Noughts and Crosses

Jacks POV

I woke up and Alex was cuddled into my chest sound asleep still.
I looked and saw Kyle wasn't home so that must of meant he found someone to fuck last night which was a good thing since me and Alex was still naked under the covers.

Alex woke up not long after I did but didn't move.
"Morning." He muttered and sat up and looked round taking his surroundings in like he did most mornings.
"Hey." I said quietly.
"Do you think we should tell Kyle what we did in his bed?" I asked.
"I would like to live thanks." He said and sat on me.
"But we have to clean the sheets and everything since they probably smell like sex and then Kyle will know and then we both will be shot." He said and ran his finger down my chest.
I smiled and Alex bent down and kissed me.
I looked at him and saw something I've never seen in him before, love.
Alex must of guessed that I saw that as he looked down and got off me and pulled a pair of pajamas bottoms on and walked out the room.
"Why are you so hard to understand?" I muttered to myself and pulled a pair of pants on and walked downstairs and went outside since that's where Alex would be.

Sure enough he was sat outside smoking.
"It's freezing out here." I said as I sat next to him.
"It's not, your just a big baby about the cold." He chuckled.
"I've just got out of a very warm bed, what did you expect." I said.
"Well that's your own fault for coming out in just your pants which happen to be mine by the way." He said and looked at me.
"You complaining about it?" I asked.
"Nope, because now I know everytime I wear them pants I know that your junk has been in them, which makes me very happy." He smirked.
I rolled my eyes at him and stole his cigarette off him and started to smoke it.
"Hey I was smoking that." He said and slapped my leg.
"Tough shit." I said and blew a load of smoke in his face.
He glared at me.
"If looks could kill." I chuckled.
"Your lucky your my friend as I could quite easliy shoot you." He said seriously.
"A friend? Because from last night friends don't do that." I said quietly.
"You know what I mean." He said and looked at me.
"Do I though? Because last night and this morning told a different story." I said.
Alex got up and walked indoors.
I got up and went inside.

I couldn't find Alex but some some music was playing and it weren't the normal shit Alex listened to either.
"Alex?" I said loudly over the music.
A load of bed sheets was thrown down the stairs then Alex following.
"Alex..." I started but gave up because Alex was not interested on what I had to say to him.
He had put the washing on was he turned the music louder.
I went over and turned it down.
He turned round and glared at me.
"Don't glare at me." I growled
"Or what." He challenged.
Christ he's in a foul mood all of a sudden.
"What the fuck is wrong with you? I mean you was perfectly fine until I said last night and this morning told a very different story for us being friends." I said and glared at Alex.
He shook his head and went to walk off.
"No you are not walking away from this." I said and grabbed his arm to stop him walking away from me.
"What? What the fuck do you want me to say Jack?" He questioned and looked at me.
"What's going on in your head. You moods have been all over the place lately." I said quietly.
"Your moods would be all over the place when you had to fake your own death and then learn that your family don't even care that your dead. In fact they are fucking glad that your gone." He said loudly.
I looked at him and i knew he was holding something back
"What are you holding back?" I asked.
"Im holding nothing back." He said quietly which meant he was.
"Yes you are." I said wearily as he could just flip if I keep on pushing him like this.
He looked at me and smiled a small sad smile.
"If I make you a cuppa, will you tell me." I said and pulled him into a hug.
He nodded into my chest.
"Go and sit down and I'll be back with a cuppa." I said.

Alex was sat on the sofa flicking through the tv.
I sat next to him and handed him his tea.
He looked at me and smiled and put his feet up on the sofa and moved so he was in my side.
"What's up?" I asked.
"Dunno, just thought they would miss me at least. But what that man said just really hit me hard. Then loads of other things going on as well." He said quietly.
"Like what? You can talk to me Alex, I'm not going to judge you." I said.
"But what if you hate me for what I'm going to say. What if you hate me and never want to be my friend again. Because I dunno what I would do if I didn't have you, I would have no one." He said quickly.
"What you talking about?" I asked confused.
He looked down and moved away from me.
"I love you Jack." He said quietly and quickly.
I stayed quiet.
"I understand if you want me out because i can pack my stuff and go.." Alex said but i stopped him by kissing him.
Alex looked at me shocked.
"I love you too." I said quietly.
Alex smiled and moved and kissed me again.

We must of fell asleep on the sofa as mum and dad came back and shouted at us as we was cuddled up to each other.
So we went upstairs out the way and sort Kyles bed out since he wasn't back yet from where ever he was.
Alex was sat on Kyles bed writing while I was sat on our bed which was still a mattress playing the guitar when my phone went off.
It was a text from Kyle.
'Get yours and Alex's arses here right now!
I'm in need of your help.'
I groaned and Alex looked at me.
"Get dressed, we are needed." I said and got dressed and Alex did as well.
"What we going to do?" Alex asked.
"Just keep on going how we are at the moment." I said and walked up to him and pulled him close to me.
"What about the sex?" He whispered.
"We'll just find somewhere." I said and kissed him.
"Damn." He smiled.
I chuckled.
"Come on let's see what he's done." I said and slapped his arse which made him giggle then hide his face in the chest.
I smiled and kissed the top of his head and went out with him following grabbing what we needed as we went down And out the door.

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