Give Me A Sign
Nine
Nyssa's POV:
I could tell Bonnie was feeling a bit happy when she practically dragged me in the bathroom to get ready for the baseball game today. I'm gonna feel like a total idiot today at the game. "Whats wrong?" "You know I don't understand baseball." "Even after two years volunteering at a little league concessions?" "Again, I was in the concessions. Not watching the games," I roll my eyes and put on my eyeliner. "You know the only sport I really get is volleyball, and some football. Don't tell Jack that," I whisper.
I wasn't huge into sports like Bonnie was, I only knew a little bit about football. And today I'm gonna feel like a idiot at the game. "Relax, now put this on." She tosses me one of her tank tops, the same one she was wearing. "Let me go get a cami." I was about to open the door but Bonnie stops me. "Thats why your wearing a bikini top under it." She holds up a bikini top. "But that-" "Shows a lot. I know. Imagine how Jack will react when he see's you."
That made me turn red and she laughs. Bonnie actually laughed. I put on what she gave me and kept my short dark jean shorts on. We walk out and I see Alex staring at Bonnie. They really needed today. I look at Jack, "um Jack?" He shakes his head and stands up, "your not leaving my sight today," he whispers in my ear. I smile at him, "oh really now." He holds my waist, "yeah."
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Jack's POV:
I'm really really really happy that Bonnie convinces Nyssa to wear her clothes sometimes. We get done getting ready and Alex walks out with his Orioles hat on, typical Alex. "Ori...Orio..ol...," I hear Nyssa trying to say Orioles.
She groans and stomps her foot. "Or," I say. "Or." I slowly sound it out for her and she says it with me. "Orioles....Orioles!!" She smiles big and hugs me tightly. I laugh and hug her back. "Thats a hard word." "I know, took me a while to get it to."
We get to the game, Bonnie and Alex went off on their own while we went with everyone else. I was hot out and I could Nyssa was feeling the heat. She takes her hat off and puts her hair up in a ponytail then puts the hat back on. "Hot?" "How are you not hot in your skinny jeans." "Just used to it." "Your crazy." "Well you are the one who grew up in hot Florida." "That is true." "Nyssa!!!," we hear Vic and Mike yell. Mike and Vic hug her tightly, pressing her between them.
She squeals, "guys let go!! Vic your really sweaty!!" They laugh and let go of her. Sometimes I wonder how they really view Nyssa. But I know Nyssa won't cheat on me. The game starts and Nyssa is quiet through out the game, while I was getting really into it. "COME ON!!," we all yell. Well except Nyssa. "Nyssa why are you so quiet?" "I uh... don't know baseball..." "Want me tell you whats going on?" "Actually, I gonna get a water real quick." "Want me come with you?" She looks out at the feild, "no you stay and enjoy the game."
She runs off and I watch her. I wonder why she left.
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Nyssa's POV:
I feel like a total idiot being with Jack right now. I buy a water and walk back. I see a group of girls looking at me and they whisper to each other. Uh.. okay. "Hey you!," I hear one girl yell. I turn around and three girls walk up to me. "We saw you sitting with Jack and the others, how do you know them?" Think of a lie. "Childhood friend." "Not from what we see," one girl sneers.
"Jillian, don't turn into a bitch now," one girl tells who I'm guessing Jillian. I really hope they didn't notice Alex and Bonnie. "Just so you know, Holly is talking to Jack right now." If they were trying to get me jealous, it wasn't working. Holly is with someone else and has a baby. "So I be careful if I were you," Jillian grins at me.
I was never good at dealing with bullies, so I just turned around and walked back. Well ran. I ran back and I see a tall blonde girl with the biggest boobs I've ever seen talking to Jack. I run down the stairs and back to where I was before. It was Holly Madison. She was blocking Jack's view of me trying to get through. "So how has your tour been Jack?" "Its been great, I also met someone." "Really? Whats her name?" I was jumping and waving my arm, she was a freaken giant compared to me.
Vic looks up at me, "hey Holly someone is trying to get pass you and isn't being rude like some people I know," he says loud enough for Holly to hear. I guess Holly was rude when she came. She turns around, "oh who are you?" Jack could see me now, "Nyssa! What took you so long?" Jack grabs my hand and pulls me past Holly, causing her to step back a bit.
Jack puts his arm around my waist, "Holly this is Nyssa, my girlfriend." Holly smiles at me, I could tell it was fake. Honestly Holly, your with someone and have a baby. Get over yourself. "Holly was telling me about her baby, she sounds adorable." "She is adorable Jack, I can't wait for you to see her." "Can Nyssa see her to? She's great with kids." I felt uncomfortable. "Oh, she doesn't react to strangers well." "Well I'm a stranger," Jack sounded a little ticked off. I could feel his hand tightening on my waist.
She looks at her cell, "well I need to get going. It was nice to see you Jack." She leans over and kisses Jack on his cheek. His hand squeezes my waist harder, "OW!" Holly walks off and I get out of Jack's arm rubbing my waist. "Nyssa did I hurt you?" He sounded worried. "No, uh you just squeezed my waist a little to hard." "Nyssa I'm really sorry about her, I don't even know why she's here. And I noticed how she talked to you. Fake. All fake. I'm sorry." He kisses me and we sit down.
