And I can't wait to say whatever, and I can't wait to shed some light.

I listened to my iphone, volume maxed out on my wireless speaker as I packed up for this tour. I needed to be mellow and relaxed before I unleahsed my wrath on Gaskarth. How dare that douche bag to throw away our friendship and never talk to me after he left town for his first tour since signing to Hopeless. Now here I am, packing up to leave my home in Baltimore to join the latest tour for All Time Low as their new tour photographer.

"Aideen," I perked up out of my thoughts by the voice of my current boyfriend, the one and only Tyler Carter. I quickly turned off my music so I could talk to him easier.

"Hey Tyler," I blushed and smiled a little, "I forgot we were video chatting. How's it going down south?"

"Slow with you not being here with me," he made a puppy pout, knowing I melted when he did that, "But I'm excited to have you around all the time on this tour we're doing with your old friends in All Time Low."

"I know," I smiled as I moved to sit down at my desk to talk with him more, "It'll be a nice change from me trying to fly to wherever you're at to see you."

"But you are staying on our bus though," Michael butted into the frame, ultimately pushing Tyler out of his chair.

"Well duh," I laughed with them, "But if Jack steals me, please attempt to keep me."

"Well he'll have to go through Tyler for sure," Michael chuckled, "But I'll let you love birds chat it up now. Keep it clean."

I laughed as Tyler pushed Michael out of the chair and frame as he took his seat back. I smiled and shook my head at those two. They were like brothers. Michael was the one that hooked us up when I was working Warped Tour the year the first played and I was working in the press pit.

"Now I know all about a certain guy on the tour that you have problems with," Tyler got serious, "Do you want me to stick with you when I'm not needed to avoid fights?"

"You may want to stay close to me to keep me from hurting him," I told him, "I want to kick his little British ass for what he's done to our friendship. He deserves it."

"Yeah, but is it worth getting thrown off the tour and losing your job," Tyler asked, "Baby, I care about you and i agree that Alex was a douche, but don't make the tour hard for you by picking fights with him."

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I landed in Atlanta, excited for my vacation before tour with my beau. I missed being with him and I needed to quality time with him before we'd be too busy to actually be a couple.

"Aideen," I broke into a huge smile and ran into Tyler's arms, I wrapped my arms around his neck as he got my waist.

"This will be an amazing two weeks before tour," I murmured in his ear, "A chance to get our time alone before we'll be busy or in cramped living quarters that'll be a blocker."

"I agree," Tyler kissed me quickly before he took my bags and started to load his car as I stayed close, "And I think a trip to the beach is a high priority. It's nice a warm today, perfect for a nice swim."

I nodded and we finished getting my things into his car to head back to his home. Maybe with some luck, he and I will be able to keep me high spirits during the tour once it starts. The instant Alex crosses my line, I am going do what I can to kick his punk ass.

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