Seth's POV

The only lessons me and Tyler have together was Music and tutor the rest of the time I'm on my own.
Normally I wouldn't mind but today I feel like utter shit.
"You okay?" Tyler asked as we sat in tutor and waited for our teacher to come.
"Feel like utter shit." I said quietly.
Tyler was messing with my hands but he stopped when I said how I feel.
"What's going on in that head of yours?" He asked quietly.
"I don't have a clue. Just don't be surprised if I'm not at our spot after school." I said quietly.
"Are you in one of those don't fuck with me moods then?" He chuckled.
"I'm in don't even speak to me moods." I said but it came out in a growl.
Tyler was a bit taken back by what I said but he used to it now so he just brushes it off.
"Did you take your meds?" He whispered since the teacher was jabbering about something but I couldn't focus on him.
"Duh, same shit just in a different day." I said sarcastically.
"Something you would like to say Barakat?" The teacher asked.
"No." I grumbled.
"Then I suggest you shut up then." He said sarcastically.
"Cunt." I muttered under my breath and Tyler chuckled.
"Such a grumpy bastard." He whispered in my ear.
I smiled and little and looked at him and held his hand under the table.

"So you reckon your gonna be kicked out before then then?" Tyler asked as I walked him to lesson.
"Probably. Which means dad is gonna be pissed with me." I said.
"Even if he is he won't stay like that for long." Tyleer said and lent against some lockers as we was by his lesson.
"You have to go to class." He said.
"Want to stay here with you, at least then I know I'm not gonna lose my mind or anything." I said quietly.
"Trust me if I could stay with you and make you feel better then I would. But I can't and neither can you, so you better get going before we both get into trouble." He said and kissed me.
I looked down.
"If you get into trouble or can't cope then text me and I'll come and find you. Our spot like normal?" He said quietly.
I nodded.
He kissed me again.
"Good, I'll see you later then." He said and walked into class.

I slowly walked to lesson which meant I was late not that I actually cared or anything.
"Ah Barakat finally decided to show your face." The teacher said.
I ignored him and sat in my seat.
"You'll be giving me them 5 minutes back after this lesson." He said and slammed my book down in front of me.
I pushed the book back off the table.
"I suggest you pick your book up and get on with your work." He said.
"Or what?" I challenged.
"Just fucking do it queer." Someone called Jason said.
"Fuck off." I said.
He kicked the back of my chair.
I seriously can't cope with people today and him being like this makes me really angry for no reason.
"Do that again and your face will be bashed against the table." I growled.
"Seth pack it in now!" The teacher said loudly.
"I'm not the fucking one kicking peoples chairs." I said.
Jason kicked the back of my chair again.
I got up quickly and slammed his face against the table.
"Do it again and your going fucking regret it." I growled and sat back down.
"You'll pay for that Barakat." He growled.
"Don't worry your looks haven't been ruined your still look fuckable to me." I said and started to bounce my leg up and down a little to try and calm down but it wasn't going to happen any time soon unless I get out of here.
"Ew the queer wants to fuck me, don't want to get any illness from you or your fucked up family." Jason said.

I got up and went over to him and threw him on the floor.
I picked him up by the collar and punched him hard in the stomach.
"My family isn't fucked up!" I shouted at him.
I felt someone pull me off Jason and I turned round and punched them hard not knowing it was the teacher.
"Get out now Seth!" He shouted and I got my bag and walked out and slammed the door hard behind me.
I heard it open again.
"Go to the heads office!" He shouted at me.
"Go fuck yourself." I said quietly to myself and kicked the locker really hard leaving a nice dent in it.
I texted Tyler and asked him if he could meet me at our spot and he said he would try.

Our spot was a tree on this big sports field the school had and I would normally spend most of my time here because I don't like it here.
Tyler managed to get out of class and came over and pulled me into a hug as soon as he got to me.
"Heard you punched Jason and a teacher." He chuckled as he pulled back.
I looked down.
"Don't hate me." I said quietly.
"Babe, I don't hate you. You can't help the way you feel or act. It's just one of them things which no one understands. " he said quietly.
"Everyone one hates me. Your just saying you don't because you feel that you have to because your with me." I said quietly.
Tyler looked at me hurt.
I turned my back to him and started to pinch myself because I needed something to take the edge off.
I felt Tyler hug me from behind and him gently got hold of my hand.
"Don't hurt yourself." He said quietly.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"Don't be. It's just a bad day that's all. Tomorrow will be better." He said turned me round so inwas facing him.
"I don't desvere to have you as a boyfriend." I said quietly.
"Yeah you do. You can throw everything you got at me and I'm not moving. Your stuck with me." He said and kissed me.
I smiled as I returned the kiss.
"Seth! Heads office now!" A teacher shouted.
"I'll see you later as I'm guessing I'm being kicked out of school." I said and kissed him again.
"Don't flip out." He said and picked his bag up and got hold of my hand and dragged me to the heads office.

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Alexs POV

Rowan had literally just crashed and was asleep on the sofa so me and Jack was making the most of the quiet.
Which was just cuddling on the sofa catching up with tv shows we havent watched yet.
I was literally about to fall asleep when the house phone went and it scared the shit out of me and Jack.
Jack got up and answered the phone and I went to the kitchen and made myself a tea.

