Nyssa's POV:
I wake up and I see that I'm sort of laying on Jack who was still in deep sleep. Last night came back and I rub my eyes. Oh yeah, I let him in my bunk last night and I took Bonnie's advice. I had almost let him put his hands in my shirt, almost. My mind started freaking out and I could tell Jack knew I was starting to get freaked out by it. We ended up cuddling after that and fell asleep like this. Jack had no idea frustrated I was with myself about last night. I'm supposed to be getting out of my comfort zone, not staying at where I've been this whole time.

I carefully get out of his arms and crawl to the end of bunk and slightly open the curtain to get out. I didn't want to wake him by opening the curtain by his head and letting light in.

I walk out to where everyone else was and I let out a yawn. I see Alex holding Bonnie, "Bonnie are you okay?" I sit down by them and cross my legs. "Her parents want to meet up with us for lunch in Chicago," Alex tells me. "Bonnie do you want to talk to me about it?" I knew her full situation with her family, and now I was worried for her. She looks at me, "yeah. We can talk." We get up and walk to the back lounge and close the door.

"When did you talk to your parents?" She lets out a deep sigh, "I called my mom this morning. Turns out both of my parents are in Chicago and I told them thats where we are heading to." She rubs her temples and I hug her tightly and she hugs back. "Well well well," she pulls away first and is grinning at me. I slap my hand over the hickey Jack gave me last night and I feel my face go red.

"How far did you go last night?" "Why do you want to know!?," I squeak. Fuck my innocence. "I never get to have this talk with you, tell me." She seemed so eager to know that it looked like she forgot about her parents. Well I guess I should tell her to help her forget just a little longer. "Well um.. We kissed, it took me a while to kiss with his um tongue in my mouth since we haven’t done that in a long time." "You forgot how to?" I hit her with a pillow and she laughs, "I'm only kidding continue."

"I let him you know, hold my boobs. He went straight to the hem of my shirt and I asked him if he could stay outside of my shirt and he did." "How was it?" "Bonnie!" "Okay okay continue." "I let him, he could tell my body was getting tense and kept asking if I was sure and I told him I was fine. Then I told him what you told me, not everything of course just like the whole holding thing. Then we got back to it, I tried to let him put his hands in my shirt, I really tried Bonnie but my mind freaked out again and Jack noticed and we ended up cuddling rest of the time."

My mind was racing and I hold my head. Bonnie wraps her arms around me and I rest my head on her shoulder. "I don't know what to do Bonnie," I mumble. "Tell me exactly how your mind has worked over the years." I've told her plenty of times over the years, but I know why she has me says it. "It takes longer for my mind to process stuff. To fully understand it. I didn't fully understand my feelings for Jack until we first kissed. Its like I've matured over the years, but my mind hasn't fully matured to my age yet. Its like... Its like my mind is stuck at 16 or something but I'm mature like a 24 year old."

"Now it makes since." "What?" I look at her. "Your body and maturity level might be ready, but your mind isn't. Your mind is still processing everything and its causing you get confused and freak out because your mind doesn't understand it yet." I stare at her, "that actually makes since. But I'm frustrated and I'm getting sick of this." "Hmm..." I never liked it when Bonnie did that, she gets devious.

"I think you need more help." "What?" "You don't have to talk to them about sex and stuff, just have them help you loosen up a bit more. Jack stops when he knows your freaking out, and its not really helping now is it." "No..not really.. But he says we can take it slow. And what do you mean them," I glare at her. Who is she talking about.

"I think its time for your Mexican brothers to help." It takes me a second to realize what she's talking about. "What!!!!" I knew the whole bus could hear me cuz I heard someone groan in the bunks area. "I-I am not having them do stuff!-" "I'm not talking about doing anything!! Just being a little more friendly in a way, you never actually got close with a guy before Jack, and I think thats another reason why your mind freaks out. Jack is the first guy you have ever gotten close with and your mind isn't used to it."

I look away from her, my mind was racing more. The idea of being more friendly with one of them freaks me out. "I'll talk to them okay? Since Jamie and Tony are the youngest, maybe one of them-" "Bonnie hold up! Are you really suggesting that I-" "Yes." I stare at her in disbelief. "I'm not cheating on Jack." "Your not cheating on Jack! I'll tell them no kissing and stuff, more like cuddling and all that cute stuff."

Bonnie was such a devious person, but her plans always work. Fuck, her plans always work.
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Jack's POV:
I walk out and I run my fingers through my hair, I was still tired but I heard a girl yell what earlier and it woke me up. It kind of sounded like Nyssa. I know the difference between Bonnie's and Nyssa's screams. Don't take that the wrong way.

I see everyone but Bonnie and Nyssa. I sit down and drink a mug of coffee, I could Nyssa made it and I smile to myself. She always adds a extra something when she made it. Bonnie and Nyssa walk out, and Bonnie had a look like she had a plan. Nyssa seemed nervous by Bonnie's expression.

Nyssa sits down by me and Bonnie sits on Alex's lap. "So what did you girls talk about?," Alex asks. Alex could tell Bonnie had a plan in mind. "Are we taking a stop soon?," Bonnie asks directly to me. "Um... Matt?" "We'll be at the venue in 2 hours." "Perfect," Bonnie smiles at Nyssa and Nyssa groans. "Okay what is your plan Bonnie." "Nyssa you tell him so he doesn't kill me."

Alex looked at Bonnie with a questionable look. "Bo-Bonnie wants me to spend time with like Tony or Jamie." "Spend time as in..." "....Getting more used to being with a guy." "Bonnie!!!," I snap. The idea of Nyssa being with another guy pissed me off. "Not in a couple way Jack, just like cuddling, holding hands, and stuff. No kissing, nothing like that. Thats for you not anyone else," Bonnie speaks up.

I look at Nyssa and her face was going red at the last couple of words. "Nyssa?" "We figured it out and Bonnie says my mind isn't used to that stuff because its on a lower mature level then who I really am. My mind is confused and still processing everything because your the first guy I have ever been with. Its my first time doing any of this stuff. And she thinks if I get used to it with another guy that I'll be fine when we, you know."

She leans in and whispers in my ear, "also its helping Bonnie not focus so much on her and Alex meeting up with her parents in Chicago for lunch. I can tell its helping her. Gives her something else to focus on. In a way we're helping Bonnie right now." I look down at her and I look at Bonnie, I could tell she was fighting her mind right now. But she seemed...calm in a way.

I hate agreeing to this but, "sure." But if any of them do anything to Nyssa they are dead. "Its just one of them Jack, not all four," Bonnie tells me. "If any of them does anything to her, their dead." "She's going to be fine Jack, and maybe later Nyssa will feel more comfortable to have more fun," Bonnie smirks and Nyssa groans. "Bonnie!!!," I groans.

"Your the pervert out of the two of us." "Nyssa I know you have a dirty mind, don't pretend." Nyssa has a dirty mind? "I-I do not!" "Oh really, whats that one thing you always wanted to do with Ja-" "BONNIE!" Nyssa stared at her with wide eyes. I look at her and I look at Bonnie. Alex seemed just as confused. The old me would of asked her what it was, but the new me isn't gonna pressure her into it.

"Bonnie I can do the exact same thing to you." "To late, I've already done it with Alex," Bonnie giggles and kisses Alex.

I don't know what I wanna know more.

What Nyssa is doing exactly today with one of the Pierce guys. Or what was Nyssa's fantasy with me.