Somewhere In Neverland
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Alex
We'll start a life of the plain and the simple
Of great times with far better people
And weekends with our friends
Laughing about the win that stains your teeth.
We'll talk about how your parents seperated and
How you don't wanna make the same mistakes as them
I'll say it's all about stickin' it out
And trying to feel forever young.
We were now into the second verse of the song which was more of what I wanted her to hear. I wanted her to know how I truly felt. I want her to be with the band and I while we were joking around, drinking in a bar. I wanted to see her teeth stained with wine, a reddish hue to her beautiful smile. I wanted to be there for her, for Kara, hell even for her mother. I wanted to simply be with her. I didn't want anything extravagant, I wanted something simple, but with Wendy. I wanted her to meet all the great people that we would see along the way.
So here we go again
Wishin' we could start again.
I would give anything to be with her one more time. Hold her in my embrace just one more time. Do it all over just for another second of her love. I never wanted to hurt her. I never wanted to hurt anyone. I wanted her to take me back, I needed her to take me back. I wanted to start again with her but right now it seemed like it would only be a wish.
Wendy run away with me
I know I sound crazy
Don't you see what you do to me
I want to be your lost boy
Your last chance, a better reality.
That was the exact truth. I probably sounded insane, telling the girl who thinks I purposely cheated on her telling her that I loved her and wanted her back. I wanted to be everything and more to her. I wanted to be her everything. Her anything. I only wanted her. I hadn't ever needed someone quite like that.
We finished the song not too long after that and Wendy and Kara were just staring at us. Kara was really happy, you could see it in her eyes. Wendy was still quite pissed, you could tell by her entire demeanor. Kara was trying to hand the rose over to Wendy but she refused.
"Don't be a bitch Wendy," Kara said, getting angry.
"Kara, watch your mouth," Wendy snapped.
"Well stop acting like it then. Listen to the boy!"
"Alex," Wendy said turning to me, "you have some balls coming here and doing this. You have some balls trying to win me back when you're such a fucking dick. You had sex with me one moment and then you make out with your ex. You made your bed now lay in it. That was your decision you need to live with it."
"Wendy, listen to me please."
"Why? How many more lies do you have to tell me? You already got into my pants, how much more do you want? You won, go back to her. What do I matter anymore?"
"Wendy you are my fucking world. Lisa forced me to kiss her. She grabbed me and forced her lips onto mine. She held me there. I wanted to get away. I tried to get away. She wouldn't let me. Please, I'm not lying to you. If you have cameras look at the film. If you don't then you have to trust me and I know you don't. Please Wendy, you are so much more to me than sex. I promise. That wasn't in the plan, it wasn't supposed to happen. I don't regret it one bit but I never wanted you for sex. I wanted your heart, your soul, your everything.
"I know I seem ridiculous because I know you don't believe me. I know you know you will never believe me. I know there's nothing I can say to make you believe me. Just, Wendy, you are my everything. I need you, I want you. Just, I want you so bad. I need you so much," I said.
I pressed my lips to hers, it may have been for the last time I would ever get to feel her lips. She shoved me away with such force. She grabbed Kara's hand and practically pulled her to the ground. I wanted to go after her but I knew that I couldn't. Jack pulled me into his arms, hugging me tightly. He understood that I was hurting so bad.
We'll start a life of the plain and the simple
Of great times with far better people
And weekends with our friends
Laughing about the win that stains your teeth.
We'll talk about how your parents seperated and
How you don't wanna make the same mistakes as them
I'll say it's all about stickin' it out
And trying to feel forever young.
We were now into the second verse of the song which was more of what I wanted her to hear. I wanted her to know how I truly felt. I want her to be with the band and I while we were joking around, drinking in a bar. I wanted to see her teeth stained with wine, a reddish hue to her beautiful smile. I wanted to be there for her, for Kara, hell even for her mother. I wanted to simply be with her. I didn't want anything extravagant, I wanted something simple, but with Wendy. I wanted her to meet all the great people that we would see along the way.
So here we go again
Wishin' we could start again.
I would give anything to be with her one more time. Hold her in my embrace just one more time. Do it all over just for another second of her love. I never wanted to hurt her. I never wanted to hurt anyone. I wanted her to take me back, I needed her to take me back. I wanted to start again with her but right now it seemed like it would only be a wish.
Wendy run away with me
I know I sound crazy
Don't you see what you do to me
I want to be your lost boy
Your last chance, a better reality.
That was the exact truth. I probably sounded insane, telling the girl who thinks I purposely cheated on her telling her that I loved her and wanted her back. I wanted to be everything and more to her. I wanted to be her everything. Her anything. I only wanted her. I hadn't ever needed someone quite like that.
We finished the song not too long after that and Wendy and Kara were just staring at us. Kara was really happy, you could see it in her eyes. Wendy was still quite pissed, you could tell by her entire demeanor. Kara was trying to hand the rose over to Wendy but she refused.
"Don't be a bitch Wendy," Kara said, getting angry.
"Kara, watch your mouth," Wendy snapped.
"Well stop acting like it then. Listen to the boy!"
"Alex," Wendy said turning to me, "you have some balls coming here and doing this. You have some balls trying to win me back when you're such a fucking dick. You had sex with me one moment and then you make out with your ex. You made your bed now lay in it. That was your decision you need to live with it."
"Wendy, listen to me please."
"Why? How many more lies do you have to tell me? You already got into my pants, how much more do you want? You won, go back to her. What do I matter anymore?"
"Wendy you are my fucking world. Lisa forced me to kiss her. She grabbed me and forced her lips onto mine. She held me there. I wanted to get away. I tried to get away. She wouldn't let me. Please, I'm not lying to you. If you have cameras look at the film. If you don't then you have to trust me and I know you don't. Please Wendy, you are so much more to me than sex. I promise. That wasn't in the plan, it wasn't supposed to happen. I don't regret it one bit but I never wanted you for sex. I wanted your heart, your soul, your everything.
"I know I seem ridiculous because I know you don't believe me. I know you know you will never believe me. I know there's nothing I can say to make you believe me. Just, Wendy, you are my everything. I need you, I want you. Just, I want you so bad. I need you so much," I said.
I pressed my lips to hers, it may have been for the last time I would ever get to feel her lips. She shoved me away with such force. She grabbed Kara's hand and practically pulled her to the ground. I wanted to go after her but I knew that I couldn't. Jack pulled me into his arms, hugging me tightly. He understood that I was hurting so bad.
Notes
Awwww, poor Lexxy :c It will get better, I promise. Just not quite yet. Jagk will be taking a writing break because we all get writer's block. I'll be taking a break later cause I'm going for a week without internet on a mission trip (the beginning of July).
Leave a comment and rate if you enjoy :)
Lyric credit: Somewhere In Neverland - All Time Low
- Jess
@Jagk
True that
9/7/16