Jack came out a few minutes later.
"Want me to go to the school or do you want to go?" He asked and lent against the side.
"Fuck sake Aidan." I groaned.
"Wrong kid, Seth decided to deck some kid and a teacher." He said.
"Jesus Christ I'm going to fucking kill him!" I said.
"Want me to go?" He asked.
"Na, I've got it. You can have my tea ." I said and went over and kissed him and put my shoes on and made my way towards the school.

I got to the school and Seth was sat in the reception.
"What the fuck have you been and done now Seth!?" I said and sat next to him.
The person behind the desk looked at me.
"You bugging at? Never seen a parent tell there kid off or something?" I said sarcastically.
"What have you done Seth?" I asked quietly.
"Nothing." He said quietly and looked down.
"You have cut knuckles meaning you have punched someone or a locker because you are angry about something." I said.
"Fine. I punched a student and a teacher. The teacher was by accident I regret nothing for punching the little bastard." He growled.
"Cool it okay. Try and calm down a little." I said quietly.
"I'm sorry you've been dragged here." He said quietly.
"It's fine, you know I was just falling asleep but we both know I like a good argument with this shithole." I said.
He laughed.
"Mr Barakat, glad you can be here." The head said.
Technically I never took Jacks name but I just let it slide.
"pleaseure." I said and got up and Seth followed my lead.
"I hope I wasn't interputing anything?" She asked.
"A afternoon nap in peace as the youngest has just crashed." I said.

We got to her office and we followed her in.
"Take a seat." She said and gestured towards two seats.
"Was going to anyway." Seth mumbled and sat down.
I glared at him and sat down.
"Mr Barakat Im sure Seth has told you what he has done." She said.
"Yes he has, and he said he didn't mean to hit the teacher." I said.
"And the student involved? Did you mean to hit him Seth." She said and looked at Seth.
"The bastard needed to good punch." He said.
I groaned quietly to myself.
"Not helping Seth." I said quietly to him.
"Seth you should know that hitting students and teachers is wrong. Why did you do it?" She asked.
Before Seth could speak I spoke because something wasn't right.
"You do know Seth has Borderline Personality Disorder don't you? And the fact he loses him temper quickly because of it along with other things." I said.
"I have no record about it." She said.
"I think you do, because I remember coming into this place having a meeting with you about him and even given you proof what was wrong with him." I said getting annoyed with the bitch.
"Well I have no record about it." She said.
"You do but you don't want to help someone who has a mental illness." I said.
"We want to help anyone who has anything wrong with them and give them the support they need to help them get through whatever is bothering them." She said and rested her arms on the desk.
"Well your clearly not helping my son otherwise I wouldn't be sat in the bloody office telling you that we have had a meeting about him and his problem. As for support I see no support being given to Seth. Is it because he's gay and this school is a load of judgmental bastards." I said loudly.
She looked at me shocked.
"Or is it simply because he has two dads? If its because of that then you can get fucked because I have time for people like you. Now what is Seth punishment so I can get out this place." I said.
"3 week suspension." She said.
"Okay, and when he come back I want him to have the choice to be able to see someone when things are bad. If not then I might just have to say something about what happened in the past." I threatened.
"You wouldn't dare." She challenged.
"Might do. Just don't underestimate me love." I growled and got up and Seth followed and we went home.

"So how long are you home for this time then?" Riley asked Seth.
"3 delightful weeks." He said and made himself a coffee.
"The joys." Jack chuckled.
I was miles away and only just hearing little bits of what they was saying.
"Lex? You okay?" Jack asked and stood beside me.
"Yeah, I'm fine." I said and looked at Jack and smiled.
"Have you eaten today?" He asked.
"Not hungry." I said quietly.
"So you haven't eaten today then." He said.
"I haven't been hungry Jack." I said.
"Babe, you have to eat." He sighed.
I stayed quiet and looked down.
"If I cook you something, will eat it?" He said quietly and wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder.
"Might do." I smiled.
"What are you craving today then?" He chuckled.
"Really want a bacon sandwich but at the same time I want chicken nuggets." I said and turned faced him.
"I'll cook you both if you want." He said.
"You spoiling me?" I asked.
"If I was to spoil you I would cook something nice with wine but since because of this I'll just have to cook you your cravings with a nice cup of tea." He said and poked my stomach.
I smiled.
"But your missing something." I said quietly.
"What's that?" He whispered.
"A kiss." I said quietly and kissed him.

But like always when things get heated between us someone walks in the room.
"Keep it PG guys." Tyler chuckled.
I rested my head against Jack shoulder.
"Where's Seth?" Jack asked.
"He's asleep since it 1 in the morning, why you two still up?" He said and got himself a glass of water.
"Cravings." I said and put my hands in Jacks back pocket of his jeans.
"How it sucks to be you." He yawned.
"Gio back to bed." Jack said quietly.
"I'm gone, night." He muttered and walked upstairs.
"You going to cook me what I want now?" I asked and pinched his ass.
"Ow. Yes I am once you let go." He smiled.
I took my hands out his pockets and went and sat on the table and watched him make my food.

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