Jack

I was laying on Steph's couch flipping through the channels seeing as Steph was at work. The more I thought about it the more guilty I began to feel. Technically neither of us had ended the relationship. That means I had cheated on Alex. Not only that but I also broke and hit Alex. I was so much worse than Andy would have ever been.

"Jack Bassam Barakat, I'm gonna tan your hide. Get your ass over here," Steph yelled into the house after slamming the door.

"What the fuck did I do," I yelled back.

"You said you two had broken up. You're a lying piece of shit!"

"I said I think so. I said the word think. You are just as guilty as I am in this. It takes two to tango bitch!"

"I never said I was innocent, I just said that you said you were single. You're as worthless as a dog that don't hunt my god. Fuck you, fuck everything you stand for. Get the fuck out of my house and never come back."

I huffed and walked out of her house, my keys and phone in hand. Alex knew, I know that he knew. I was such a fucking moron, I was a terrible human being. I climbed into my truck and broke down in tears. Why am I so fucking stupid? Why did I let my vices control me?

"I quit. I quit everything," I cried out, removing the pot from my glove box, leaving it outside Steph's house.

I peeled away from the house, I knew that he wasn't going to be at my apartment. There was only one place he'd go and saying I was afraid to go there was an understatement. I never forgot what Rian said to me when we first dated. He scared me to say the least.

I began to drive to Rian's apartment, knowing it was a far drive. Every song that started playing reminded me of Alex, everything reminded me of him. I was done as of now with drugs. I would not buy anymore. I was done with selling myself for sex. I was better than all of that, I deserved better than that.

I reached over and turned off the radio, I couldn't help but think of all the times I screwed Alex over. I couldn't help but think that he would see me and take me back. I know he deserved so much better than me, he would always deserve better than me.

I stopped at a gas station, I really needed an energy drink. I walked in and went to the back, finding the Monsters without a problem. I stood in line and fished out my wallet going ahead and pulling my debit card out. I noticed I still had the condom in there meaning I hadn't used one.

"Fuck, I'm such a screw-up," I whispered.

I purchased the drink and continued on my way. I saw Rian's apartment complex coming up. I parked the car and walked up to his door, knocking on it softly. I heard fumbling around as footsteps approached the door. It opened moments with Rian standing there, a pissed look gracing his face.

"What the fuck do you want," he snarled.

"Is Alex here," I whispered.

"Why, so you can give him another black eye? So you can fucking break him yet again?"

"I want to apologize to him, that wasn't me."

"He isn't here. He's at Andy's. Andy at least treats him with some respect. Something he fucking deserves."

Rian slammed the door in my face leaving me standing there, holding back tears. I walked back to my car, I just wanted to see my beautiful pink haired angel. Yes, I wanted him to be happy but I wanted him to be happy with me. I was the worst thing that could ever happen to me but all I ever wanted was him in my arms again.

I pulled up in front of Andy's house and got out of the car. I walked to his door, afraid of what would happen. I raised my fist to knock on the door, I was so afraid. I slowly knocked on the door, waiting for my pink haired love to answer the door. It slowly opened revealing Alex.

"What are you doing here," he said angrily.

Notes

So, I made Steph southern in this because I love using southern slang in arguments. If you have a question on it I'll answer it cause I use all of it daily so. What do you think is going to happen next? Do you think Jack is going to be able to repair things?

Leave a comment and rate if you enjoy :)

- Jess