Many Of Horror

Alex's POV

Jack was dragging me out somewhere and I really didn't want to go out.
Since the doctors have been fucking around with my meds all I want to do is sleep as I feel ridiculously anxious about everything.
But no one knows that because I was good at hiding it.

"Babe you have to get dressed." Jack said and sat in my side of the bed and ran his fingers through my hair which made me jump and flinch away from him. Which made me feel terrible and Jack must of felt like I've just rejected him or something.
"Babe? What's the matter?" Jack asked and I rolled over and faced him.
He looked really worried.
I didn't say anything but look down.
"Baby talk to me." He said and made me look at him.
I still couldn't say anything.
Jack sighed and kissed my forehead.
"Want me to help you?" He asked quietly.
I nodded and looked down.
Jack got off the bed and pulled the cover back a picked me up bridal style and took me to our bathroom which we had in our room.
"Can you undress yourself as I run you a bath?" He asked quietly and I nodded and he put me down and went to the bath.
I only just barely got my top off when Jack came back.
He stopped and looked up and down my chest and arms.
I looked at and felt so much disgust about how horrible I look.
"I'm disgusting." I said quietly and looked down.
"What! Babe your not disgusting your beautiful." Jack said and pulled me into a hug.
I couldn't help it but I started to cry.
"Hey, what's the matter?" Jack asked quietly and pulled back resting his hand on my face and looked at me.
"You deserve someone better than me. Someone who isn't fucking fucked up in the head." I sobbed.
"No I don't. What's brought this on?" He said and made me look at him.
"I'm hideous. Look at me! I'm covered in so many scars I look like a monster. You can do so much better than me." I said and looked down.
Jack pulled into his chest where I just cried harder and hanging onto him for dear life.
"You're not hideous. I can't do any better than you because I love you to death. I'm not letting you go." He said quietly and kissed the top of my head.

Jack held me until I stopped crying.
"Feel better now you have that out your system?" Jack asked as he pulled back and looked at me and brushed his thumb over my cheeks to get rid of any tears which haven't fallen off my face.
I nodded.
Jack smiled and kissed me softly which I returned.
"Want me to get in the bath with you?" He asked.
I nodded again.
He smiled.
"Let's get undressed then." He said and pulled his top off.
I looked at his scar free chest and arms and then looked at mine and sighed.
"Hey, your beautiful to me and that's all what should matter." Jack said quietly and made me look at him.
"But I'm not..." I started but Jack stopped me by kissing me.
"Shush. I love you and think you are the most beautiful person ever. That's all what should matter." He said quietly.
I sighed and nodded and looked at him.
"Your so silly sometimes." He chuckled and pulled me into a hug.
I smiled and returned his hug.

Jack gave up on the idea of taking me out so we was cuddled on the sofa.
Jack was tracing his finger along my back which felt really nice.
"Get of a sec Lex." He said and slapped my ass which made me giggle like always when he slapped my ass.
Jack smiled and I got off him looking at him confused.
He got up and gestured for me to sit back down which I did.
"Lie on your back." He said.
"We're not having sex on the sofa Jack." I said.
He just smirked at me and pushed me onto my back and pulled me down the sofa so I was completely lead on it and he sat on me.
"Jack what you.." I started but he kissed me to shut me up.
"Shush." He said against my lips and kissed the side of my mouth and then kissed my neck also making sure he left his mark on me before kissing along my collarbones also leaving his mark there then he picked my arm up and kissed the scars down my arm and put it down and picked my other arm up and did the same.
He moved to my chest since he kissed my scars on my arm and then kissed the scars on my chest and also leaving hickies as he kissed down my chest.
Once he did that he moved back up to my face and kissed me.
"I love you." He said against my lips.
"I love you too." I said and kissed him.

Notes

pretty shitty...