Many Of Horror

Alex's POV

I knew Jack was having a hard time at school since people keep on saying it was his fault that I tried to kill myself And that it was his fault his parents died in a car accident, which wasn't true. His parents where just in the wrong place at the wrong time and I have problems with my head which wasn't anyone's fault.

"I have to go into school and say why I haven't been there and get them to kick me out of school for missing so much time off. If you want I can stay with you." I said as I cuddled into Jacks back.
Jack sighed and rolled over and faced me and really gently traced his finger round my cheek, which really tickled.
I smiled and moved my cheek into his hand and just breathed in his scent.
"So? Would you like that?" I asked and Jack nodded.
" You don't listen to those assholes okay. What they say about me and your parents aren't true. You just have to believe me." I said and kissed his hand which made him smile.
I knew Jack loved it when our rolls turn round and I look after him.
Jack sighed and kissed me.
"Shower?" He asked quietly.
"You don't even have to ask." I chuckled and kissed him.

Elijah gave us a lift to school since Eric was round Callies all weekend and was probably giving her a lift to school.
Everyone got out the car but I stayed inside.
"Lex, you coming?" Jack asked.
"Yeah, give me a second." I said and Jack smiled and walked away from the car a little.
"Elijah." I said.
"Eli, please my parents call me it all the time." He said and looked at me.
"Right now I seriously don't care. But anyway, I'm sorry for calling you a queer yesterday. I was having a bad day. But I meant it when I said if you even hurt Fred in the slightest I will hurt you." I said seriously.
"And I'm meant to be scared of a 15 year old? Pfft save your fucking breath." He said sarcastically.
" This is your only warning. You hurt him I'll hurt you twice as bad. I am someone you don't want to mess with." I growled and got out the car and walked over to Jack and kissed him.
Fred pouted a little since he couldn't do that with Elijah but he soon got over it and went with his group of friends leaving me with Jack.
"When's your meeting with the head?" Jack asked quietly as we walked through the corridor hand in hand.
"After registration." I said quietly.
"Do you think your getting kicked out?" Jack asked.
"Yeah, I've missed 6 months off school with no reason so hate to say it I'll be out of here." I said and walked into class and everyone looked at me since I haven't been here for a while.
Even Armstrong looked shocked to see me.
"Make the most of seeing my face it'll probably be the last time you'll see it." I said as I sat down with Zack and Rian.

I said bye to Jack and headed towards the heads office.
I knocked on the door and waited and when I was told I could go in I went in and sat in the chair and looked down.
"Alex, I'm surprised you showed your face today." They said sarcastically.
" Well I might as well come in and say a huge fuck you and leave." I said.
"Well before you can say that you need to explain where you have been form the last 6 months." She said.
"Okay, I'll say this short and sweet. I tried to kill myself and then ended up in hospital for 3 months then spent 2 months in a inpatients and then spent 4 weeks on suicide watch and then I was trying to get back into being out hospital so, this that a valid fucking reason on why I haven't been here or do I still have to be here even on my death bed." I said seriously.
They looked at me shocked.
"Alex I didn't know." They said.
"Save you fucking pity I don't bloody need it." I spat.
"Do you want to be here?" They asked.
"No. In fact I fucking hate it here." I said.
"Okay then, after the day here you are not allowed back in this school." They said.
"Fine by me." I said and got up and walked out the room and went to my lesson.

It was lunch and already I've seen 4 people say things to Jack about his parents and I was ready to punch them.
"Ignore them." I said quietly in Jacks ear and kissed it.
"I was thinking." Jack said.
"That's deadly." I chuckled and kissed his cheek.
"What if I drop out and doing online classes with you." He said.
I looked at him.
"Is that what you want? Because if its because of me and spending time with me making sure I don't do anything...." I started but Jack stopped kissing me.
Which made me smile.
"I can't stand it here anymore. I've put up with 6 months of bullying and I can't put up with it any longer." He said and looked down.
"Why didn't you say anything to me when I was at the inpatients?" I asked.
"Because I wanted you to focus on yourself . I didn't want you too worry about me and make yourself worse than what you already was." He said.
"Babe you can tell me anything." I said and put my hand on top of his.
"I know, and I do, but you was in a really bad place and I couldn't have you worrying about me. Not when you had enough to worry about yourself with." He said.
I pulled Jack into my lap and kissed his cheek.
"You do whatever you want to do. I'm not going to give yo a lecture on what you have to do with your life. Its you life not mine. I just happen to share it and get to fuck you every so often and give you some guidelines on what to do." I said and Jack chuckled.
"Knew this is why I love you." He said and kissed me.
"Just remember, whatever you choose I will fully support you. Unless you want to add a woman into our sex life then I'll have to say no because I don't swing that way." I said and Jack laughed.
"Don't worry I don't swing that way either." He said and kissed me hard.
I smiled.
"Fuck this I'm taking you home." Jack said and got off my lap and pulled me up and I picked his bag up and we went home.

