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I'm Gonna Break Down These Walls

I Treated You So Nicely

Alex

I slept in a little too late this morning, then I missed the bus, and I didn’t even have time to take a shower so I just threw on a beanie, a sweatshirt, and skinny jeans. I was having a terrible day in general so far, but I knew it was going to change once I saw Jack at school. We were both completely lovesick teenagers, texting, calling, and face timing each other whenever we were apart, when we were together we were all over each other. He was just so perfect for me, we are such different people, but so good together. Ugh, I always made fun of people who were like this, but now I understand.

I snuck up behind Jack, in attempt of scaring him, like he does to me and practically makes me pee my pants every morning. I don’t know, I just get surprised really easily. He was leaning up against a locker, talking to Cass and her boyfriend Rian, totally unaware. Perfect...
Before I even got to shout his name, he somehow sensed my presence, and whipped around, making me flinch. Come on, seriously? I need to work on this.

“LEXYYY!!!” he practically screamed, and picked me up in a hug and twirled me in a circle. I felt lips on mine, and instantly kissed him back, and wrapped my hands around his neck.

“I missed you,” I told him, and gave him another small peck on the lips.

“I missed you too, baby.” he smiled, then he kissed me on my forehead. Ah! I love this! So many kisses!

“Geez, it was only a weekend.” Rian chuckled.

“Shhh Ri! Don’t you remember when we couldn’t go a weekend without seeing each other?” Cass asked her boyfriend.

“How long ago was that, Grandma and Grandpa?” Jack said sarcastically, making everyone laugh.

“But really, who are you and what have you done with the real Jack?” Rian asked.

“Shut up.” Jack responded, wrapping his arms around my waist, and pulling me closer so I had my head on his chest.

“Seriously though! Ever since you met Alex, you haven’t been a complete asshole to everybody.”

“You were an ass to people?” I looked up at my boyfriend. I couldn’t imagine him being mean to people, when he was an absolute sweetheart to me. He had such a big heart, there’s no way he’s an asshole.

“You wouldn’t know, I would never be a jerk to you, Lex.” he read my mind and kissed me one more time. I really could get used to this. A pretty boyfriend, who’s a darling, and a good kisser.

I watched as Tay, Zack, and Hayley walked up to our little group, I recognized them because I stalked all their social media when I figured out they were friends with Jack. When I got a closer look at Hayley, I could tell why Brendon liked her, she was really cute.

“Did I just see you kiss, Alex?” Tay asked, the tone in her voice made me uncomfortable. She sounded disgusted. Oh no, maybe she doesn’t like gay people, maybe she doesn’t like me, maybe she likes Jack.
I shyly pressed closer to Jack, because this really is a lot of fucking people. I only have two friends, MAYBE three if you count Cass, but all these people I don’t know made me even more anxious than normal. They are all going to hate me.

“Everybody, I’d like you to meet my boyfriend, Alex.” Jack introduced, and peeled me off his body so I would stand in front of him. I was relieved when he wrapped his arms around my waist, and rested his head on top of mine. He was about a head taller than me, so it was perfect for these situations.

“BOYFRIEND?!?!” Hayley exclaimed excitedly. She’s happy, that’s good!

“IT’S OFFICIAL?!” Cass screeched.

“Yeah, it was since Friday.” Rian explained. So, if nobody else knew, and Rian knew, Rian is probably Jack’s best friend. He doesn’t tell me a lot about friends and family, I just have to infer things by myself.

“WHAT?! I wasn’t informed!!” she cried, but looked way to excited to actually be upset.

“Congratulations you guys!” Zack told us, I smiled back at him. He seems nice too!

“I’m so happy for you two!” Hayley giggled, and hugged us both.
We were just dating, it’s not like we’re getting married. Well, Jack never dates anyone so, maybe this is some sort of special occasion. Soon, Cass joined the group hug, and I don’t think she realized, maybe she didn’t care that my face was being squished into her boobs. This was too much, too much love.

