It's such a shame that we play strangers

Jack POV

I won't lie, I feel butterflies when I talk to Alex, he's my only friend, no one wants to be near to such an awkward kid like me. One month ago, I asked him if he liked me, he said that he liked me a bit but he doesn't like the distance between us at first, but that night he texted me saying that he was afraid of me rejecting him and that he really liked me. Well, it went okay, we didn't touched that theme on our daily conversations, but we kept texting each other. We became so close with every day that we talked. I hope that one day I can meet him. Until today, we were friends, but it changed. We were fangirling about whatever and he suddenly said:

From Alex:
Hey do you wanna be my boyfriend? I've been thinking about it and I can't shake you off from my mind, I know I said that I didn't like the distance, but you know what? Fuck it! I really like you

I was actually shocked, I didn't thought he would ever say that, I wanted to say yes but I thought for a second time, and I finally said:

To Alex:
YES YES YES YES <3

That's so awkward Jack, good, now he'll be terrified about you and he won't talk to you again.

From Alex:
Oh God I've got a boyfriend! It was easier than I thought, if I can say

To Alex:
This is so weird, I hardly ever had a friend and now I have a boyfriend!

From Alex:
Hey sweetie, don't we worried it'll be just fine :)

To Alex:
I hope so, I really do. I'd like to be kissing you now so bad. I would go to Baltimore just to be by your side

From Alex:
Jack you're so gay! But I'd like that too, I want to cuddle you right now and kiss your neck


To Alex:
And I'm the gay here, yeah

From Alex:
Oh shut up!

To Alex:
I won't shut up only because you say it, you idiot

From Alex:
Well I guess I want the divorce

To Alex:
You're getting mad over nothing!

From Alex:
I'm not mad asshole, I'm just joking

To Alex:
Okay okay, it's fine

We kept talking for hours until he had to sleep, so I did the same. But when I lied down on bed I couldn't fall asleep. I was over thinking everything. I knew that my relationship with Alex will end in something bad because we will never be together, I'm not being pessimist, I'm being realist. I can't go to see him in Baltimore because I can't go alone to a city I've never been in, and I don't think he can get to Washington, though we're pretty close, but I remember he mentioned that his parents don't know about his twitter account, and they don't let him have one, they think it's dangerous, so he neither can come to my city alone and his parents don't know about all of this. And I'll admit, I'm such a bitch with my feelings, I'm so jealous, and I can be mad over anything, but I'll make the best to be fine with Alex, he's unique and I don't ever want to lose him, though I'm such a piece of shit, he'll be sick of me someday, but I hope that that day will never come, and I hope he never leaves me, because we'll end our friendship and he's my only friend, but I want to enjoy this until the day it ends, now, I guess I'll get some sleep.

Notes

Heyyyy so jalex it's official! I hope you liked this chapter and that you like this story :) thus was too short, sorry. if you have any suggestion leave it on the comments. Goodnight!