"Its fina Jack, really." I wasn't gonna tell him about the fans I ran into. I don't want him to worry that fans are starting to find out about me and Bonnie.
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We get back to the bus and Jack lifts me up and carries me to the back lounge. "Jack!" He laughs and closes the door with his foot and puts me on the couch. I guess he was feeling a little better from seeing Bonnie and Alex, and the game.
Somehow he ends up having me supporting myself with my elbows while he's hovering over me. We haven't done anything in a really long time and I was starting to get a little nervous. He kisses me deeply and I kiss back, I end up falling onto my back when I move my arms to run my fingers through his hair. His hands go to my sides and they slide up. He stops, "go-go ahead," I pull away quickly. He kisses me again and I feel his hands slide under my tank top to my back. My mind was whirling.
I feel his fingers play with the bikini string on the back, I didn't say anything and I guess he knew I was letting him. He unties my bikini top and starts kissing my neck. He slips my bikini top out and I don't know where he threw it. He starts sucking my soft spot and I let out a quiet moan. She slides his hands to my stomach, he was still hovering over me. I feel his hands slowly slide up higher and higher, oh my god oh my god...
My hand forms into a tight fist, come on Nyssa you can do it. Its Jack. As soon I feel his finger tips touch my breasts something sets off in my mind and I freak out. "Stop!" I feel his hands quickly slide out from my shirt and I open my eyes. He looks at me worried, "Nyssa? Are you okay?" He sits up so that I could and I hold my head. "I-I don't know whats wrong with me Jack. One moment I'm fine, then all of a sudden something snaps in my mind and I freak out." Jack goes quiet, I knew he was thinking.
"Maybe... you should talk to Bonnie?" "What?" "I know her and Alex are still ahving struggle, but I think Bonnie can help you." "What do you mean?" "Your scared, I can tell. I feel your body tense up when it gets less innocent and more sexual. Your not sure whats going on and what to do. I can just tell how your body tenses up and your breathing gets more unsteady." "So what should I talk to her about?"
"Maybe... How to get past that point in your mind that stops you. Bonnie had to be at that point sometime in her life. Maybe she can help you with that and not feel so scared." He wraps his arm around me and I close my eyes. "Yeah. I guess that could help."
Because I was done being a fucken innocent 24 year old. Yeah I'm not ready for sex yet, but its my fault why we always stops when we're just having fun.
I could tell Bonnie was feeling a bit happy when she practically dragged me in the bathroom to get ready for the baseball game today. I'm gonna feel like a total idiot today at the game. "Whats wrong?" "You know I don't understand baseball." "Even after two years volunteering at a little league concessions?" "Again, I was in the concessions. Not watching the games," I roll my eyes and put on my eyeliner. "You know the only sport I really get is volleyball, and some football. Don't tell Jack that," I whisper.
I wasn't huge into sports like Bonnie was, I only knew a little bit about football. And today I'm gonna feel like a idiot at the game. "Relax, now put this on." She tosses me one of her tank tops, the same one she was wearing. "Let me go get a cami." I was about to open the door but Bonnie stops me. "Thats why your wearing a bikini top under it." She holds up a bikini top. "But that-" "Shows a lot. I know. Imagine how Jack will react when he see's you."
That made me turn red and she laughs. Bonnie actually laughed. I put on what she gave me and kept my short dark jean shorts on. We walk out and I see Alex staring at Bonnie. They really needed today. I look at Jack, "um Jack?" He shakes his head and stands up, "your not leaving my sight today," he whispers in my ear. I smile at him, "oh really now." He holds my waist, "yeah."
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Jack's POV:
I'm really really really happy that Bonnie convinces Nyssa to wear her clothes sometimes. We get done getting ready and Alex walks out with his Orioles hat on, typical Alex. "Ori...Orio..ol...," I hear Nyssa trying to say Orioles.
She groans and stomps her foot. "Or," I say. "Or." I slowly sound it out for her and she says it with me. "Orioles....Orioles!!" She smiles big and hugs me tightly. I laugh and hug her back. "Thats a hard word." "I know, took me a while to get it to."
We get to the game, Bonnie and Alex went off on their own while we went with everyone else. I was hot out and I could Nyssa was feeling the heat. She takes her hat off and puts her hair up in a ponytail then puts the hat back on. "Hot?" "How are you not hot in your skinny jeans." "Just used to it." "Your crazy." "Well you are the one who grew up in hot Florida." "That is true." "Nyssa!!!," we hear Vic and Mike yell. Mike and Vic hug her tightly, pressing her between them.
She squeals, "guys let go!! Vic your really sweaty!!" They laugh and let go of her. Sometimes I wonder how they really view Nyssa. But I know Nyssa won't cheat on me. The game starts and Nyssa is quiet through out the game, while I was getting really into it. "COME ON!!," we all yell. Well except Nyssa. "Nyssa why are you so quiet?" "I uh... don't know baseball..." "Want me tell you whats going on?" "Actually, I gonna get a water real quick." "Want me come with you?" She looks out at the feild, "no you stay and enjoy the game."
