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If I Didn't Have You

Summary

Bonnie's free of her monster. She and Alex are happily engaged and are hoping to have a healthy baby by late December. The only worry in Bonnie's mind is if she'll be a great mother like her mother was. Bonnie is hoping that Alex's demons are gone for sure. But knowing full well she hasn't seen the last of Alex's ex, Lisa, she knows that if Lisa pops up, she'll cause something to happen to Alex. But everything crumbles when Bonnie loses her own mind again, along with Alex.


The voice in Nyssa's head is finally gone and she has gone past the point in her mind that has kept her innocent until she met Jack. Jack knows Nyssa is the one, and seeing Alex and Bonnie gives Jack the courage that he wants to ask Nyssa to marry him. But will Nyssa say yes? Nyssa would have to choose between Jack and the job she's been wanting since high school.
This story is the third installment and is the sequel to Give Me a Sign. Please read that and With You Around before reading this story, that way you won't get lost.

Characters

Alex Gaskarth

Alex Gaskarth

Bonnie's loving fiancé and happy father-to-be of their baby. His demons are getting at him as Bonnie gets closer to getting married and having their baby. And it all has to do with Lisa...

Bonnie Howell

Bonnie Howell

Mommy-to-be and the happy fiancée to Alex. She fought to stay strong for Alex before, and beat her monsters in the process. Now she's afraid he'll crumble like she almost did as the stress of getting married and becoming a father gets to Alex. The worst part is Lisa will make him break if Bonnie can't stop her first.

Jack Barakat

Jack Barakat

Knows Nyssa is the one.

Nyssa

Nyssa

Has a big decision that will effect her life forever.

Chapters

  1. One

    Alex/Bonnie

  2. Two

    Jack

  3. Three

    Bonnie/Alex

  4. Four

    Jack

  5. Five

    Bonnie/Alex

  6. Six

    Jack grants Nyssa her number one wish she's had her whole life.

  7. Seven

    Bonnie/Alex

  8. Eight

    Jack

  9. Nine

    Bonnie/Alex

  10. Ten

    Jack

  11. Eleven

    Bonnie

  12. Twelve

    Jack

  13. Thirteen

    Bonnie/Alex

  14. Fourteen

    Jack

  15. Fifteen

    Alex

  16. Sixteen

    Jack/Nyssa

  17. Seventeen

    Bonnie/Alex

  18. Eighteen

    Jack/Nyssa

  19. Nineteen

    Bonnie

  20. Twenty

    Nyssa/Jack

  21. Twenty-One

    Bonnie

  22. Twenty-Two

    Jack/Nyssa

  23. Twenty-Three

    Bonnie

  24. Twenty-Four

    Jack

  25. Twenty-Five

    Bonnie

  26. Twenty-Six

    Jack

  27. Twenty-Seven

    Alex

  28. Twenty-Eight

    Jack

  29. Twenty-Nine

    Bonnie

  30. Thirty

    Jack

  31. Thirty-One

    Bonnie (Smut Warning)

  32. Thirty-Two

    Jack

  33. Thirty-Three

    Bonnie

  34. Thirty-Four

    Jack

  35. Thirty-Five

    Bonnie/Alex

  36. Thirty-Six

    Jack

  37. Thirty-Seven

    Bonnie/Alex

  38. Thirty-Eight

    Jack

Comments

@ictiffie
Thank you. I'm actually feeling better than I thought I would be. I'll attempt updating this evening.
-ToxicxDancefloor
LostInSerenade LostInSerenade
6/4/13
:oo good luck!!! dont strain yourself to update, your health is muy importante!
earthtotiffie earthtotiffie
6/4/13
Oh my gosh!!! I can't believe someone took Nyssa, what do they even need her for?! I'm shocked :0
Astar Astar
6/1/13
@ictiffie
britt and I do our homework so we can line up as best as we can with what's going on with the boys. Makes the story even more believable in a sense.
-ToxicxDancefloor
LostInSerenade LostInSerenade
5/30/13
i love how the tours line up with what they're currently doing haha! :)
earthtotiffie earthtotiffie
5/30/13
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