I was getting overly excited for our meeting behind the oak tree. It means a lot to me because it's where I had my first kiss and where I lost my virginity. But meeting Jack there is going to top all of my previous memories. Yes he seems better than sex right now.

I can't believe I've never seen him around school before. He wasn't in any of my classes, maybe he was smart. I was in the lowest classes and I am not surprised that he isn't in the classes. Madison told me that she's never seen him before either, and she's in all middle classes. He has to take AP classes. I hope he doesn't think in just a dumbass jock.

For some reason, this relationship is really important I me. I've never felt a connection with anyone else before. Maybe it's because we have a lot in common. Maybe it's better for me to go get what I want instead of people falling over my feet. But in the long run, I'd probably just have sex with him and dump him. I may prolong our time together, but I just wasn't ready for a committed relationship.

By the time the lunch bell rang I was all flustered wondering if he would like me. Madison of course knew right away.
"Nervous, Lex?" She asked sounding genuinely concerned for my well being.

"Yeah I'm fine. I just.. What if he doesn't like me?"

"Why would you think that? He already said you were gorgeous."

"But what if he is the kind of guy to say I looked better in my picture and is disappointed when he sees me? What if he doesn't like my personality?"

"Be calm, be yourself. I doubt anyone is as rude as you are."

"I'm not that rude, am I?"

"Well yeah, you have sex with people, then you dump them."

"Well I promise Jack will be different." I lied. She sighed, obviously not believing me but dropping the subject when the guys sat down next to us.

"What do you mean 'Jack will be different' who's Jack?" Keith asked first. The other guys gathered around because they were interested too. I sighed and looked towards Madison, she gave me a look that said that it was the right time to tell them.

"Well he's my boyfriend." they all leaned away from me in shock. They exchanged surprised glances until Markus spoke.
"You're bisexual?"

"Yeah." I said sheepishly.

"I knew it! Keith, you owe me twenty bucks!" Markus shouted as Keith and Jason walked away in disgust. I bowed my head down, I only wanted to talk to Jack, even though I never heard him speak before.

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The last bell rang and I rushed towards the oak tree. Madison gave me a quick pep talk and now I was on my way. I tried to lean up against the tree to look cool, but then it looked like I was trying too hard. I looked back down at my phone and it was five minutes after three. I had a feeling he wasn't going to show.
"Alex?" I heard a voice behind me, it sounded like an angel. I turned around to see Jack standing there. Hotter and sexier in person.
"Jack." I saw him frown. Then I frowned.
"I'm really sorry but my mom called and she wants me home and if I don't she would-" I cut off his words with a kiss. He kissed back and then pulled away while he rushed to pick up his bag.
"I'm sorry Alex I am, but I just have to go." he said with utter fear in his voice.
"When can I see you again?"

"Tomorrow, same place same time?" I nodded. Then he was gone.

I just met the man of my dreams I thought. But since I'm shitty with relationships, I'm going to fuck it up. I'm going to break this guys precious little heart.