Nyssa's POV:
I wake up earlier then everyone else, I even put a alarm on my phone to wake me up. Today was day one of Bonnie not having her meds, and I wasn't about lose her. Bonnie might of been joking about me making her breakfast, but I know one thing that calms her down is when I make her favorite breakfast. I jump down of my bunk and run to the front lounge, and I start pulling out stuff.

I quickly make the batter and pull the loaf of bread out. French toast with Nutella and strawberries. Her favorite. I dip the bread and start cooking it, while the first batch started cooking I sliced up the strawberries. I flip the slices over and keep slicing. Jack was the next one up, he smelled my cooking. He wraps arms around my waist and kisses my cheek, "what you making," he mumbles. "French toast silly, mainly for Bonnie though. But I'm making enough for everyone."

He nods and kisses me again before going over to the coffee pot and poured himself some coffee. I was half way through when the other guys came out, no Alex and Bonnie in sight. "Can we eat?," Vinny asks and rests his head on my shoulder. "Sorry Vinny, but you need to wait for Bonnie." "Why," he whines. "Because this is for her." "Jack, your girlfriend is mean." I hear Jack chuckle and I smile to myself.
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I see Bonnie walk out, she yawned and she was rubbing her eyes. "Morning Bonnie, made your favorite." "Damn, my mouth is watering." She quickly grabs a plate and fills her plate up. "Nutella and strawberries over there." "And the fixings. Fucken love you." "You love her more then me?" I hear Alex and laugh. "Not ever babe," and I hear them kiss real quick.

I finish cooking and we all grab our plates and eat. Alex had Bonnie on his lap whiel they ate at the table. I cuddled up to Jack and ate. "Let me have some more," Jack tries to steal food of fmy plate. "No way! Eat your own." "I did, I want more," he whines. "Sorry Jacky, nope," and take a bite while grinning up at him.
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It was after breakfast, and me and Bonnie were hanging out in the back lounge, still in our pj's. Everyone else was in the venue doing a rehearsal before we take off for the road. "So, how did it go with Jack after you two left," she smirks at me. Then I realize she was staring at my hickey Jack gave me and I put my hand over it.

"Don't be embarrised by it Nyssa!! It means your his, and guys won't go near you." "Its just embarrising, that everyone can see it." "Well I'm sure Jack is proud of it," she laughs and I hit her with a pillow. "Well what about you and Alex, I know you Bonnie," I grin back. "Okay we had sex," she says quickly. "I knew it!!!" "How could you tell!?" "Oh please! I know how you act after you have sex!" "Ha-ha." "How was it," I smirk. "Okay so I'm the dirty one!" "You usually tell me!" "Its was great, okay! Better then the past. It was actually full of... love. Kind of hard to describe."
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Jack's POV:
I go on the bus and I hear the girls talking in the back lounge, the door closed. I quietly go up to the door and listen. "Sounds amazing." "It was, can't wait till we're actually at a hotel." "Alex won't be able to keep his hands off you," Nyssa laughs. "Your one to talk! I'm sure once Jack has you all to himself in a hotel room, he'll take the chance."

They were talking about sex, don't need to be a genious to figure that one out. "N-no way. We-he-would't." "Are you sure about that Nyssa?" "He-he wouldn't pressure me into sex, I know he won't." I wouldn't. Even though I would love... no I wouldn't. "Are you sure Nyssa? Are you sure another side of you won't come out?" "Yes I'm sure." "Well seeing how you allowed Jack to give you that last night, you never know." "Bonnie I won't have sex with him, just please stop..."

"Okay okay, I'll stop." "How are you feeling?" "Good I guess, I better see Alex soon," I hear Bonnie sigh. "You will, its a quick rehearsal."

I walk away from the door and run my hand through my hair, I didn't know what to think. I wanted to go slow with Nyssa, but last night brought new thoughts seeing how she allowed me. But now hearing her, I don't know. I'm sort of afraid I can't keep my cool, but I don't want to hurt her. I don't want her to be afraid of me. But right now, I'm afraid of myself.

Afraid that I can't keep my old thoughts away, and that they take over.