*August 4, 2013*
*Sunday*
Its been what? Three months since my mom took me from All Time Low and my short touring experience. I sit in my bedroom on the computer messing around on Tumblr. I’ve doven into the All Time Low fan side. I guess I just enjoy looking back at the guys, see how they’re doing.
We still keep in touch but they don’t seem to really like talking about their lives. But beside that, one of the weirdest things is one: Finding GIFs of yourself. Someone must have gotten a film of the piggy-back riding race we had and posted it online. Theres another one of me playing guitar with them, A few of me on stage and one of Jack pevic thrusting me without me noticing it.
Two: A few times I’ve had what seem to be hardcore All Time Low fans come up to me asking me about them. Things like:
“How big is Alex’s junk?” or “OMG did you fuck Alex Gaskarth?” I mostly just say no to the second one, and say tiny to the first one to shit with them.
But like I said, I’ve been keeping in contact with them, every once in a while I’ll get a text or they’ll text me back. Things like:
Hey HannaBanana whassup? Or
Dude I just saw someone who looks exactly like you Or
I just had a fan ask about you LOL
What are you doing this summer? But my all time favorite went something like this: Hey bbz jus was wonferin iv you wede rihnd ans want to FUCj
It really made me want to see a drunk Alex. But I’ll text Jack all day some days. He was good for in-class texting. If I had a math problem I didn’t understand he might get Matt to just do the work for me or look up an answer.
Weird thing is, he made me promise to take online high school for my senior year. I’m so cool with that, it was pretty much the original plan. My high school seems to be a terrible place for me to be as of lately. Rumors spread about my crush on Kellen, so all the guys avoid me, the thing about it is, I’m so cool with it. You know that expression ‘You don’t know what you have until it gets taken from you’ well thing about it is, I didn’t know what I had and what I had was an asshole.
I wander over to my bed and hold onto my laptop. I sit down and start editing a video I made for a youtube channel I started where I just perform vocal or guitar covers. Eventually I get bored and open up my email, to my surprise, an email from Matt.

Hey
To: Me

Hey Hanna.
Just wanted to say hi and wish you a happy early birthday from all of us. Mostly Jack wanted to say Hi, and I was hoping for an update on your life. Alex also wants to make plans with you to video call on your birthday so he can show you your gift.
-Jack and Matt

I smile and quickly type a response

Re: Hey
To: Flyzik

Thanks you guys,
I don’t need any gifts. I guess life has been good. I’m living through school. You guys should check out my youtube channel. I’ve been doing covers. (Including remembering Sunday (Tell alex)) I’d totally love to do a video chat whenever, Doesn’t have to be my birthday (Its this Tuesday JSYK) just when you’re available. And also could someone do me a favor and help me figure out how to play For Baltimore? I just need it written out. I can’t figure the pattern out. Okay, thank you so muches love you guys!
~Hanna

I click send and sigh, I feel like I’m sending a ridiculously long email. I understand why they don’t spend time on me. I mean hell. They’re famous and knew me for less then three days, they’re busy and touring. Last time I spoke to Alex he said they were going to be on a break for a few weeks, they should have also just finished their tour in Europe.
My phone vibrates next to me, one new message from JAGK. Woah. It’s like having contact with that ghost in your house twice in ten minutes.

JAGK- Hey shortie, Im on the bus and bored so what’s up?

Jack has been making a habit of making remarks on my height. A lot lately.

ME: Fucking around on the internet. Watching Silent Library. I never thought you could make as much of a fool of yourself as you did while….. hmm what was it?

ME: oh that’s right, run in a hamster wheel with flippers.

JAGK: I know I’m fucking amazing. So your B-Day is tues?

ME: Yeah, 18. Crazy right?

JAGK: Yeah, Matt will be glad your finally legal ;)

ME: What do you mean?

JAGK: Nothing ;)

ME: YOU FILTHY ASSHOLE TELL ME NOW!

JAGK: nope

ME: Oh my god Jack tell me!

I’ll tell alex you made me grope your balls!\

JACK YOU ASSHOLE

Fine.

I’ll text you later dickhead

I groan and turn my phone off. I swear I’m so glad I don’t have a big brother because if that’s what it’s like all the time I’d end up killing someone or something.

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