Two Worlds Clash
I Will Try To Fix You
Jack
“N-no. I would l-love to be with you. But I’m scared of.. Ronnie. He will k-kill me.”
Ronnie.
Ronnie Ronnie Ronnie.
I hated that fucking bastard.
Alex doesn’t even know if he wants to be with me, because of him. He’s always controlling his happiness. He makes Alex fear the world, and I fucking hate him for it.
Who the fuck is he to treat someone like shit for no goddamn reason??
For being themselves.. For doing nothing but breathing.
I’m sick of his shit.
I think Alex could tell I was getting angry, because he had a fearful look on his face.
“J-Jack.. Please don’t be mad at me, I didn’t mean-“
“No no.. You’re not the one I’m mad at.” I shook my hand in reassurance.
He sighed in relief, and started fidgeting nervously with his fingers.
“I like you, Jack. I r-really do, but I-I’m just afraid..”
“Afraid of what other people will think.” I muttered, looking at him.
“N-no! That’s not what I-“
“No, that’s exactly what you mean, Alex. You’re afraid that people will judge you. You’re afraid that Ronnie will hate you even more than he already does. You’re afraid that being with me will make your life even harder, so you’d rather not take the risk.”
He sat there in silence for a moment, thinking over what I had said.
“I’m not ashamed of you, Jack. I-I like having you around. Y-you make me feel safe.. and you give me butterflies and you make me laugh. I just.. I don’t know. I-I’m so anxious and I can’t help it, and I’m sorry I’m such a loser..” His eyes began to fill up with tears as he spoke, and it broke my heart.
I frowned, and instantly scooted closer to him, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him into my chest.
“You’re not a loser, Alex. You’re cute when you’re nervous, believe me.” I joked, getting a little giggle out of him in return.
“Listen, I’ve already taken care of Ronnie. He must be really fucking brave if he wants to mess with you, again.”
“B-but.. I-I don’t want him trying to hurt you, either.” He sniffled, looking up at me with a cute, innocent pout on his face.
“I can take care of myself, Alex. And I’ll take care of you, too. I promise. Nobody’s gonna hurt you.” I assured him, stroking his cheek with my thumb.
He started blushing as he always does, and bit his lip.
“You’re really sweet.”
I chuckled a bit and kissed his forehead.
“So, what do you say, Alex? I mean, you don’t have to give me an answer right now, but at least go on a date with me. Please, gorgeous. Just let me take you out.” I begged, biting my lip and seeing his cheeks turn bright red.
“W-when?” He asked, nervously.
“Tomorrow afternoon. I’ll pick you up. You want to?” I was really hopeful that he’d say yes.
“O-okay.” He smiled at me, making me smile back at him.
“Okay.” I grinned, and pulled him into a kiss.
“N-no. I would l-love to be with you. But I’m scared of.. Ronnie. He will k-kill me.”
Ronnie.
Ronnie Ronnie Ronnie.
I hated that fucking bastard.
Alex doesn’t even know if he wants to be with me, because of him. He’s always controlling his happiness. He makes Alex fear the world, and I fucking hate him for it.
Who the fuck is he to treat someone like shit for no goddamn reason??
For being themselves.. For doing nothing but breathing.
I’m sick of his shit.
I think Alex could tell I was getting angry, because he had a fearful look on his face.
“J-Jack.. Please don’t be mad at me, I didn’t mean-“
“No no.. You’re not the one I’m mad at.” I shook my hand in reassurance.
He sighed in relief, and started fidgeting nervously with his fingers.
“I like you, Jack. I r-really do, but I-I’m just afraid..”
“Afraid of what other people will think.” I muttered, looking at him.
“N-no! That’s not what I-“
“No, that’s exactly what you mean, Alex. You’re afraid that people will judge you. You’re afraid that Ronnie will hate you even more than he already does. You’re afraid that being with me will make your life even harder, so you’d rather not take the risk.”
He sat there in silence for a moment, thinking over what I had said.
“I’m not ashamed of you, Jack. I-I like having you around. Y-you make me feel safe.. and you give me butterflies and you make me laugh. I just.. I don’t know. I-I’m so anxious and I can’t help it, and I’m sorry I’m such a loser..” His eyes began to fill up with tears as he spoke, and it broke my heart.
I frowned, and instantly scooted closer to him, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him into my chest.
“You’re not a loser, Alex. You’re cute when you’re nervous, believe me.” I joked, getting a little giggle out of him in return.
“Listen, I’ve already taken care of Ronnie. He must be really fucking brave if he wants to mess with you, again.”
“B-but.. I-I don’t want him trying to hurt you, either.” He sniffled, looking up at me with a cute, innocent pout on his face.
“I can take care of myself, Alex. And I’ll take care of you, too. I promise. Nobody’s gonna hurt you.” I assured him, stroking his cheek with my thumb.
He started blushing as he always does, and bit his lip.
“You’re really sweet.”
I chuckled a bit and kissed his forehead.
“So, what do you say, Alex? I mean, you don’t have to give me an answer right now, but at least go on a date with me. Please, gorgeous. Just let me take you out.” I begged, biting my lip and seeing his cheeks turn bright red.
“W-when?” He asked, nervously.
“Tomorrow afternoon. I’ll pick you up. You want to?” I was really hopeful that he’d say yes.
“O-okay.” He smiled at me, making me smile back at him.
“Okay.” I grinned, and pulled him into a kiss.
Notes
Okay so this is long overdue but I had finals then I started new classes so I've just been kinda stressed.
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Title cred: Fix You- Coldplay
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8/28/16