Alex

"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE," I screamed, slamming the door in Jack's face.

"Dude, talk to us," Rian said through the door.

"FUCK YOU!"

The hot tears were streaming down my face. My parents weren't home, even if they were they wouldn't be doing anything. I slammed my fist into the drywall, creating a hole in the fragile material. I fell to my knees. It hurt so bad, I couldn't feel anything other than the pain. I pulled my knees into my chest and let the tears escape.

"She's such a bitch," I whispered.

I loved Wendy, I didn't cheat on her. Lisa made me kiss her, I really didn't want to. The sheer face disgusted me. I didn't love her, I didn't feel anything for her. I wish that's how I felt about Wendy but I didn't, I felt nothing but love for her. I never wanted to hurt her. Lisa had made me and I just felt dirty.

"Alex, listen," Zack said, sitting next to me.

He rubbed my shoulder softly while I cried. I shouldn't have ever trust Lisa again, there were reasons I had been falling out of love with her for so long. I pushed myself into Zack's arms and wanted to just be in anyone's embrace. Whenever I was sad I wanted that.

"If you loved her so much why'd you do it," Zack asked.

"Stop acting like I started it. She kissed me first and wouldn't let me pull away. I didn't fucking cheat, she made me do it," I sobbed out.

"I believe you Alex, I just needed to hear you say it."

"How do I get her to fall for me again?"

"Do what you do best."

"What? Fuck everything up?"

"Write her a song."

I hadn't thought of that. I was more upset than anything, I hadn't thought of a decent way to get her back. I had just the idea, why not use one of my all time favorite movies to do so. I grabbed my pen and paper and began to work with the lyrics. Tears fell on the paper, smearing the ink on the paper.

I stared down at what I had written so far. It sounded like it would work, not necessarily to get her back but to show her that I meant what I was saying. I looked up at Zack who still hadn't left the room. He gave me a confused look followed by a shrug, telling me to continue with my thought.

"Wendy run away with me, I know I sound crazy don't you see what you do to me. I wanna be your lost boy, your last chance your better reality," I said.

Notes

Not my favorite chapter but whatever. That's how Alex reacted to the whole thing. I know it's super short, I'm sorry. I'm not feeling great but I really wanted to get this out.

Lyric credit: Somewhere In Neverland - All Time Low

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- Jess