Since I can finally use my right hand again, I've been writing more. Plus, Jack's been over more too now since my dad had a talk with him. He and were sitting my room, the door closed, and we had just wrote a song together we'd show the band later. Pretty soon, spring break would be here and I would be leaving with my dad, Tom and Liam to go with Grandma and Grandpa Gaskarth to Essex to visit some of my dad's family since we missed them at Christmas.
"I don't want to go to Lebenon," Jack sighed heavily, "I want to stay home and spend the break with you, Stell."
"I'm going to Essex with my dad and brothers," I told him. I didn't want to leave him either.
"You're leaving too," Jack was surprised, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I just found out this morning before school, Jack," I told him.
"Oh, well I guess I can go to Lebenon. I'll take lots of pictures for you," Jack sighed again.
"I'll take plenty of pictures while I'm in Essex," I told him.
I pushed a piece of hair out of his face while he did the same for me. I laid back on my pillows as Jack hovered over me. He kissed me and I made my lips move with his. His tongue traced my lower lip. I guessed he wanted in so I opened my mouth and his tongue slid inside. His tongue danced and explored my mouth while mine did the same in his. Jack's hand that was on my cheek went down to my boob and stopped at my waist.
"Stella, Jack dinner's—Stella," my dad yelled as he opened the door and found Jack over me, both of us having a make out session.
"Dad," I yelled at him, "You could have knocked first."
"My house, my rules. No doors closed with boys over, Stella," Dad lectured, "Dinner's ready. Jack, you are welcome to join us."
"Thanks Mr. Gas—I mean Alex," Jack stamered as he straightened his shirt out.
"Alright, I'll be downstairs," my dad left and I groaned.
"He ruined out moment," I complained.
"Hey, Stella he means well for you," Jack kissed my forehead before helping me out of bed.
"Still, he crashed our kiss," I continued my complaining.
"Stella, we can have another make out another time. For now, let's go eat dinner with your parents," Jack held out his hand and I took it.
"Fine, let's go before my dad eats everything," I sighed and we both went downstairs.

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I was brushing my teeth before going to bed when my dad popped up in the mirror.
"You and I need to have a talk," Dad said, his arms crossed over his chest.
"What about," I asked after I spat out my toothpaste.
"Boys and sex," he replied.
"Seriously Dad," I groaned.
"Yes, seriously. I don't want you having sex yet. You're only fifteen," he said.
"How old were you when you lost your virginity," I asked him.
"I was sixteen maybe a month away from seventeen," he answered.
"What about Mom," I asked.
"She was 22," he replied, "But I was the one that took her virginity."
"Why did she wait so long," I asked.
"She had issues with her father and she never had the confidence to date when she was a teenager," he answered.
"Oh," I replied. Since Dad told Tom and I that Grandpa Caspin used to hurt Mom, I didn't know he made Mom so closed off from the world.
"Please, just don't try anything with Jack until you are absolutely sure you want to have sex with him and until you are at least seventeen. I also want to get you on birth control before you even think about having sex with him," Dad lectured.
"Dad, I wasn't going to sleep with him this soon anyway," I told him.
"Good. So are you excited to go to Essex," Dad asked as I climbed into bed.
"Not really. I'm going to miss Jack," I told him as he pulled the covers over me.
"Isn't Jack going with his family to Lebenon for spring break to see his grandfather," Dad asked.
"Yeah, but I'll still miss him," I replied.
"Our time in Essex will fly by faster than you think," Dad said before kissing my forehead.
"Night Dad," I said as I settled into my pillow.
"Night princess," Dad replied before turning off the light.
I'm going to miss you so much while I'm away, Jack.