT WAS SO FUN WRITING IT
They tell each other how much they like each other
adorable!!!!

theres another pretty cute chapter after this AND THEN SHIT GOES DOWN
im on a roll so i'm just going to keep writing :D

and I have another story in mind!
i hope you guys like it, it's not really like the other ones, it's still jalex but it's diffrent
and i haven't given up on the other story i'm writing, i just keep forgetting to write because im so invested in this story

but see you guys tomorrow!!!
(i've been finding SUCH cute gifs lately OMG)


Title credit- The Edge of Tonight