Jack


I blinked my eyes awake to the familiar feeling of Alex lightly snoring on top of me. Every single time…

I don’t know how, or why, but he always climbs on top of my in the middle of the night. Don’t get me wrong, I think it’s adorable. Alex may be well built, but he was small and didn’t weight much.
I kissed forehead, his head was resting on my chest right under my chin, one arm around me, the other right beside his face.

I don’t think I’ve really realized it till now but, I would never have done anything like this a few months ago. Have a boy over after school, NOT SLEEP WITH HIM, but just cuddle and watch movies with him, and wake up with him on a school morning.

I knew I was changing, whether it was for the better or not, I was a lot different.
I don’t want to change, there was nothing wrong with my life before Alex, now I was a completely different person.

I grinned as Alex started to wake up, his hands connected with his eyes to rub them.
This is why I changed.

I gave up all my past habits and normal traditions, because of this boy. My entire world fell apart the second I laid eyes on him, probably for the better. I was basically just a bisexual stereotype.
An asshole that hooks up with and girl or guy he finds attractive, not caring who he hurts in the process.
Now I'm just an asshole that somehow convinced the absolute most perfect guy, inside and out, to be with me.

“Hello, gorgeous.” I smiled, Alex looked up squinty eyed at me.

“Jack, how do you look that good when you first wake up? Ugh, not fair.” he mumbled.

“Stop, Alex, you look amazing constantly, especially when you wake up.” I defended him, from himself.
He sat up so he was sitting on my lap, I wrapped my arms around his waist to pull his body even closer to mine.

“Thank you, love.” he told me. I loved when he used his cute British words.
I pressed my lips to his, and we started to make out. I had to make sure it didn’t get as heated as it did yesterday, not that I don’t want it to, but he doesn’t want to.

“I have to shower, so we both have time to.” he pulled away panting.

“We could always shower together.” I offered, knowing that we had to start taking it to the next level soon.

I couldn’t take it anymore, I had the most beautiful boy straddled on my lap, I really wanted to fuck his brains out. We’ve never talked about it before because he’s never slept with anyone, let alone have any relationship experience before me.
I have to wait, he’s obviously not ready, I think last night freaked him out. I can’t help myself from wanting to go further with him, I’ve never gone this long with one person without sleeping with them.
Alex is the exception, I will wait however long it takes for him, because he’s mine, and I’m his.

He looked panicked by the comment i just said, pushing away from me slightly.

“I’m kidding!!”

“I know, I’m sorry Jack." he muttered.

“I don’t care, Alex.” I lied, he thankfully seemed convinced. It was so hard to go at Alex’s pace, but if that’s what it takes to be with him, so be it.

“Wait, lemme see you, angel.” I stopped him, I totally forgot about his bruises.

Alex turned around, I pulled him closer to look at the huge bruise on his ribs. It was dark black and purple, plastered on his perfectly toned torso. The gash he had was scabbed, I’m sure it would go away in a few weeks. Black eye looked horrible, a little better than yesterday, but I just imagine Matty’s fist hitting his face, and how I wasn’t there to save him.

I can’t stand to look at him like this, knowing it’s all my fault. I should’ve protected him, I could’ve been there for him. Now he is hurt, all because of my stupid past. I would exchange all the people I’ve been with before, just for Alex to never get hurt again.

“Get in the shower, you.” I chuckled, pushing him toward the bathroom.
He smiled, and leaned in to give me a peck on the lips, then went to my bathroom. I stared at his fine ass wearing my sweatpants on the way in, I can’t believe that ass is mine. I can just picture him, his naked body soaked in water, in MY shower. No, I can’t get turned on, I gotta get ready for school.





We got to school, Alex wore a pair of my black skinny jeans, that were really long on him but it was cute, my black and purple ravens sweatshirt that was also too big for him so they covered his hands, a black beanie, and the hood of the sweatshirt up trying to conceal his black eye from others.
I decided to just wear skinny jeans a long sleeve black shirt, with my vans.

“I hate not seeing that pretty face.” I whined.

“Lucky me, I get to see all of YOUR pretty face.” he smirked.

