The white streak

It felt like me and Alex had been talking for only half an hour. But I looked at my phone and we’d defiantly been talking for more than that, an hour? maybe even an hour and a half, I just wanted to listen to his voice all day. Wait… Why was I allowing myself to connect with the boy, I couldn’t, this demon that comes and goes from my body would find out, not like I could wipe Alex from my memory I would be think about him a lot more now, for he had made my day, my week, heck we might as well just say he’d made my year, He gave me a little bit of my spirit back I felt more and more like myself with every sentence that was said.

We stood and talked about music, friends, past time and even funny times in high school, he fascinated me, he was so chill with everything, unlike me, stuttering every other word and Breathing like some blood thirst cannibal.

I was completely overwhelmed with emotion; I wasn’t sure what to think if I’m honest.

I was over the moon that I had only been talking to Alex for a short period of time and I already felt like I could of told him my life story and I wanted to hear his, strengths, weakness’ the whole lot.

But…

On the other hand, if I carried on talking to Alex and getting attached then this evil demon would ruin me completely, like it said, I couldn’t have anyone who’d miss me, how could I hide Alex from it, I couldn’t. I couldn’t win. Unless… I didn’t listen to it?It couldn’t hurt me! It needed me! It needed my body for it’s self! I could get away from this! I’d survive, yes it would hurt emotionally but maybe Alex was worth it, I'm sure I’d over come the pain in my mind after sometime and he was so perfect I’d do anythi-

Oh. Shit!

He could still hurt Alex! No I wouldn’t allow it, Alex isn’t getting hurt because of my neediness, I barely know the kid, I won’t let him come into my life and get hurt from my own fucked up evil spirit using and holding my body hostage, It isn’t his duty to take on the possibility, what am I talking about, he probably only popped over for a friendly chat, he probably doesn’t even want to be a part of my life, but… I want to be apart of his

*sigh*

“… I was just standing there in a soaking wet white shirt haha, and that’s why I never want to play the wet t-shirt game haha”

Ooops, how long had he been talking I completely zoned out, something about the wet t-shirt game… never played it!

“Oh god haha” trying to laugh but sounding so false at the same time, I really didn’t hear a word he’d just said.

“I’ve never played it myself,” I muttered, fairly monotone, it’s hard to sound excited when your thoughts are taking you everywhere but where you want to be.

Just as I stopped zoning out and managed to focus on Alex and what he was talking about, and... His perfect accent. And… his perfect smile. And everything else.

I noticed this red ball of mist hovering about my head.

Fuck!

My head threw it’s self back, my mouth as wide as a cave and eyes rolling themselves into the back of my skull I stood like this for a few seconds whilst the demon re-implanted it’s self into my body, I could hear Alex crying out my name asking what the fuck was happening, but just as I managed to take control and allowed my head to fall to it’s natural position. I could see Alex had turned as white as a ghost and was staring at me his eyes so big, so full of fear, you could see an entire galaxy in them, and his mouth dropped slightly in awe of what just happened.

“W-w-what the bl-blo-bloody f-fuck was that jack-k’ His voice was so shaky and he scared out of his wits, I couldn’t tell him, he’d think I was crazy, I did the only thing that any sane person would do in an impossible situation such as this…

I ran!!

Notes

I love writing this so much, not much dialoug i know but oh well
Poor Jack, i dunno bout you but jalex needs to happen but will jack allow it?
Fact 4.
my faviroute actors are david tennent and simon pegg :3

Alex~