Many Of Horror

Jacks POV

Alex has been out of ot for nearly a month.
I was getting more and more worried that he wasnt going to wake up.
I have sort of given up with school as i never wanted to be there anymore.
I just wanted to stay with Alex and make sure he was comfy and that nothing was going to happen.

The door opened and shut and I looked at saw Zack.
"This is where you have been." He said quietly and sat in the chair next to me.
I stayed quiet and messed with Alex's hand.
"Me and Rian have missed you." He said.
"Bet you haven't even noticed I've been gone." I whispered.
"We noticed after you've been away for a week. We thought you was dead Jack. It wasn't until I got a pair of balls and asked Eric where you was I was able to hunt you down." He said.
I stayed quiet.
"What happened?" Zack asked and looked at Alex.
"He tried to kill himself." I whispered and sniffed and looked down.
"Oh Jack, I'm so sorry." He said quietly.
"I can't lose him Zack. I've already lost mum and dad I can't lose the only person I love to death." I said.
"He will get better Jack." Zack said.
"Wish everyone would stop saying that. If he was going to get better he would wake up. He wouldn't still be in a bloody coma. They said if he doesn't wake up soon then they will have to turn the machine off. If that happens I might as well kill myself because I can't live without him." I said and looked and Zack.
I knew I was crying but I didn't care right now.
"Everyone is different Jack, you should know this." He said.
"It's like watching dad die all over again." I sniffed and looked down.
Zack moved and sat on the arm of the chair and pulled me to his side.
"Alex isn't going to die. You hear me he isn't going to leave you." He said seriously.
I sniffed and nodded.

The door opened again and Freddie walked in.
"I'll leave you guys alone." Zack said.
"Don't leave on my behalf." Fred said and kissed Alex on the forehead and sat down.
"Where's your parents? Surely they should be here." Zack said.
"Dead in our eyes." Freddie growled.
Zack looked at me.
"Just don't mention their parents." I said quietly.
"Want to come and get some decent food with me?" Zack asked.
I looked at Alex.
"You'll go insane if you don't go out Jack." Fred said.
"If anything changes you'll let me know?" I asked.
"Course i will." Fred smiled.
I nodded and went over to Alex and kissed his cheek and walked out the room following Zack.

We was in a coffee shop.
I had almost forgotten what decent coffee and food tasted like.
"Other than what's happened to Alex what's new in the Jacks world?" He said.
"Nothing other than I'm going back to my place." I said quietly.
"You haven't been there since it happened." Zack said.
"Well Alex's parents have pretty much disowned them and they can't live in that house Zack, so I said they could live with me at home." I said.
"You sure you can cope Jack?" He asked.
I nodded.
"I have them. Their family to me now as long as I have them I'll be okay." I said quietly.
"More like as long as you have Alex you'll be okay." He said carefully.
I looked down.
"I really love him Zack." I said quietly.
"A idiot can work out how much you love him Jack. It's the same with Alex. You both love each other which is why you need to keep your head straight and think about Alex getting better." He said.
I looked at him and smiled.
"I also heard the Eric punched Brad really hard round the face." He said.
"Yeah, you seriously don't fuck with Eric. Freddie you can to a degree and I can pretty much walk all over Alex but Eric is someone I don't want to fuck with." I said with a small smile.
"Why do you think it took me so long to find you?" He chuckled.
"Eric's not that scary, but you just give him loads of respect that's all." I said.
"I was going to ask Freddie but I thought not as Eric is the older one and it was only fair I asked him first." He said.
"Zack being a gentleman never thought I would see the day." I chuckled.
"Shut up." He chuckled.
"But I will say this, how the fuck do you ignore Freddie and Eric? I mean if I was gay I would definitely be after them and fucking them." Zack said.
I laughed.
"It's quite easy to be honest. But their both straight and Alex is gay so I'll just stick to the gay one." I said.
Zack smiled.
"I'm glad Alex makes you happy." He said.
"Thanks Zack." I said quietly.
"I'll let you get back if you want." He said.
I smiled and nodded.
"It was nice seeing you. When Alex gets better you all have to come round and we have play a few games and that." He said.
I smiled again.
"We'd like that and so would I." I said.
"See you around Jacko." He said and went his way and I went my way.

I got back and Eric was there.
"Your friend come and visit?" He said.
"I know, he came and visit and we had decent coffee and food." I said.
"How did it go?" Fred asked.
"It went really well. Zack said that when Alex gets better we could go round and play games and that." I said.
"That's nice of him. At least Eric didn't scare him off." Fred said.
I chuckled.
"Shit has anyone fed that rodent?" Eric asked.
"The rodents name is Bob and i havent left Alexs side." I said.
"Poor thing hope its not dead." Fred said.
"Please dont say that Alex actually does love Bob." I said.
"Jacks been replaced." Eric laughed.
"I know for a fact i haven't been replaced." I said and sat on Alex's bed since Eric and Fred had the two seats.
"Well I will go back home and check Bob and make sure the house is still standing." Fred said and got up.
"Bring some decent food and drink with you." Eric said.
"I'll see what I can do." Fred said and walked out the room.

I was still sat on the bed tracing my finger round his leg.
"What's up bitches I am back with decent food and drink." Fred said and sat down.
"Jesus man I was nodding off." Eric grumbled.
Fred chuckled.
"Right guys so I have sweets, chocolate, crisps basically any shit I have it." He said and put the bag and Eric's lap.
"Cheers Fred." I yawned.
"Here you have comfy chair and get some sleep." Eric said.
"I'm not tired." I muttered.
"You are so go and have some rest." Fred said quietly.
I gave in and nodded and got off the bed and moved to the chair and put my feet on the bed.
I felt someone put something over me.
"See you later Jack." Someone whispered and I slowly fell asleep.

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