It's such a shame that we play strangers

Since 3 weeks ago that I'm "dating" Jack, I use the quoting marks because it's an internet relationship, but it doesn't matter 'cause we enjoy the time we spend texting each other. All was good, everyday when I got home from school I would text him for hours, we talked about anything and we would laugh at any little thing that happened. He's no nice, I could say that I love him, yes, I said the love word. It's just, he's so sweet with me, we doesn't get mad at my jokes or any stupid thing I say. I could be with him forever. That's a problem I guess, now I think I'm in love with him, and I doubt I will ever meet him because he's 67 fucking kilometers away. It isn't that far but still. I'd love to be with him all day, kissing him or cuddling him or both, and with each day that passes, I'm falling harder and I don't think that I could easily get him off of my head. Ever. There's something in him, something different, he's special, at least for me, he is, though he always keep saying that he doesn't worth the risk, I'd pay millions for him.

Now it's the weekend, I'm free from school by now, I'm in my room, writting down some lyrics and strumming my guitar once in a while. I was writting a song to Jack, I wanted to let him now how special he is and how I'd love to be forever with him. Last time I texted him was 2 hours ago, he said he was going to the mall with his sister, he said he loved her, and that she was the only person on earth that supported him. I guess he was being nice with her, or he does like go to the mall.
I kept on my writting for a while until my phone vibrated, I had a message from Jack:

From Jack:
Hey baby, I'm back. Did you miss me?

To Jack:
I obviously did. When I do not talk to you it's like a part of me dies

At times, I can be really gay

From Jack:
Awww you're so sweet

To Jack:
I'm not sweet. I'm just sweet with you because I love you

Before I could realise what I just typed, I pressed "send". Oh god

From Jack:
Could you repeat that?

To Jack:
That I'm not sweet, I'm just sweet with you?

I was joking him, I know he wanted me to admit that I said I loved him, but I wasn't going to do that so easily

From Jack:
No no no, the other part

To Jack:
What did I say? I don't remember..

From Jack:
Don't be an idiot, you know what I'm talking about

To Jack:
Okay okay, you caught me. I said I love you

From Jack:
Do you really mean that Alex?

To Jack:
I think so, I mean, I'm falling hard for you, and I'd love to be right now with you, kissing you without even let you breathe, and I'd be cuddling you, telling you how beautiful you are. Yes, you can laugh at how gay I am, but I love you asshole

It took 7 minutes for him to answer, maybe he was shocked or looking at his phone with a smile, or both, but when he replied, he said:

From Jack:
Aw <3 Lex I love you too, really, you don't even know how lucky I am for having you in my life, I don't deserve you, you deserve much more

To Jack:
Oh shut up your mouth or I'll fuck it. Jack you're perfect for me, don't say that

From Jack:
That sounds good

To Jack:
You're such a jerk

From Jack:
But I am your jerk

To Jack:
That's true my love

I kept texting Jack until he had to eat dinner, and a few minutes after I went to kitchen' cause I was called by my mom, I went downstairs and the dinner was ready, to my luck, I was starving.

I lived with my mom and my stepfather, I hated him so much, he was a dickhead. Thought he was the perfect husband to my mother, I hated him anyway.

My mom, Joseph, her husband, and I were eating dinner. Suddenly, he started talking

"Today I saw a gay couple on the supermarket, it was so disgusting, I almost throw up" he said. I didn't mentioned it, he and my mom were homophobic, but at a extreme level, that's why I hated them much more. I mean, I never noticed I was gay or bisexual, if you wanna call it that, but I always supported equal love.

Going to their conversation again, what was worst? My mom agreed him

"Yes, I saw a few gay couples on the streets last week, they're showing up in public more and more lately, they should keep it to themselves, not everyone wants to see two same-genre people together" she said, and with that, I explode

"And what's wrong with it? If they are happy leave them alone, it's none of your business" I said calmly, but angry at the same time. I don't want her to get mad at me

"But son, it isn't normal, they're insane" she replied

"Whatever" I mumbled, rolling my eyes

The dinner kept silent, I ate my noodles quickly until I finished and I went upstairs to my room, locking the door behind me. I don't want my mother to bother me, neither my stepfather. I pulled on my headphones and started with blink-182, I sent Jack a message letting him know that I was done with dinner and I was free to talk. I was listening to' "always" when he replied a few minutes later

From Jack:
Hey sweetheart, I finished too. How are you?

I told him about what my mom and stepfather said about gays on dinner before and he got kind of pissed off, but he said me to calm down and don't worry about them, he said it wasn't worthy. He was right. We kept texting about stupid things until I wanted to sleep, so I let him know that

To Jack:
Hey babe, I wanna sleep, I'll text you tomorrow, okay?

From Jack:
It's okay Lex, goodnight

To Jack:
Hey Jay

From Jack:
What?

To Jack:
I love you <3

From Jack:
Love you too, honey

To Jack:
Aw, that's so sweet, I'll get a boner

From Jack:
Shut the fuck up, now go get some sleep

To Jack:
Sure I will, honey ;)

I loved when I teased him. After I pressed "send", I fell asleep.

Notes

Sorry for the long wait, and for no updating earlier. And sorry, these are just filler chapters, almost every chapter will be the same until all the drama comes. I promise this will get better later. Hope you enjoyed it!