Alex's POV

I woke up and found Jack asleep facing me.
I smiled and pulled the duvet over him and he hid under the cover a little.
I rolled over and looked at the time and saw it was 2 in the morning.
"Seriously." I muttered and quietly out out off bed and went downstairs to get a drink.
The TV in the sitting room was on so I had a look and saw mum and dad fast asleep on the sofa.
I quietly went in and put the blanket over them and then quietly walked out and went to the kitchen.
I shut the door behind and turned the light on and saw Freddie sat on the table eating a sandwich.

"Fucking hell you made me jump." I whispered.
He smiled.
"Sorry, thought you would still be asleep." He said quietly.
"Didn't take my meds so I'm now wide awake." I said and put the kettle on.
"You and Jack looked comfy." He said.
"You where checking?" I asked a bit pissed off about this.
"Your bedroom light was still on so I went to turn it off and you two where sound asleep." He said.
"So you was." I said.
"Honestly Alex I wasnt but since your lightswitch is right in your room I had to go in and turn it off." He said.
"Might let you off, might not." I said.
Freddie chuckled.
"I'm going to bed, see you at some point tomorrow." He said.
"It's the weekend ain't it?" I asked.
"Yeah, so you safe to take them meds and knock yourself out for a while." He said and opened the door and walked out.
I made myself a tea and walked back upstairs not bothering with the meds.

I put a DVD on quietly and was sat under the duvet nursing my tea and watching the DVD.
Jack stirred and woke up a little.
"It's too early to be up." He muttered.
"Then go back to sleep then." I said and looked at him.
"Your letting all the cold air in." He said.
I put my tea on the floor and lead down .
"Better?" I asked.
Jack moved closer too me and put a foot over mine.
"Yeah." He mumbled and fell back asleep again.
I rolled on my side and faced him.
He didn't have a pillow so he was using the duvet to make himself one.
I reached over him and grabbed one and sort off put it under his head.
"Go too sleep, you fidget too much." He grumbled and got comfy again.
I watched him sleep for ages until I fell asleep again.

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Jacks POV


When i woke up Alex was cuddled into my chest and was sound asleep.
I smiled and looked at the time.
"Fuck i missed it. Oh well." I muttered and looked at Alex.
I have never known someone too move so much as he does when he sleeps, it was like every 5 mintuies he moved.

I was watching some movie when Alex finally woke up.
He looked at me but he didnt move.
For some reason i was happy about this.
"I would move but your really warm and im really comfy." He said and pulled the duvet down so he could see the tv better.
"Doesnt bother me." I sakd and looked at him.
He was too busy watching whatever was on tv.
"You can't stay still when you're awake and you cant stay still when you're asleep." I chuckled.
"Why do you think k people refuse to share a bed with me?" He asked.
"I wouldn't if I'm honest." I said.
"Your just odd. But oddballs are cool because I'm a oddball as well." He said.
"Whatever you say." I said and rolled my eyes.

"Alex let me change that dressing." His mum said as she followed him round the sitting room.
"No it hurts!." Alex pouted.
"It'll hurt even more when its infected." Shje said.
"It won't get infected." He said and walked over to me and sat himself between me and the wall.
"Yeah it will because you can't keep a dirty dressing on it." She said.
"It's not dirty." He said and looked at it.
"It is just a little, then you've got the pad thinging under it which will be dirty." I said.
He glared at me.
"Your meant to be on my side." He said.
"I would be normally but I think your mum is right on this one sorry." I said.
"I hate you." He said playfully.
"No you don't." I said.

Alex got up and dragged himself to the kitchen with his mum following him.
A few minutes minutes later Alex was moaning about how it really Hurt.
"Don't be such a woss about it." His mum said and Alex walked in without his arm in a bandage.
He huffed and sat next to me and started to poke his cuts.
"Don't touch them. Dunno where your hands have been." I said.
Alex snorted and moved his hand away from it.
"These are just pathetic cuts." He said looking at the scars on his arm.
"There not pathetic, their really deep." I said and looked at them.
"They are because the best one I did is right here on my leg." He said and pointed to it .
"Followed by this one here." He said and pointed to scar which looked like it had only just turned into a scar.
"What happened?" I asked.
"Went through an artery basically going to the bone and the leg you could see all the fat and muscle in my leg." He said.
"Sounds disgusting and that but you could see the tendons and bone in my arm." He said.
"No offesive but thats sounds disgusting." I said.
"But i fucked my arm up good and proper though and got loads of infections as well." He said.
"Must of been at a really shit point too do that." I said.
"Was fucked of my face with alcohol and drugs so didn't really feel a thing, until a few day later I woke up in hospital." He said.
"When did it happen?" I asked.
"Few months before moving here. I was in a really really dark place." He said quietly.
I didn't say anything.

We went upstairs and Alex was sat on the floor playing the guitar and I was sat on his bed watching him.
He looked at me and smiled.
I rolled onto my front and rested my head on my arms.
"Go to sleep if your tired." He said and put he guitar down and came over and sat down and rested his head on my back.
"You going to sleep?" I asked.
He rolled into his side still using my back as a pillow.
"Yeah." He muttered.
I didn't say anything but I looked up and saw Eric by the door and he was smiling and he walked off.
I got comfy and fell asleep.

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