Alex

“It’s too cold,” I whined.

“Alex, just leave it on your eye.” Jack told me.

“No! It’s not doing anything, it makes it feel worse!”

“It’s going to make the swelling go down, and make it heal faster.”

“That’s a myth,”

“What?! Alex, are you kidding? It’s not a myth just keep the damn ice on your face, I can’t stand looking at your black eye, I just imagine Matty punching you, I can’t take it.”

I groaned, and put the ice pack back on my eye. Jack smiled, I leaned back into his chest, he wrapped his arms around my waist and placed small kisses on the back of my neck, and my bare shoulders.

After school he took me home with him, and we were just cuddling on the couch. I was wearing nothing but his sweatpants because he cleaned and put a bandage on the wound on my stomach.
Jack kind of shrieked with excitement when he saw me without a shirt so, it’s not like I would put a shirt back on now.

There are no words to describe how perfect Jack is, whenever he smiles he makes my knees feel weak. Just looking as him makes me forget about all the shit that is going on in my life, I just remember that I have a beautiful and amazing boyfriend that supports me through everything.
Seriously, he punched a dude, just because of me.
Well, he was kind of acting like an angry animal but I believe that it’s the thought that counts. I haven’t cared about anyone more than him.

Is this what love feels like? I’ve never been so attached to anyone, I just met him a few months ago but I don’t think I can live without him. I’ve seriously fell hard for this tall, dark, and handsome boy, and I don’t see our relationship going anywhere but up from here.

“Jack?” I asked, turning my body so I could face him.

“Shhh, this is the best part.” he told me, staring at the TV which was playing his favorite movie, Home Alone.

“But, babeee.” I whined, climbing into his lap so I was straddling him.

“Lex, look!!!” he exclaimed.

“I just wanted to tell you that you’re cute, but I guess I won’t then,”

“Awww, Lex, you’re the cute one.” he chuckled, pressing his lips to mine. We made out for a while, until we both started to get hungry. I know it’s hard to believe, but Jack can actually cook.
Seriously, I’m not kidding. I would’ve thought he would set the kitchen on fire if he even set foot in one, but apparently he is a really good chef. Not only is that hot, but it’s a good thing that he can, because I can’t cook for shit.
The most intricate dish I can put together is peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

I gazed at my boyfriend as he stirred the tomato sauce in the pan, looking very focused about what he was doing. So fucking adorable.
He was making spagetti, which was going to be a lot more fancy than it sounds, and he even had brownies in the oven.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him from behind, and rested my head in between his shoulder blades.

“Hi cutie,” he chuckled.

“I didn’t know you could cook so well, Jacky.” I mumbled from behind him.

“My mom taught me when I was little, I learned all the recipes she made because they were so damn good.” he explained, I reached over to dip my finger in the sauce to test if it was as good as he said they were. It definitely was.

“They sure taste damn good,” I said with a mouthful of plain spaghetti noodles that I picked out of the bowl.

“You taste damn good.” Jack turned around and kissed me, holding me close. Ugh, I love his lips. I will never be good enough to deserve such a perfect boy like him, how did I win such a stud.

“You’re too good to me.” I smiled, pecking his lips.

“No, I’m not.” he stated, looking almost hurt by my words.

“Are you kidding, after all you’ve done for me? Nobody has ever been this nice to me in my life Jack, I don’t know how you could get any better.” I explained.

“You were beaten to a pulp today, Lex! Do you see your black eye?” he placed a gentle kiss on the swollen side of my face.

“Oh please, none of that is your fault.”

“Of coarse it’s my fault, everythings my fault. I should’ve been there, I could’ve protected you. Matty took out his anger at me, on you, you don’t deser-”

“Shhh, stop. Don’t blame yourself.” I interrupted him, and kissed his lips to silence him. He was clearly very upset about the whole situation, a lot more than me.

I didn’t care anymore, I was used to getting beat up, I would rather Matty take his anger out on me then anyone else, especially Jack.

“Ugh, you’re perfect. Absolutely perfect, in every single way.” he smiled.

“Jackkk.” I whined, and butted my head in his chest. My face felt hot, I knew I was blushing like crazy.

“I really really really like you Alex, I’ve never felt like this with anyone before, I know I’ve told you this before but it’s true.” he went on, I smiled and stood up on my tip toes to kiss him.

I should’ve felt embarrassed for eating like a pig in front of Jack, but this spaghetti was way too good to not stuff my face. It was amazing!
My parents never make food like this, they use sauce that comes in a jar, throw on some cheese, and that’s it. But this, had real tomatoes, spices, and the noodles were organic and from some fancy store. I wish I could eat this all the time.

Literally the best spaghetti I have ever tasted. What I would do to be able to cook, or bake, I could barely boil water. Then I could just make food for myself, and eat it right away. I’m sure I can make Jack teach me.

“This is the best spaghetti ever!” I mumbled, with my mouth full.
When Jack looked over at me, he started laughing.

“Baby,” he chuckled, staring at me.

“What?” I questioned.

“You got a little something…” he told me, motioning to his lips. What’s he trying to say?

“Tell me!” I insisted.

“Here,” he laughed, and leaned in. He reached out his hand, and slowly wiped my bottom lip with his thumb.
Oh, I had sauce all over my mouth. His touch gave me goosebumps, I watched him suck the sauce from my lips off his thumb.
Fuck, that was really sexy. How could he possibly be so hot? How is he mine? I was a blushing mess, speechless.

