Freddie's POV

Jack had gone to school with Eric leaving me with Alex as he didn't want to be left alone.

We was sat on his and Jack bed watching films since Alex didn't want to get out of bed, not that I blame him.
"Last night. Explain to me in more detail." Alex said and rolled on his side and looked at me.
"I'm either gay or bisexual. Problem is I don't know which one." I said.
Alex chuckled.
"You just listen to your heart. If girls and boys float your boat then let it be. If liking guys also float your boat then let it." He said.
"But I've only fucked girls." I said.
"Did you feel connected while fucking their brains out?" He asked which made me chuckle.
"Not really." I said and looked down.
"What aren't you telling me." Alex said seriously.
"I'm sort of seeing someone." I said quietly.
Alex smiled.
"Got yourself a fuck buddy." He chuckled.
"Yeah." I said and looked down.
"You haven't done it have you." He said and sat up.
I picked a pillow up and hid my face as I blushed really hard.
"Surely this should be the other way around with the whole sex talk." I said still hiding my face.
"At least I'm gay. Its not like trying to talk to Eric about sticking your dick up someone's ass." He said.
"Alex!" I said and hit him with the pillow.
Alex laughed.
"Its true, unless you just want to live of blowjobs. Which after a while get seriously boring." He said.
I just rolled my eyes.

"It'll just hurt for a few days, depending on how hard he's fucked you." Alex said and looked at me.
"What will hurt?" Jack asked as he walked in the room and pretty much pinning Alex to the bed as he jumped on him.
"Taking it up the bum for the first time." Alex said.
"Oh yeah, you'll waddle for a few days. But you'll get used to it." Jack said and kissed Alex.
I just groaned.
"Trust me its better if its consented and not having someone dick rammed up your ass for the first time." Alex said bitterly.
"You don't have to think about that because I can give you all the love you need." Jack said and kissed Alex lovingly.
I smiled.
"And on that note I'm leaving you two be." I said and got off the bed.
"Fred wait." Alex said and pushed Jack off him and went to a draw and threw condoms at me.
"Better safe than sorry and use lube." He said.
I shook my head and walked out the room.

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I was sat on the sofa with my fuck buddy/ boyfriend, Elijah, or Eli for short.
"You actually spent all day talking to your little brother about sex?" He chuckled.
" Yeah. I don't want to feel like a giant tit when we get to that level." I said and looked down.
I felt Eli gently bring my head round and made me look at him.
"I'm sure you won't be that bad. And it doesn't matter because there is always room for improvement." He said and kissed me.
I smiled and cuddled into his side and he kissed the top of my head.
We heard the door open and we moved away quickly.

Eli parents where really religious so if they found out about me and him we was both dead.
"Elijah, you didn't say you had your friend round." His mum said as she looked down her nose at me.
"I'll see you later." I said and got up and went back home.

"So did you go to next base?" Alex asked as he walked into my room and lent against the door.
"Nope, his mother walked in before we could even think about talking about it." I sighed and looked down.
"Damn that sucks." Alex said.
"Yeah and his family are so religious." I said.
"If in doubt he can always come here. This is like slut paradise." He said and I couldn't help but chuckle.
"I was thinking about having him round form the weekend or something." I said thinking.
"Go for it. Eric is going to be round Callie place and I doubt me and Jack will move from our room all weekend." He said.
I smiled.
"But you have to think of an excuse for him to stay for Sunday since he has to go to that god awful place called church." He said.
"Working on that." I said.
Alex chuckled and left me alone.
I looked at my phone and saw Eli had texted.
I smiled and spent my night talking to him until I fell asleep.

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