“Oh stop.” I chuckled, ripping off his hood and kissing him, pinning him up against the lockers. I could taste the toothpaste from my bathroom leftover on his lips.
Okay, so he borrowed my toothbrush. It’s a little gross, but my tongue has already been down his throat, so it’s not like I’m unfamiliar with Alex’s mouth.

“Eww, get a room.”

“Awww, I love them they are so cute.” I heard my friend’s voices.

I pulled away from him, totally pissed looking over at them.

“I literally get him, for what, like 20 minutes during the school day, do you have to interrupt every second of that time?” I asked them angrily, they all just rolled their eyes at me.
I gave Alex another peck on the lips, staring at his red and blushy face as he pulled the hood back over his head.

“Whoa Alex! What the hell happened?” Cass gasped, getting in between us and grabbed Alex by the shoulders to get a better look at his black eye.

“You didn’t hear?” Zack asked, Alex wrapped his arms back around me in a hug. Neither one of us can stand to be separated for more than 5 seconds.

“A douche bag hurt my angel.” I growled angrily, and rested my head on top of Alex’s.

“Who the fuck would do that?” Brendan questioned.

“Matty’s got the goods for Jack, he got jealous and beat alex up” Rian chuckled, Alex huffed out an annoyed breath.
It’s really cute when he gets annoyed about other people liking me.

“Ugh, that guy’s a dick.” Hayley

“Eh, Matty’s okay.” Tay shrugged. What the hell is her deal?

“I almost kicked his ass, if he lays another finger on Lex, I will actually murder him.” I stated.

“Oh geez.” Alex sighed, I kissed his forehead.

“Don’t move, hold still cuties.” Hayley squealed, grabbing her phone and snapping pictures of us. Tay was giving us disgusted looks, while Cass mimicked Hayley by taking pictures.

“We all have your back, Alex. We won’t let Matty anywhere near you.” Zack said, Rian nodding along in agreement.

“Yeah, I’ll kick that fuckers ass.” Cass exclaimed.
Tay rolled her eyes and let out a huff of laughter, Hayley quickly elbowed her to stop her.

“Thanks guys” Alex was smiling ear to ear, which of coarse made me smile. I hugged him tighter, smothering my boyfriend with kisses. He is my world.

After we separated, I walked Alex to his first period class, he looked completely lost in thought.

“Jack,” he finally said.

“Yeah, Lex?”

“Is Tay homophobic or something?” he asked quietly. WHAT?
That question was so wrong and not true, i couldn't help myself from bursting out laughing

“Jack!!” he whined.

“She is NOT homophobic, her two best friends, including me, are bi, and she never stops talking about how she loves watching Kellin and Vic together, and shes always trying to set Hayley up with different girls in our school” I explained, trying to contain my giggling.
How could he possibly think that? Just because his parents are homophobic, that doesn’t mean everybody is.

“Oh okay, then she just hates me.” he muttered.

“She doesn’t hate you Lex, nobody can hate you, your my teddy bear."

"But this happens every time I spend time with you guys, she always has some bitchy comment after I say something, and the looks she gives us make me so uncomfortable. I don't know what I did to her." he explained.

I had to admit, even though he was right, it annoyed me that she called her bitchy. She’s practically my sister, and she might be bitchy, but nobody can call her that but me. But, he was right, she always gets pissed and me whenever I invite him over. What does she have against Alex?

"She's just protective of me, I've never been in this kind of relasionship before, she wants to make sure your good for me and won't break my heart. She's like my sister, I would to the same thing for her." I excplained, which seemed to cheer Alex up a bit more.

"I would never break your heart!" he defended.

"I know, babe."

Notes

I'm sorry if there are any typos, my computer is being really dumb and auto correct is GONE
so now you get to see my many spelling errors
it also always auto corrects brendon to brendan
so if you see brendan, i know how to spell his name really, it's just my laptop lol

YAYYY CUTE JALEX!!!

and i got rid of the boring chapters i was gonna write, because if i got bored writing them, they are definitely not worth putting in the story

btw im probably not going to post tomorrow because it's mothers day
WHOEVER IS READING THIS GIVE YOUR MOTHER A BIG HUG THIS SUNDAY CUZ MOMS MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND


so here's jacks mom talking about jack XD


Title credit- Runaways