“Uhh, I’m claustrophobic!” I claimed, which wasn’t really a lie

Everyone dispersed, and Jack made them leave so he could have me all to himself. By all to himself, I mean pinning me against the wall and make out with me. I still had no idea if I was kissing him right, it was hard to tell if he was enjoying it or not, because my eyes were closed, and it’s not like we were talking while kissing. I think too much about everything, I’m sure he’s just in the moment, thinking about me or something. I don’t know how to do that, I wish I knew how to escape my mind.
I pulled away to catch my breath, and stared at a smiling Jack.

“For someone who had their first kiss on Friday, you are a DAMN good kisser.” he breathed, which made me feel a lot better.

“Really?! I thought I was terrible.”

“Not at all! Are you kidding?”

“Like I said this is my first relationship, I-I know you’ve been with a lot of people but I haven’t” I blurted, desperately needing to get what I was feeling off my chest. I know we’ve talked about this before, but it still made me distressed.

“I’m sorry, Lex. I know. We’ll go slow, any pace you want.” Jack said, and took his hand off of my waist.

“We don’t have to go that slow…” I mumbled, grabbing on to the edges of Jack’s long sleeves, wanting to hold his hand. I don’t know how to describe how I’m feeling, hopefully Jack just understands.

“You’re adorable.” Jack chuckles, then pecks me on the lips. He’s perfect.

---

I walked into music, dreading talking to Brendon. I should’ve told him earlier, I have no idea how he’s going to react when he sees me and Jack. He hates Jack so much, but I guess he’s just going to have to get used to him now.
I sat down in the desk next to Brendon's, who was in the middle of an aggressive coughing fit.

“Are you okay?” I asked, leaning a little bit away from him.

“Yeah, I just have a cold, I’m fine.” he told me.

“Okay, good. But, I really really need to talk to you about something.” I started.

“You can tell me anything, what is it Alex?” he assured. He’s so nice, I really hope I don’t loose my only friend over this.

“You’re not going to like it but-”

“Lexy!” I heard Jack’s perky voice behind me, and felt arms wrap around my neck in a little hug. I turned my head to kiss him, and we pressed our lips together lovingly.

“Hi babe,” I greeted.

“No.” Brendon grumbled.

“We’re dating” I said.

“Seriously Alex? Do you know how many guys there are in our school that like you, and you HAD to be with Jack? Jack?!?”

“Look Brendon, I know-” Jack was interrupted by a very pissed off boy with glasses.

“Alex doesn’t deserve this Jack, he’s one of the good ones, just leave him the fuck alone. He isn’t just one of the dicks that you take advantage of, he is a really sweet guy-”

“Brendon.” I cut him off. Neither of us had to hear this, he didn’t know Jack.

“I’m not wrong! He might seem like he cares about you now, but just you wait!”
He’s wrong, isn’t he? Jack wouldn’t do that to me, he told me himself.

“I’m not going to do that to Alex, I really really like him, he’s not like the other people I’ve been with. He is my boyfriend. I’m going to prove it to to both of you that I’ve changed.” Jack promised, and kissed the top of my head sweetly. Brendon rolled his eyes, probably thinking everything he said was bullshit. I told him he was going to have to get used to it.

“Whatever, just as long as he makes you happy Alex.” he told me.

“He does,” I smiled. Jack leaned over and kissed my cheek, I leaned my head back to stare at my pretty boyfriend.

“Ugh, I need to get laid.” Brendon sighed, and started another coughing fit.

Notes







Here's a fluffy chapter :)
It's a little boring, but there's going to be a few boring chapters before the real drama starts, so bare with me

These babies <3


Title Credit- Merry Christmas, Kiss My Ass

Comments

"Do you think Tay is going to sabatoge Jalex"
Considering this is my second time reading this, yes

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/11/17

But apparently I'm a masochist cuz I'm doing it anyway

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

I don't want to reread this because I know it will hurt me emotionally and physically

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

Omg I love how you describe Alex its perfect

@katie.barakat
Thank you!!! I hope you love the rest of it :D

ComeOneComeAll ComeOneComeAll
7/15/16