She runs off and I watch her. I wonder why she left.
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Nyssa's POV:
I feel like a total idiot being with Jack right now. I buy a water and walk back. I see a group of girls looking at me and they whisper to each other. Uh.. okay. "Hey you!," I hear one girl yell. I turn around and three girls walk up to me. "We saw you sitting with Jack and the others, how do you know them?" Think of a lie. "Childhood friend." "Not from what we see," one girl sneers.
"Jillian, don't turn into a bitch now," one girl tells who I'm guessing Jillian. I really hope they didn't notice Alex and Bonnie. "Just so you know, Holly is talking to Jack right now." If they were trying to get me jealous, it wasn't working. Holly is with someone else and has a baby. "So I be careful if I were you," Jillian grins at me.
I was never good at dealing with bullies, so I just turned around and walked back. Well ran. I ran back and I see a tall blonde girl with the biggest boobs I've ever seen talking to Jack. I run down the stairs and back to where I was before. It was Holly Madison. She was blocking Jack's view of me trying to get through. "So how has your tour been Jack?" "Its been great, I also met someone." "Really? Whats her name?" I was jumping and waving my arm, she was a freaken giant compared to me.
Vic looks up at me, "hey Holly someone is trying to get pass you and isn't being rude like some people I know," he says loud enough for Holly to hear. I guess Holly was rude when she came. She turns around, "oh who are you?" Jack could see me now, "Nyssa! What took you so long?" Jack grabs my hand and pulls me past Holly, causing her to step back a bit.
Jack puts his arm around my waist, "Holly this is Nyssa, my girlfriend." Holly smiles at me, I could tell it was fake. Honestly Holly, your with someone and have a baby. Get over yourself. "Holly was telling me about her baby, she sounds adorable." "She is adorable Jack, I can't wait for you to see her." "Can Nyssa see her to? She's great with kids." I felt uncomfortable. "Oh, she doesn't react to strangers well." "Well I'm a stranger," Jack sounded a little ticked off. I could feel his hand tightening on my waist.
She looks at her cell, "well I need to get going. It was nice to see you Jack." She leans over and kisses Jack on his cheek. His hand squeezes my waist harder, "OW!" Holly walks off and I get out of Jack's arm rubbing my waist. "Nyssa did I hurt you?" He sounded worried. "No, uh you just squeezed my waist a little to hard." "Nyssa I'm really sorry about her, I don't even know why she's here. And I noticed how she talked to you. Fake. All fake. I'm sorry." He kisses me and we sit down.
"Its fina Jack, really." I wasn't gonna tell him about the fans I ran into. I don't want him to worry that fans are starting to find out about me and Bonnie.
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We get back to the bus and Jack lifts me up and carries me to the back lounge. "Jack!" He laughs and closes the door with his foot and puts me on the couch. I guess he was feeling a little better from seeing Bonnie and Alex, and the game.
Somehow he ends up having me supporting myself with my elbows while he's hovering over me. We haven't done anything in a really long time and I was starting to get a little nervous. He kisses me deeply and I kiss back, I end up falling onto my back when I move my arms to run my fingers through his hair. His hands go to my sides and they slide up. He stops, "go-go ahead," I pull away quickly. He kisses me again and I feel his hands slide under my tank top to my back. My mind was whirling.
I feel his fingers play with the bikini string on the back, I didn't say anything and I guess he knew I was letting him. He unties my bikini top and starts kissing my neck. He slips my bikini top out and I don't know where he threw it. He starts sucking my soft spot and I let out a quiet moan. She slides his hands to my stomach, he was still hovering over me. I feel his hands slowly slide up higher and higher, oh my god oh my god...
My hand forms into a tight fist, come on Nyssa you can do it. Its Jack. As soon I feel his finger tips touch my breasts something sets off in my mind and I freak out. "Stop!" I feel his hands quickly slide out from my shirt and I open my eyes. He looks at me worried, "Nyssa? Are you okay?" He sits up so that I could and I hold my head. "I-I don't know whats wrong with me Jack. One moment I'm fine, then all of a sudden something snaps in my mind and I freak out." Jack goes quiet, I knew he was thinking.
"Maybe... you should talk to Bonnie?" "What?" "I know her and Alex are still ahving struggle, but I think Bonnie can help you." "What do you mean?" "Your scared, I can tell. I feel your body tense up when it gets less innocent and more sexual. Your not sure whats going on and what to do. I can just tell how your body tenses up and your breathing gets more unsteady." "So what should I talk to her about?"
"Maybe... How to get past that point in your mind that stops you. Bonnie had to be at that point sometime in her life. Maybe she can help you with that and not feel so scared." He wraps his arm around me and I close my eyes. "Yeah. I guess that could help."
Because I was done being a fucken innocent 24 year old. Yeah I'm not ready for sex yet, but its my fault why we always stops when we're just having fun.
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