Give Me A Sign
Fifteen
Jack's POV:
Me and Nyssa were sitting up in her bunk, the bunks were tall enough for me to sit up straight which always surprised me. Nyssa was angry, I've never seen her this angry before. Her hands were in tight fists, she had a look in her eyes I've never seen, and her body was really tense.
"I hate him, I fucking hate him." "What did he do to Bonnie back then?" "Fucked with her mind thats what he did. I think thats what brought the monsters in her mind." "He's gone now, Bonnie will be fine." "Jack you don't understand. It took me a long time to bring the real Bonnie back after Jason was gone. She only had me. Our friends told her 'I told you so' and left her. They don't even know what Jason did to her. But I do. I know everything. And Jason is part of the reason why I couldn't put my trust into guys for a really long time until I met you."
She finally cried and I held her in my arms. "Its going to be okay Nyssa, I promise." "No its not Jack," she sobs. I think back to when I would see her the calmest. I grab her iPod and put one earbud in her ear and the other in mine. I scroll through her playlists and get to the Spirited Away one. I click the song 'One Summer's Day' and it started playing. She slowly stopped crying and closed her eyes.
The song was really peaceful up until the end when it picked up. Nyssa was so calm, her breathing steady. I actually never seen her this calm. I see her promise ring on her finger and I smile to myself.
Everything will be okay Nyssa, I promise.
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It was the next morning and I had talked to Rian and Zack. We decided to go with Bonnie's plan without her because we didn't want to bother her. Zack and Rian will do most of the talking, while I just stood there to approve of what would happen. Also, Bonnie didn't need this stress.
"Where is she?" "She's still sleeping. So right now is a good time to go talk to them." We get off and walk to Pierce's green bus. Vic was wearing grey sweats and no shirt, he looked tired when he answered the door. "What you guys doing here?," he yawns. "Can we talk to you guys real quick?" "Sure." Vic lets us on and Vic goes to get the others. They walk out and we sit down, "what you guys wanna talk about?"
I look at Zack and Rian, "well. We assume you know about Nyssa's...innocence," Zack speaks up. "Yeah, I actually find that cute about her. But I'm not interested in her Jack," Jamie quickly replies. Hm... "Well.... Nyssa wants to try to seperate herself from that part of her mind." "What do you mean?" Rian looks at me, "she wants to get more initimate with Jack, but her mind keeps stopping her." "Stopping her how?"
"Bonnie realized that she is ready to go further, but her mind isn't. Her mind gets confused and is still processing of whats going on. Bonnie also thinks its from the fact that she's never been close with a guy before she met Jack." "So what do you need us for?" "Jamie?," I speak up. Jamie looks at me, "what?"
"Bonnie wants Nyssa to get more..close to one of you since you four are already close with her. To get more used to being with a guy." "Is she crazy?" "No, just smart. How is Nyssa supposed to feel more comfortable with Jack if she's never even been with a guy before him. She doesn't know what to do and how to react." "All we want is you to hang out with Nyssa, but be a little more closer then usual. LIke cuddling, that cute stuff." "But I swear if you touch her or kiss her!-" "Jack calm the fuck down."
I take a deep breath and look down. "What do you say Jamie?" "Well.. I do care about her a lot. I hate seeing how she can't get past that point in her mind when she's trying to. It does seem like she wants to do this for herself and not just for Jack. So... Yeah. I will."
I look up at him, "when should we bring her over?" "When we're both dressed and ready. I assume she's still sleeping." "Yeah, she is." "Okay, I'll also take her out today. I promise I won't do anything you don't approve of." I nod, "thanks Jamie." "Its no problem, I love her like a sister. And I wouldn't want to see my sister like this."
Me and Nyssa were sitting up in her bunk, the bunks were tall enough for me to sit up straight which always surprised me. Nyssa was angry, I've never seen her this angry before. Her hands were in tight fists, she had a look in her eyes I've never seen, and her body was really tense.
"I hate him, I fucking hate him." "What did he do to Bonnie back then?" "Fucked with her mind thats what he did. I think thats what brought the monsters in her mind." "He's gone now, Bonnie will be fine." "Jack you don't understand. It took me a long time to bring the real Bonnie back after Jason was gone. She only had me. Our friends told her 'I told you so' and left her. They don't even know what Jason did to her. But I do. I know everything. And Jason is part of the reason why I couldn't put my trust into guys for a really long time until I met you."
She finally cried and I held her in my arms. "Its going to be okay Nyssa, I promise." "No its not Jack," she sobs. I think back to when I would see her the calmest. I grab her iPod and put one earbud in her ear and the other in mine. I scroll through her playlists and get to the Spirited Away one. I click the song 'One Summer's Day' and it started playing. She slowly stopped crying and closed her eyes.
The song was really peaceful up until the end when it picked up. Nyssa was so calm, her breathing steady. I actually never seen her this calm. I see her promise ring on her finger and I smile to myself.
Everything will be okay Nyssa, I promise.
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It was the next morning and I had talked to Rian and Zack. We decided to go with Bonnie's plan without her because we didn't want to bother her. Zack and Rian will do most of the talking, while I just stood there to approve of what would happen. Also, Bonnie didn't need this stress.
"Where is she?" "She's still sleeping. So right now is a good time to go talk to them." We get off and walk to Pierce's green bus. Vic was wearing grey sweats and no shirt, he looked tired when he answered the door. "What you guys doing here?," he yawns. "Can we talk to you guys real quick?" "Sure." Vic lets us on and Vic goes to get the others. They walk out and we sit down, "what you guys wanna talk about?"
I look at Zack and Rian, "well. We assume you know about Nyssa's...innocence," Zack speaks up. "Yeah, I actually find that cute about her. But I'm not interested in her Jack," Jamie quickly replies. Hm... "Well.... Nyssa wants to try to seperate herself from that part of her mind." "What do you mean?" Rian looks at me, "she wants to get more initimate with Jack, but her mind keeps stopping her." "Stopping her how?"
"Bonnie realized that she is ready to go further, but her mind isn't. Her mind gets confused and is still processing of whats going on. Bonnie also thinks its from the fact that she's never been close with a guy before she met Jack." "So what do you need us for?" "Jamie?," I speak up. Jamie looks at me, "what?"
"Bonnie wants Nyssa to get more..close to one of you since you four are already close with her. To get more used to being with a guy." "Is she crazy?" "No, just smart. How is Nyssa supposed to feel more comfortable with Jack if she's never even been with a guy before him. She doesn't know what to do and how to react." "All we want is you to hang out with Nyssa, but be a little more closer then usual. LIke cuddling, that cute stuff." "But I swear if you touch her or kiss her!-" "Jack calm the fuck down."
I take a deep breath and look down. "What do you say Jamie?" "Well.. I do care about her a lot. I hate seeing how she can't get past that point in her mind when she's trying to. It does seem like she wants to do this for herself and not just for Jack. So... Yeah. I will."
I look up at him, "when should we bring her over?" "When we're both dressed and ready. I assume she's still sleeping." "Yeah, she is." "Okay, I'll also take her out today. I promise I won't do anything you don't approve of." I nod, "thanks Jamie." "Its no problem, I love her like a sister. And I wouldn't want to see my sister like this."
7/1/13