We was both lead in bed after having a afternoon fuck.
I just started laughing for no reason and Jack looked at me confused.
"What's so funny?" He said and rolled me onto my back and sat in me and I just laughed some more.
Jack tickled my sides which made me laugh louder.
"Stop it!" I laughed and Jack smiled.
He stopped and kissed me hard and I rolled him off me and I sat on him and kissed him just as hard which caught him by surprise.
Things was getting heated when the front door open and shut.
"Ignore them." I said quietly against his lips.
"Alex get your fucking asshole down here right now!" Freddie said loudly.
I sighed and got off Jack and looked at him.
"What am I meant to do with my problem?" He said.
"Jack yourself off. Then when I get back I'll give you a blowjob." I said and Jack smirked.
"You better do." He said.
I walked over and gave him hickies along his collarbones.
"That's my promise to you." I said and kissed him and went downstairs.

I walked into the sitting room and saw Freddie and Elijah.
"Better hurry up, I owe Jack a blowjob." I said.
"You fucking threaten Eli again and I'll fucking deck you." Freddie said and pushed me back a little.
"He fucking hurts you and I'll fucking deck him." I said and looked at Elijah.
"What so because you love life is complete and utter shit you think that you can control mine!" He said loudly.
"I fucking love Jack. If I was you, you be threatening Jack even if he looked at me the wrong." I shouted.
"That's because you have problems Alex!" Fred said loudly.
"Problems!? Jack doesn't see me as having problems! The only people who at me like that is you and Eric and every other fucker in this stupid shitty place!" I shouted.
"That's because your fucking blind!" Fred shouted back at me.
"Blind? Do I fucking look blind to you?" I said sarcastically.
" You know nothing." Fred said.
"Yes I do know stuff! I know what's it like to get raped! I know what's its like to be used as a fucking sex slave! I know what its like to have my trust in someone and have them use my trust against me! I know what's it like to get fucking beaten! Don't fucking tell me I know nothing when I know about things you would never want to happen to you!" I said loudly and started to cry.

Fred looked at me shocked.
"Lex, why didn't you say anything sooner." Fred said quietly.
"Because no one would believe a mentally fucked up 13 year old. He was the most respect teacher at our school! Everyone would believe him and not me!" I shouted and I felt someone pulled me into their chest and I held onto them for dear life and cried.
"I think that's enough for one day." Jack said calmly.
" No. I need to know what he did to you Alex." Fred said.
"No Fred. Can't you see he's stressed out enough talking about it." Jack said and I felt him run his hand down my back.
"Come on Fred, you need to calm down." Elijah said and they went off somewhere out the house as the front door opened and shut.
Jack waited a couple of mintuies and he picked me up and took me upstairs.

He placed me gently on the bed and made me look at him.
I was still crying my eyes out and Jack wiped some tears away but they kept on flowing.
"Baby don't cry." Jack said quietly and pulled me into his chest again.
"I can't." I sobbed into his chest and wiped my nose in the hoodie he had put on.
"Shush. Its okay, I have you and I'll always have you." He said quietly and kissed round my head.
I sniffed and pulled back and looked at him still crying.
"You want to talk about it?" He asked.
I knew I had to but I didn't know how to.
"Yeah." I sniffed.
Jack looked at me shocked as normally when he asked I would refuse to talk about it.
"You sure?" He asked.
I nodded.
"I trust you." I said quietly.

Notes

feel like its time to tell Alex's story...
10 years later...