Many Of Horror

Alex's POV.

I got to the hospital and went to Eric's room.
Eric was sort of sat up and wide awake.
"This some sort of a joke?" I asked.
"I've missed you too Alex." Eric said quietly.
I smiled and rushed over and pulled him into a big hug.
"Careful." He grunted.
"Am I dreaming or off my face or something?" I asked and looked at mum.
She chuckled.
"No your not sweetie." I smiled.
"Does this mean our family is back to normal?" I asked.
Mum looked at Freddie and Freddie looked at mum.
I looked at Eric who had a confused look on his face.
"Me and your father have had words." She said.
"And?" I asked and sat on the bed.
"We think it's better if we went our separate ways." She said and looked at me and Eric.
"But you can't. You can't do this, not now." I said and got off the bed.
"Alex there are things you don't understand." She said.
"I understand. I understand perfectly well, he's just given up on us hasn't he? All because he can't cope with have 2 out of his 3 sons being fucked up." I said and picked my bag up.
"Alex where you going?" Fred asked.
"I need some space." I said and walked out.

I ended up at the park on the swings.
I was miles away with my thoughts when someone sat next to me.
I looked up and saw Jack.
"Thought you'd be here." He said quietly.
"He's gone Jack. Thought he would stay, but he hasn't he's fucking legged it." I said.
Jack moved and sat on my lap.
"I'm sorry." He said quietly.
I rested my head on his chest and wrap my arms round him.
He kissed the top of my head.
"You don't have to think about him, just think that Eric is awake and he needs you like you need Freddie and Eric." He said.
I looked at him.
I kissed him and he wrapped his arms round me.
"I need you too." I whispered.
He didn't say and hugged me tighter.

We stayed at the park for ages.
"Come on its getting dark and its cold let's go home." Jack said quietly.
"That place isn't my home." I said.
"Come on Lex I'm cold." He said.
"You can go home, I'm staying here." I said quietly.
I didn't have a clue what I was thinking but I knew at some point it wasn't going to end well, guess Jack was one step ahead of me.
"I'm not going anywhere without you walking beside me. I know what you might be thinking Lex and I'm not going to let you do that." He said and made me looked at him.
"I don't even know what I'm thinking." I said and looked down.
Jack kissed me softly.
"Let's go and get pizza, go home and go to bed watch films and Pig out." He said.
I smiled and Jack got off me.
"Come on." He said and got hold of my hand and pulled me up.
I got up and Jack pulled me close to him.
He smiled and kissed me which I happily returned.
"I'm cold and hungry." He said.
I took my jacket and put it over his shoulders.
"What about your arms?" He asked.
"What about them? I see nothing with them." I said and looked at my arms since I was only in a t shirt.
He smiled.

We got home and dad was still there.
"Go upstairs and I'll be up in a minute." I said and kissed him.
"What are you doing?" He asked seriously.
"Getting us a bottle of wine to drink between us." I said.
"Your not going to nothing?" He asked.
"No I'm not." I said and looked at him.
"I don't believe you." He said quietly and kissed me and went upstairs.
I smiled and went out to the kitchen.
Dad was sat at the table.

"Alex what you doing here?" He asked.
"Well, I thought I'd come home and drink some wine, eat pizza and maybe fuck Jack." I said.
"Your 14 Alex you shouldn't be doing that." He said.
I scoffed and grabbed the best bottle of wine I could find.
"Really? Your gonna give me the whole talk. Save your fucking breath." I said.
"You've changed." He said quietly.
"That's what rape does to you it changes you, along with all the other stuff wrong with me. I am not that happy smiling 8 year old anymore. I am not that happy little boy anymore! Instead I am a fucking monster of a person." I said.
"Your not that Alex." He said quietly.
"How the fuck do you know? Because you have hardly been here. You have been out fucking some bird. You do not know me." I said and got in his face.
"You think Eric and Fred are bad when they lose their shit. I am worse than them. I suggest you get the fuck out of this house. Don't show your face here or at the hospital. Because if you do I will make you suffer. That's a promise Peter." I said and got up grabbed the bottle of wine.
"Alex." He said.
"Get the fuck out. Your not welcomed here anymore." I said and walked out and went to my room.

"You started without me." I pouted and kicked my door shut.
"You was taking too long." Jack said with a mouthful of food.
"No I wasn't." I said and sat on the bed.
"Yeah you where." He said and and kissed me.
"I have wine and I'm eating pizza." I said and bit into some pizza.
Jack got the bottle and opened it and had a mouth full of wine.
"Is this some sort of date but we're in my room drinking wine and eating pizza?" I asked.
"Not really, is that what you think this is?" He asked.
"Just feels like one that's all." I said and I heard the front door open and shut.
"Bye bye asshole." I said quietly and Jack looked at me.
"Don't you worry that pretty head of yours. I have it under control." I said and kissed him hard.
"That's what I'm worried about." He said.
"You don't have to worry." I said quietly.

We was sat under the covers watching big hero 6.
The front door opened and shut again.
"Alex!?" Fred said loudly.
My door was open after we couldn't be bothered to shut it behind us.
"What!?" I said loudly.
I heard him come up the stairs and he walked into the room.
"Comfy are we?" He asked.
"Very thanks." Jack said.
Fred smiled.
"You had words with dad?" He asked.
"He is not my dad and yes I told him to fuck off out of this house, and that was being sober so don't go bitching to me saying I was drunk." I said.
Fred looked round the room and the floor was enough evidence to show what me and Jack had been doing .
Fred smiled.
"I'll leave you two be." He said and walked out the room .
" I dunno about you but I'm fucked and need sleep." I said and got comfy.
"I'm more fucked than you." He said.
I sighed and tried to focus on the film bytni passed out really quickly which wasn't like me normally but I didn't care because I felt safe around Jack.

Notes

This is shit because I am drunk right now...
Hope you guys have a good new years hope that it'll be better than the last...