Nyssa's POV:
Jamie took me to the back lounge and had me sit on his lap and rocked me gently. I grip his shirt and my hands were shaking. "Sh Nyssa... Its gonna be fine.." My body was shaking and he held me tighter. My mind was going off the charts, my mind has never been this crazy before. "Th-they think I'm a-" "I know what they think you are, but you are not a two timer. It was my mistake of not waiting till we were fully alone and inside to do that yesterday. I'm sorry. But everything will be okay. You'll see."

"I-I need my music," I was stuttering all of my words. "What song do you want to hear?" "Hold On Till May." "Will you sing with me?" "I don't know if I can." "You can join in when you feel that you are ready." I nod and he starts singing softly in my ear. "She sits up high, surrounded by the sun," he sings softly and I close my eyes.

"I've been up here so long I'm going crazy," I was still sobbing but Jamie still rocked me and rubbed my back. "Cuz I know what its like to feel. Burnt! Down! It gets you down, we've all been there sometimes, but tonight. I make you feel beautiful once again," I sing with him. "And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground. I heard the train shake the windows. You screamed over the sound. And as we own this night, I put your body into the test with mine. This love was out of control, three, two, one, where did it go."

He sang the rest and I just sat there, listening to him. Last time I did this was when I founded out about Sarah's surgery, and I sang A Match Into The Water with Vic. It actually helped me. And this was slowly helping me again.

He stops singing and my breathing was slower and I wasn't shaking anymore. "How do you feel?" I look up at him and he wipes my face. "Better I guess." He smiles, "thats good. Nyssa, you just have to learn to ignore all of that stuff. We had to deal with it before, and we learned the best way to deal with it is to ignore it or set people straight with whats really going on." "But-" "Just try to stay calm for a while and then we'll start taking care of it, okay?"

I nod and he gives me a real hug. "Thanks Jamie," I mumble. "Anytime Nyssa."
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I walk onto the bus and I sit down by Bonnie, "where's the guys?" "Their out, I asked Alex if we could have a girls night." "Oh." I rest my head on her shoulder and she hugs me. "Is this what it felt like, the first time you had a panic attack." I was scared that I was slowly getting anxiety. "How did you feel?" "Like the whole world stopped and it was only me. That I felt alone. My breathing got faster and my mind was going off the charts. Bonnie my mind has never been like that. Ever. I don't even know how I got to their bus. I don't remember."

Bonnie was quiet for a while and I looked up at her. "Bonnie?" "I think it was just your mind." "You think so?" "Yeah." She seemed to be hiding something from me. "Its gonna be fine Nyssa, but lets not talk about that now and start our girls night. I was thinking we watch our favorite movies and eat our favorite junk food. I had Alex go to the store to get us food. I made sure I got you Sour Patch Kids."

I smile at her, "thanks Bonnie. Which movies?" "Straight to DVD to put us in a good mood, Spirited Away, and then my pick." "Which is?" "You'll see."

She shows me the small table full of our favorite snacks and drinks. Alex got everything we liked. We haven't had a junk food day in a really long time. Guess it doesn't hurt.

I find my Sour Patch Kids box and open it straight away. I put three in and smile, "mmm." "Why do you love those so much?" "I don't know, but when I first kissed Jack, I got this feeling. Like... When I have to many of these, my mouth is numb but happy at the same time." She stares at me, "what?" She smiles, "thats actually really cute." I smile to myself and feel my face go warm.

"Come on, pick what drink and food you want and lets start watching." "Are we watching the concert part to?" "Of course!" We pick what food and drink we want and get comfy on the couch.
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Jack's POV:
It was hours, and I mean, hours way later when we decide to go back to the bus. We go on and the credits was ending for one movie, with Bonnie and Nyssa passed out on the couch.

I smile at the sight and gently lift Nyssa up and carry her to her bunk, Alex doing the same with Bonnie. I lay her in her bunk, she was in a deep sleep. I lean against the bunks and keep holding her hand, Nyssa I swear all of this will be over soon. I won't let the media and Holly tear us apart. I want to be with you, only you. And I'll make sure I no longer so the hurt in your eyes.