With seeing the social media bullshit being spewed about Jack, Nyssa, and Jaime, I needed to see if there was anything about Alex and I. I needed to know on my own terms. I couldn’t let Alex find it first and show me, I was afraid it’d trigger me to have an attack.
I got back onto our own bus and I grabbed my laptop and went onto my twitter and Facebook. I looked at my timeline and I found both fans being happy and saying congrats to me with dating Alex while others were calling me a slut and a whore and that I wanted Alex for his money. All of which was a lie, I loved Alex for he is as my hero and my support for my anxiety. My twitter mentions echoed my Facebook.
“Bonnie,” Alex called, meaning he gave chase for me when I left the Pierce bus.
I pulled up Youtube and looked up Alex Gaskarth and Bonnie and I found several vlogs. I pulled one up and it played a concert video of Alex kissing me on stage when I looked that one night after my first attack with him. Then the person that ran the vlog came up.
“Bonnie. Who the fuck is she to kiss Alex Gaskarth. We all know she’ll be just like Lisa and treat him like garbage. She’s just a slut that wants him for his fame and money,” the person spewed venom filled words.
“Bonnie what are you watching,” he asked when he heard the blogger’s rant about me.
“I had to see for myself if I was being targeted. Of course I am being targeted. Nyssa and I are open game out there. I am not going to let them break my best friend. They sure as hell are not going to break me. I am fucking pissed,” I told him. I was remaining calm but I was so furious with the social media hate Nyssa and I were getting, and with me being pregnant made it so much worse since my hormones were higher.
“Bonnie, relax before you pop a blood vessel. I will talk with Jack about coming up with a game plan to counter this shit,” Alex took hold of my hands and I finally calmed down to a reasonable level that I was still pissed off but not as bad as I was.
“After Nyssa has her talk with Jaime, I’ll talk with her and hook up a girls night in and watch chick flicks and eat ice cream to de-stress ourselves,” I told him.
♪Alex♪
People on the internet have no idea on how to practice self-control and stay out of people’s personal lives. First it was Nyssa and Jack having to deal with it. Now Bonnie’s curiosity and wanting to know made me really pissed off. I loved Bonnie truly, madly, and deeply and they have the nerve to say she’s using me when that’s not the case. She’s told me that before we met she looked up to me as her hero and my music had saved her from doing stupid shit to ruin her life. Now she and I are about to have a baby and I’m praying that all of this madness won’t cause either of us to snap and lose our minds.
“Jack, we need to come up with a plan to get the girls support from our hustlers and combat Holly,” I told him.
“Like what do you have in mind,” he asked.
“I don’t know, maybe we should try to get interviews with Pup Fresh and AP. Maybe Rocksound too and Kerrang,” I offered.
“Then we can go our channel and put up a video message for everyone to hear us out,” Jack added.
“Then we use our twitters and the Facebook page to add to the cause,” I brought in.
“All we need to do is talk with the girls about it,” Jack agreed.
“I’m holding off on asking Bonnie since she got really pissed off by what she found on us,” I told him.
“I’m going to wait on Nyssa finishing her talk with Jaime and for her mind to relax before we discuss anything. Hopefully she won’t change her mind on what I asked her,” Jack explained.
“What did you ask her,” I asked him. I wanted to know.
“If she’d move in with me; so that way she and I can be together and she can be with Bonnie when we have to tour and she’s too pregnant to fly or ride on the bus,” Jack told me.
“I’m happy for you. I doubt she’ll change her mind on the matter. Bonnie will help her stick to her decision. I know Bonnie will be thrilled about hearing the news from you guys,” I told him.
“I want to take Nyssa out for dinner once things cool off with this fiasco. To help take her mind off it,” Jack sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair.
“I agree. I want to take Bonnie out too. I might just take her to a hospital when we have a day off for a sonogram so we can focus on the baby and see where she is with the pregnancy and get her on her prenatal treatment and such so the baby will be healthy when it’s born,” I told him.
“That would be a great idea, Alex,” Jack agreed, “You’ll be a great with the planning you’re doing right now. I see you being a champ at it.”
“I hope so Jack. I want to make Bonnie proud of me for handling this so well,” I told him.
“Are you still having issues,” Jack asked.
“A little, my anxiety is centered on Bonnie and the baby. I’m worried that something’s going to go wrong and Bonnie might lose the baby or she’ll have a really bad attack,” I told him about my worries.
“Everything will be fine. Just make sure Bonnie knows her limits and nothing will happen. I know you guys will be perfectly fine and your baby will be happy and healthy and here in no time with no complications,” Jack reassured me, offering words on encouragement. I couldn’t more happy to have him as my best friend.

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