Many Of Horror

Eric's POV

I ship Jack and Fred to school since Jack would stay at home with Alex and they would both be quite happy fucking each others brains out all day.

Alex was sat on the sofa watching something.
"You know life would be more easier if you went back to school." I said and sat on his legs.
"I haven't been in that shit hole for nearly 7 months I'm fucked if I'm going back now." He said.
I just sighed.
"What about online school?" I asked.
"Fucking hell just stop fucking badgering me to fucking doing online schooling. Christ if I don't get a fucking ear full from Jack and Freddie I'm getting it from you! Just get off my fucking back!" Alex said loudly and yanked his legs from under me and went upstairs slamming his and Jacks bedroom door.
I sighed and shook my head and gave Alex some space.
I just hope he doesn't do anything stupid.

I felt Alex alone for an hour and went upstairs with a bacon sandwich as a peace offering.
I knocked on the door and opened it.
Alex was lead on the bed with his back to the door.
"Lex?" I said quietly and walked over to the bed and sat on it.
"Leave me alone." He said quietly.
"Lex I'm sorry if we're all pushing you to do something which you clearly don't want to do but we're just thinking about the future and that you need your school grades to do what you want to do." I said.
"I just don't want to do that stuff yet." He sniffed.
"Why not?" I asked.
"Because I'll still trying to cope with my head and trying not to let anyone down. I can't cope with thinking about school yet." He said.
"What's ticking in that head of yours?" I asked and put the bacon sandwich on the side and lead on the bed with Alex.
He rolled over and looked at me.
"What's up?" I asked.
"I'm just being silly. I'm fine." He said and put the fake smile on his.
"I know when your smiling a fake smile and you are smiling a fake smile." I said.
"Jack seems to be the only person who can put a real smile in my face." He said quietly and looked down.
In a way that hurt but I can understand why. Jack has been there for Alex and he seems to trust Jack more than anyone.
"Don't hate me." He said quietly.
"I would never hate you. Even if you do keep everyone up at 4 in the morning." I chuckled.
"Well that won't be happening for a while since I'm in some serious medication." He said.
"What for?" I asked.
"They've upped my ADHD meds and slowly taking me of my anxiety meds and they're thinking about lower my antidepressant medication as well." He said.
"Damn your on some serious shit." I said.
"Tell me about it." He yawned.
"Have a snooze. When you wake up I'm sure Jack will be back from school." I said quietly.
He nodded and slowly feel asleep.
"And you can kiss you bacon sandwich goodbye." I muttered and began to eat the bacon sandwich.

I was watching something on TV when Jack and Fred got back.
"Where's Alex?" Jack asked.
"Was asleep but I don't have a clue what he is doing now." I said.
"Yay, no sleep for me although they are messing with his meds so hopefully I can sleep tonight." Jack said.
"You knew about it." I said.
"Yeah. Thought Alex told you." He said gingerly.
"Well how can he when he's always with you all the fucking time." I snapped.
"Eric!" Fred said.
"Its fucking true." I said.
"Look, I can't make Alex do something he doesn't want to do. You should know if Alex doesn't want to do nothing then he won't do it." Jack said.
"You barely know him. You've only been with him for 11 months. Me and Fred have known him for 14 years." I said.
"Don't bring me into this." Fred said and walked out the room.
"I know him. For fuck sake I have always been here for him when he nearly fucking killed himself. When you was on your fucking death bed and you fucking collapse on the fucking floor and Alex was has a panic attack I was there. I know plenty about him. A lot more than what you think. So don't you bloody well dare say I barely know him because I do." Jack said and he was making sure that I listened to him which not many people can do.
"Really?" I scoffed.
"Yes. So you don't tell me something which we both know is bullshit. Alex is more likely to open up to me than he is too you. So you just shut your fucking mouth up about how well I know him. I know my boyfriend and my boyfriend knows me." He said seriously and walked off upstairs.
I would literally punch a wall if it wasn't Jacks house and after that disagreement we have just had I seriously don't want to get in his bad books anymore than what I am in.

"Well done Eric, you have managed to piss Jack off." Fred said as he walked downstairs and into the sitting room and sat next to me on the sofa.
"I didn't mean too." I said.
"You gonna have to make it up to him." Fred said.
"Will chocolate and flowers do?" I asked.
"If you was Alex then yes but you need to do something else." He said.
I groaned.
"And to be fair, Jack probably does know Alex better than us considering Alex is more likely to open up to him." He said.
"Don't understand why." I said.
"Because he trust Jack. I know Alex trust us, but I guess its something we probably don't understand because we don't have someone. Anyway Jack and Alex are like best of friends part from their together." Fred said.
I looked at him.
"You need a woman in your life man. You also need to stop worrying so much about Alex. Just let Jack manage him and you worry about yourself and getting your temper under control." He said.
"I'm the oldest, its my job to look after you and Alex." I said.
"We aren't your responsibility Eric. You look out for us and beat some shits ass if they fuck with us. You just be a normal big brother. That's all you need to be." He said.
"But we're not your normal family. Mum and dad have both fucked off and by the looks off things Jacks folks aren't going to show up any time soon." I said.
"That's because their dead." Alex said as he walked in dragging Jack behind him.
"What?" Fred said confused.
"Fucking hell guys, bit fucking slow." Alex said sarcastically.
"Jack is like us. He doesn't have a family. We're his family. And I'm fucked if you and Jack are going to fight about it." Alex said and looked at me seriously.
I looked down.
"I know you care and think its your duty to look after me Eric, but you need to learn that you have take a step back and let Jack take care of me. You have to trust him which I know its hard thing for you too but trust me Eric when I say that Jack isn't going to hurt me." Alex said and sat on one of Fred's legs and made me look at him.
I looked at Jack.
"You hurt him and I'll fucking kill you." I said seriously.
"Well that's not going to happen." Jack smiled.
"Right that's that sorted. Who wants pizza?" Alex said and got up.
This confused the hell out of me and Jack.
"What? Oh, by the way that's you being welcomed to the family. 11 months later but yeah." Alex said to Jack.
We all sat in silence for a few minutes.
" Seriously guys. I'm fucking starving and haven't eaten anything all day. So can we order pizza." Alex said and stood in front of Jack whose arms automatically went round his waist.
We all chuckled and Fred went and ordered food.

Alex and Fred was talking and Jack was out in the kitchen so I got up and joined him.
"Hey Jack, can I talk to you?" I said and stood next to him.
"Shoot." He said and looked at me.
"I wanted to say sorry for how I behaved earlier." I said.
Jack smiled and slapped my shoulder playfully.
" Already forgotten about." He said.
"And I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you parents." I said.
He looked down and smiled sadly.
"Its okay. It happened a while ago anyway." He said.
"Well if you need someone to talk to who isn't Alex then I'm here." I said.
Jack smiled and nodded.
"I know. Its the same to you as well." He said and walked off back to the sitting room.
I smiled and went to join everyone.

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