Alex

Jack and I were cuddled up on the couch together. It was the next day, and the kids were at daycare, Becca was over at Mom and Dad’s with Lexi, getting to know them a little better. I didn’t want to leave Jack’s side after what happened last night, he did what I was waiting years for. He finally opened up to me, and I couldn’t be more happy. I understand the whole drug thing and the drinking thing, and we talked about it, I was going to help him thru it. We were going to take baby steps and we were finally going to get passed this part of our life.

We also talked a bit about the wedding, and we still think that it’s a good thing if we push it off a little bit. I could also read in Jack’s eyes that he was kinda upset about having to push the wedding back, but was even more glad that I didn’t leave him. Se have come so far in life together, and I don’t think I could leave him ever again. I just hope he thinks the same thing, I need him just as much as he claims he needs me. He was my rock, and I wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with him. “Alex?” The voice of the man I was thinking about asked quietly.

“Yeah?” I looked up at him and he looked so broken in his eyes. I sat up, taking his hands in mine and looked at him. I haven’t seen the brokenness in his eyes like this since the moment I told him I wasn’t going to go back to him back in college, that I would never want to be with him again. “Talk to me, Jack.” I said softly.

“Why do you continue to take me back after all the hell I have put you thru?” He asked, looking like he would break down and cry at any moment in time.

“I do it because I love your dumbass.” I say with a small chuckle. “I love you too much to not want to be with you every moment in time. I love you too much to not want to be able to wake up every morning and see your eyes staring back at mine. Oh, and let’s not forget your pancakes. I could marry those things.” He chuckled at my attempt to try and lighten the mood. He looked me in the eyes and I made a goofy face back at him. He went into full laugh this time and I couldn’t help the smile that came onto my lips. He was so cute and not to mention, had the most kissable lips in the world.

“I love you too, Alexander.” He said softly as he placed a kiss on my cheek. I groaned and fell onto the couch as I let go of his hands. “What?” He asked confused.

“Did you really have to use my full name?” I groaned again. I heard him chuckle a bit as I felt him move on the couch, then I opened my eyes and saw he was leaning over me, with both of his arms holding him up on each sides of my head. As much as I wanted to just take matters into my own hands and grind up on him, I don’t really think now was the time to release sexual tension.

“Yes, yes I did.” He said before placing a sweet kiss on my lips, then another on my cheek, then down to my neck where he stopped and found my sweet spot oh so quickly. Maybe right now was the time to release the tension? Because Jack sure as hell thinks it is.

Notes

Sorry it's short and boring. I wanted to get something out because I can't sleep.
Like, it's almost 1:30am and I have to be up at 7am for class at 8:30am.

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