We don't belong here

Jacks POV

"How many more bloody times do I have to tell you? I didn't try and kill myself." I said quietly.
"Jack, you drunk a whole bottle of vodka to yourself and took 2 packets of painkillers." The doctor said.
"I had a headache." I said pathetically.
"So you admitting you tried to kill yourself?" He asked.
"I DID NOT try and kill myself." I said loudly and banged my hand on the table which echoed round the room.
"Then what do you call it then?" He asked.
"I don't know, but I didn't try and kill myself." I huffed.
"Jack I'm gonna send you somewhere for you to get help. Your parents have given me permission to send you to get help." He said.
I scoffed. "Of course they did. Anything to get their crazy son out of their lives."
"A taxi is waiting out the front with your bags in." He said and got up.
"What if I don't want to go?" I asked.
"You don't get the choice you going." He said and opened the door.
I grabbed my iPod of the table.
"This is fucking bullshit." I muttered as I walked out the room .

We went outside towards the taxi.
Mother was stood by her car watching.
"Ain't even gonna say goodbye then?" I said loudly and looked at her.
"Jack get inside the taxi, it'll be less harder on you and your mother." The doctor said.
"Fuck you." I huffed and got in the taxi.
He told the taxi driver where to go but I wasn't listening to what he was saying.
He shut my door.
"Hopefully you'll be out soon." He said.
"Get fucked." I said and looked him dead in the eye.
He just pulled a face and fucked off back inside.
"Aye they taking you to the Looney bin then?" The taxi driver said.
I glared at him.
"So cheerful." I said sarcastically and put my other headphone in and listened to my music loudly.

I was stuck in for nearly an hour when we pulled up to this big mansion place.
I pulled a headphone out and looked at it.
"Fucking hell." I muttered to myself.
The driver stopped outside the front door where a nurse was waiting.
She came down and opened the door for and I go out and looked at the place.
I got my stuff and followed the nurse.
"You'll need to sign yourself in to say your now a patient and that you're in our care." She said and took me to the front desk.
"Vistor or patient?" She asked and looked at me but I was too side tracked looking at the place to listen to her.
"Hes a patient." The nurse said.
"Ah this this the one who claims he didn't try and kill himself?" She asked.
The nurse nodded.
"I didn't try and kill myself. How more fucking times do I have to keep on saying this." I said.
They just looked at each other.
"Okay, you need to sign here, here and here." She said and pointed to where I needed to sign.
I signed where I needed to sign.
"Okay, come with me Jack and I'll show you around. Don't worry about your stuff someone will take it for you." She smiled.

She lead me to this building.
"This is the men's dorm." She said and took me inside.
I walked in and I was taken back my how much space there was.
"This is where the art therapy will be." She said and took me inside this room and turned round and walked back out of it again.
"Hey guys we have a newbie!" Someone shouted.
"And your gonna be making him welcomed." She said and looked at the person.
"Jack this is Rian. Rian this is Jack." She said.
He just looked at me and walked off.
She showed me round loads of other rooms and then to my room.
"You'll have a roommate but I don't know when..." She said but was cut of by someone shouting.
"Get your filthy fucking hands off me you fucking bastards!" They said loudly.
"Excuse me Jack." She smiled and walked out the room.
I walked and looked round the door frame and saw them carry someone into this room.
"Guys Alex is back!" Rian shouted but everyone ignored him.

I adventured out my room and walked to where the TV was.
Everyone looked at me.
"The fuck you all looking at?" I said and they stopped looking.
I didn't know what to do until someone came walking up the corridor.
"Heeeey guys guess who fucking back!" Someone said loudly and walked into the room.
I looked at the person.
They had scars up their arm and another had bandage. He had a scar round his neck and on his cheek.
"The fuck you fucking looking at?" He asked and looked at me.
"S..Sorry." I said quietly and looked down.
"I don't know you. Who are you?" He asked and sat on the sofa.
"I'm Jack." I said.
"So your my roommate then." He said studying me.
"You're the one who claims they didn't try and kill themselves." He said and that got a couple of sniggers from the others.
"I didn't try and fucking kill myself." I said loudly and walked off to my room.
"Someone's a little touchy." Someone said loudly.

I was miles away staring at the wall for no reason when I heard the door open.
"Hey." Someone said and walked into the room.
I turned to see who it was.
It was 'scar face' as I called him as I didn't know his name.
"I'm Alex, since I didn't say who I was earlier." He said.
I smiled and looked back at the wall.
"Looking at the walls won't help. It'll drive you more insane the more younlook at them" He said and sat on his bed.
I sighed and turned around and looked at him.
I was going to say something when a nurse came in to do checks.
"Yeah every hour they'll do checks to see if your hanging of the ceiling or not." He said.
I think it was some sort of joke but I didn't get it.
Someone else came into the room.
"Have you met everyone yet?" Alex asked.
I shook my head.
"I'm guessing you've met Rian already then?" He asked.
I nodded.
He chuckled.
"This is Austin." Alex said and pointed to the overly tall person standing in the doorway.
"S'up." He said.
"Austin thisnis Jack the newbie." Alex said.
I smiled.
"Medication time." He said and walked off.
"Time for the crazy pills." Alex sighed and got up and walked out the door.
I followed and there was a group of people round a desk.
"When I call your name you come and take the pills." A nurse said.
"Jack Barakat?" She said and looked round.
I felt someone push me forward and I went and got the pills and looked in the little pot they where in.
"Hurry up and take the fucking things." Someone said.
I took them and just glared at the nurse as I walked off.

I was sat in my room again with Alex since lights where gonna be out soon.
Alex was lost in his world writing something down in this book while I was just looking round the room.
The nurse came in.
"Lights out boys." She said and turned ed the lights out.
"Seriously its not even 11." I huffed and led down.
I heard Alex chuckle.
"Just think yourself lucky it ain't 9 like some poor fuckers in this place." He said and put this book on the side and got comfy.
"Just to warn you, they'll be doing checks every hour so they might wake you up." He muttered and fell asleep.
"That's if I..." I yawned and was flat put asleep before I could finish my sentence.

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