Sacrifice

Jacks POV

I woke up to find that Alex wasn't in bed.
I knew he wasn't downstairs as the TV wasnt on and it was really quiet.
But I knew Alex was somewhere upstairs.
He wasn't in the bathroom, maybe he was in the other room.
As if on cue I heard the sound of guitar being played.
It was a sad tune which was being played.

Alexs POV.

I woke up in the middle of the night.
Considering Jacks a vampire he sleeps more than what I do.
I slowly moved and got out of bed and went to the other room.
I really needed Lily right now.
I needed to tell her about Jack and how perfect he is for me.
I needed to tell her that I miss her and that I'm sorry.
I walked over to the photo of us and looked at it.
That was the last time I saw Lily be truly happy with everything.
I went over and got my guitar and just started to play it and quietly sung to myself.

'I'm writing the future,
I'm Writing it out loud,
We don't talk about the past,
We don't talk about the past now,

So, I'm writing the future
I'm leaving a key here.
Something will always be missing.
You won't always feel emptier.

Just think of the future
And think of your dreams.
You'all get away from here
You'll get away eventually.

So just think of the future,
Think of a new life,
And don't get lost in the memories
Keep your eyes on a new prize'

By the end of it I was crying.
What the creature said to me about Lily has really got to me.
The stuff he was saying about her was horrible, stuff which wasn't true.
Lily wasn't a slut.
Lily wasn't horrible. She had a heart of gold.
She wasn't perfect but no one is.
She wasn't a theif
She wasn't worthless
She was my sister, who is dead because everyone talked shit about her, she was noting what people said she was.

I was lost getting angry with everyone, crying, playing the guitar and thinking that I didn't hear Jack come in the room and watch me.
"SHE WAS NOT WHAT PEOPLE SAID ABOUT HER!" I shouted and got up and punched the wall.
"she was my sister, I miss her so much, i really need you Lilly I need you so much." I whispered and broke down crying again.

I felt a pair of arms wrap round me.
I jumped.
"Its only me." Jacks voice filled the room.
"I don't know what to do Jack." I said as I turned round and burried my face into his chest.
"Just keep going that's all you can do." Jack whispered and kissed the top of my head.
" I don't know if I can." I said into his chest

I felt a sudden wash of sadness go through the bond.
"Don't say that Lex. Never say that again please." Jack said sadly.
I looked up to see tears in Jacks eyes.
"Don't cry." I said and wiped any fallen tears.
I felt Jack arms wrap tight round me.
"Bed?" I said looking at Jack.
"Okay." He responded quietly.
He took hold my hand amd took me to the bedroom and picked me up and placed me onto the bed and he joined me and spooned me and we both went to sleep.

Notes

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