“Ugh, come here you.” he smiled, dragging my chair closer to his and kissed me. I can’t believe I had my first kiss just a few weeks ago, and now I was full on making out with a boy. Tom would be so proud of me.

Jack pulled away, with both of us panting from our heated kissing.

“How about some dessert?” he breathed, pressing his forehead against mine.

“I’m not really hungry for brownies right now,” I told him.

“Uh, not that kind of dessert, Lex.” he chuckled, I just now realized what he meant.

“Oh, yeah.” I laughed, and reached my arms out for him.

He picked me up, and I wrapped my arms around his waist, and he placed me on the granite kitchen counter. His lips smashed against mine, his lips were around my bottom lip, and mine were around his top.
He put both hands on my hips, I squeezed my legs around him to get him even closer to me. We separated for a second, and I stared at him as he pulled off his shirt, and exposed his thin and flawless body, and reached up to kiss him again.

We devoured each others lips, I felt his tongue start to rub up against my lips, and I opened to let him enter my mouth. Our tongues danced together in unison.
He moved his hand to my leg, and started rubbing it up and down my inner thigh, sending chills all along my body.
Jack started running his fingers on the lining of the back of my sweatpants with his other hand, and slowly started reaching his hand underneath my boxers down to grab my bare ass.
I just realized what was happening, and what was about to happen.

We were about to have sex. I’m not ready for this, I’ve never done anything close to this before. Jack has had sex countless times, of course he was moving so fast in this relationship. He moved down to my neck, kissing and sucking red marks into my pale skin.

“Jack,” I moaned, he hummed in response, placing his hand on my erection, and started palming me through my sweatpants.
Oh my god…
I ran a hand through his hair, gripping tightly in his skunk colored locks. He chuckled as I involuntarily bucked my hips toward his hand.

Wait, no! This isn’t what I want, I don’t want to sleep with him right now. I can’t do this. Even though I was very tight in my pants, I can’t have sex with Jack. I’m not ready.

“W-wait.” I gasped, pulling away from him. He looked surprised and confused, I probably ruined everything. I’m sure he thinks I’m some kind of tease, turning him on, making out with him and taking off our shirts, giving him a hard on, then stopping.

Why do I have to be such a horrible person? I can’t even please my boyfriend. I looked down at the ground, i bet he’s totally pissed.

“No, I’m sorry Lex. We’re supposed to be taking it slow-”

“Please don’t be sorry, you did nothing wrong.” I insisted, wrapping my legs tighter around his waist as I hugged him.

“Fuck, Alex.” he breathed, glancing down at our boners being squeezed against eachother because of my legs.

“Shit, sorry.”

“Don’t apologize for being sexy.” He chuckled, and picked me up and carried me to the couch.

We started watching the rest of Home Alone. Jack seemed to forget about the last 10 minutes, because he was so invested in his favorite movie. But, I couldn’t stop overthinking. I was so guilty from what just happened.

“Jack, I’m sorry. I know you aren’t used to this, taking it slow thing-” I blurted, but he interrupted me.

“Shh. I don’t care Alex, like I’ve told you a million times, you aren’t like the others. We’re dating, and you mean the world to me, however long it takes for you, I’ll wait. Even though, it’s so, so hard because you are absolutely incredibly sexy.” Jack smiled, giving me a peck on the lips. He is the most perfect person on the planet. I snuggled up closer to him, until he jumped off the couch and ran to the kitchen.

“Wait! I’ll get the brownies,and make us sundaes!” he exclaimed.

“Come back!!” I whined.

“I will…”

“Noww” I begged.

“But sundaes”

“But youu”

“You’re too cute.”

“You’re too cute, get back here so I can kiss you.” I demanded. I smiled as I heard footsteps patter toward my direction. Jack jumped onto the couch and kissed me.

Before it got too late, I texted my mom telling her that I was sleeping over at my ‘friend’ Jack’s house. Thankfully, she has no idea about us, and she said it was fine.
I could feel my eyelids start to get heavy, I usually didn’t get so tired this easilly, but with all that food, and snuggling, and tv watching, I was falling asleep already.

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“Wake up sweetheart.”
I groaned, Jack’s whispering in my ear meant to wake me up. I leaned forward, and placed small kisses all over his collarbone.

“Are you trying to turn me on or something.” he chuckled.
I didn’t have the energy to respond, I was falling back asleep with my head on his shoulder.

“I gotta get you to bed, you aren’t going to be comfy sleeping on the couch, especially with you’re tummy being all bruised.”

“Carry me.” I yawned, clinging onto him tighter.

“Okay, baby.” Jack mumbles, and picks me up bridal style, I was half asleep, the kind where you feel like you close your eyes for a few seconds, but it’s actually hours.

When jack put me in his bed, I snuggled up to his body immediately.
fell asleep to the steady sound of his beating heart

Notes

HOLY SHIT I JUST REALIZED HOW LONG THIS CHAPTER IS
wowww
most of it is diolouge and fluff
but some of it is flirtyyyy ;)

btw the next chapters are not going to be toooo intresting
ik disappointment is real , i mean they aren't boring but they aren't the drama filled stories you guys are used to, at least to me they arent
idk XD you'll see


i gift you
with my favorite jalex gif
i love it its my favorite here you go <3


Title credit- Bottle and a Beat