Nyssa's POV:
I was sitting on the Pierce's bus when Vic came on and sat by me. "Where's Bonnie and Alex?" "They went out to eat before the show tonight." I nod and rest my head on his shoulder. "So how was shopping today?" "It went good, but Bonnie is still shaken up by last night," I sigh the last part. "How are you though?" "I don't know Vic." "Look Nyssa, you need to talk to him." I sit up and stare at him. "But Vic!" "Nyssa you have to. If you continue to avoid him, its only going to make things worse."

"But I-I don't wanna be alone with him." "Nyssa I know your scared, but your gonna have to be. I'm sorry."
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Vic took me to All Time Low's bus and we walked on, there was Jack sitting in the front lounge. I tried to walk off when I saw him but Vic stopped me. "Nyssa its gonna be fine," Vic whispers in my ear. I nod, my eyes closed, and he walks me over to where Jack was sitting. I open my eyes and see Jack looking up at me, he looked hurt.

I slowly sit down, space between us. "I'll let you two talk," Vic says as he walks out. "Vic!," I stare at the direction he went. I look at Jack and look down at the floor. All I could think about was how he held me last night, forcing me to be in his bunk. Forcing me to kiss him. I didn't realize that I was crying and I feel Jack wipe my tears. I jump back from him and stare at him.

"Nyssa... I don't remember what I did last night, but the guys told me what I did and I'm really sorry. I went over my limit last night and the alcohol took over. I have never done that before, and I don't know why I did it to you. But please forgive me.... I hate having you scared of me. I hate that I havn't been able to see you. All because of me and I hate myself. I understand if you take longer to forgive, but just know its killing me not to be able to hold you and be with you."

He looks away from me and holds his head while resting his elbows on his knees. I watch him for a bit, he was beating himself up because of last night. He knows if he didn't scare me, I would've never left, and Bonnie would of had a anxiety attack. One thing lead to another, all because it started with him having to much to drink.

I don't know when I did, but I was slowly sliding over to him and then I lightly touched his hand. He looks at me and I hold his hand when he moved it from his head. "I am so sorry Nyssa," he whispers and he looked like he was about to cry. I lean in and press my lips to his, he slowly kisses me back We stayed that way for a few seconds until he pulled away. "Nyssa I promise I'll change how I drink. I talked with the guys and they agree that your gonna stop me when you think I've had enough. So last night doesn't happen again."

I kiss him again to make him stop talking. "What was that for?" I hold the side of his face with one hand and smile at him, "I've missed you to Jack." He smiles back and kisses me this time. "I promise that monster will never come back," he whispers against my lips. That always made me crazy when he did that. But I wasn't about to tell him that, he'll have to figure that out on his own. "I believe you," I whisper back.
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Alex and Bonnie come back and they see me and Jack cuddling on the couch. "Looks like someone made up," Bonnie smiles at us. I smile back and try to sit up but Jack held me. "Jacky let go," I laugh. "Fiiiine." He lets go and I sit up. "How was dinner?" "It was good." "Yeah." I looked at Alex who was giving Jack a look. A look that said "you better not fuck up again or I'll kick your ass and not Vic."

"Alex go easy on Jack," I speak up. "I don't think so." "Lex listen to Nyssa," Bonnie speaks up. Alex looks at Bonnie shocked. "But Bonnie-" "Jack obviously knows what he did was wrong, and I think he won't do it again. So go easy on him, okay?" She kisses him and he pulls away first letting out a sigh. "Okay. I will."