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It really sucks not having Rian here anymore. He's been gone for two days, and there's nothing to occupy the space in the apartment, except for my things.
The silence in here is pretty unsettling.
I've really never lived alone before, now that I think about it.
I've always had my parents and then Rian; now I have no one. No friends or family around; I'm just stuck in Baltimore all by myself.
I can't stand it.
I never realized how awful it is for me to be alone, until now.
It was almost 6 in the afternoon, and I was lazily lying on the couch with a bag of chips, trying to search for a movie on Netflix to keep me occupied.
When I realized I couldn't find anything, I groaned and tossed the remote to the floor.
I was beyond bored, and I couldn't think of anything to do.
Then, a thought came to mind.
Maybe I should call Jack.
Wait, no..I shouldn't. He probably doesn't want to hear from me.
Then why did he give me his number?
But maybe he's busy.
Maybe he isn't busy.
Okay…maybe I should text him.
Yeah, I'll text him.
I got out my phone, and clicked on his contact that I saved on the day that he gave his number to me.
I took a deep breath to calm my nerves, and started texting him.

Me: Hey, Coffee Guy! It's me, Alex :)

I hit send, and nervously waited for him to respond. I was relieved when I saw the little dots show up, to show that he was typing.

Jack: Coffee Guy? Really? Lol Hey, Alex ;)

I felt myself blushing and getting butterflies in my stomach, after seeing his response. I smiled, and began typing my response.

Me: Hey ;) How's it going?
Jack: Well it was actually going pretty awful till you came along ;)
Me: Awful? Why?
Jack: Work sucks. Haha
Me: Texting at work? What a bad boy you are ;)
Jack: Aha, I sure am. Especially for you ;)
Me: Well aren't you the flirty one? :P
Jack: I could say the same to you! ;P
Me: Touché.
Jack: Haha!
Jack: Hey, you know I actually began to think that you weren't gonna text me
Me: Well why wouldn't I? (:
Jack: I dunno…I just thought that maybe you didn't like me.
Me: I do like you.
Jack: Good :)

I suddenly had another idea.

Me: Hey so…my best friend moved out and I'm really bummed about it.
Jack: Why'd they move?
Me: He got engaged n stuff.
Jack: Oh, that sucks. Well not for him, but for you..
Me: Ha, I know. I'm really lonely right now, I was wondering if you could maybe come and keep me company? ;)
Jack: My shift is almost over, I can make my way over there in a few. What are you suggesting we do when I get there? ;)
Me: I dunno..whatever you wanna do, I guess ;)
Jack: I've got a few things in mind ;)))

I continued flirting and joking around with Jack for a little while longer, until his shift was over; then I gave him my address.
I could admit that I was a little nervous about him coming over. I'd only met the guy on one occasion, and now he was coming over to my apartment to do “whatever he wants to do”.
I shot up off the couch and ran to my bathroom to brush my teeth a few times, then changed into a pair of sweats and a tee; something much more presentable than just a pair of boxers and a robe, like earlier.
I frantically ran my fingers through my hair in the mirror, desperately trying to make it look better, when I heard a knock at the door.
Shit, it's him.
I took a deep breath, before leaving the bathroom and running over to open the door.
And there he was, looking (if possible) even hotter than the last time I saw him.
His hair looked perfectly teased as it did at the café, but instead of his uniform, he wore a tee and a leather jacket, with black skinny jeans.
“Hey there.” I breathed, with a grin on my face.
“Hi.” He smirked in response.
I looked him over a second time, and noticed that something else was different.
“Hey, where are your glasses?”
“At home. I got contacts.” He shrugged, while keeping the smile on his face.
“Oh..that's a shame.”
“And why is that?”
“Because your glasses were cute.”
“Am I not cute now?”
“No, you're still cute.” I grinned at him.
“Well, am I cute enough to be let in?” He joked.
“I guess so!” I chuckled in response.
I welcomed him in, and led him to sit down on the couch.
“You hungry or anything?” I asked, stopping near the kitchen.
“Nah, I'm good.” He assured me.
“I'd offer you a beer, but I ran out, sorry.”
“It's cool, Alex.” He chuckled, waving it off with his hand.
I smiled at him, and sat down beside him on the couch.
“This is a nice place you've got here.” He started making small talk, with that adorable grin on his face.
“Thanks. I'm actually starting to hate it now, to be honest.” I shrugged and sighed.
“Is it cause your friend's gone?”
“Uh..yeah. It's just a bit lonely, is all.” I frowned, reaching up to scratch the back of my head.
“Well, luckily, you've got me.” He joked, raising his eyebrows up and down, causing me to let out a laugh.
“Yeah, lucky me!” I said sarcastically, rolling my eyes.
He laughed a bit, then he stopped and looked down at his hands for a moment.
I just sat there and watched him.
I examined his facial features, his raven-colored hair, and his brown doe eyes that were now looking back at me.
I looked away and felt my cheeks heating up.
Shit, he saw me staring at him.
He probably thinks I'm a creep!
When I looked back up at him, he was watching me this time; with a smirk on his face.
We both just stared at each other now, as if we both just couldn't look away from each other's eyes. We shared this quiet, yet amazing moment right then, that I just couldn't explain.
I broke the ice by clearing my throat.
“It's a little boring right now, isn't it? Why don't we…have a little fun?” I suggested flirtatiously, scooting closer to him with a sudden boost of confidence.
“Mmm…sounds fine with me.” Jack smirked, as his face inched closer to mine.
The man on my couch was so beautiful and perfect and I wanted nothing more in that moment, than to feel his lips on mine.
I slowly placed my hand on top of his, and closed my eyes as my face moved towards his, as if a magnetic force was pulling us together.
Jack’s hand reached up to my face, and he pulled me closer; closing the space in between us.
Our lips collided, sending sparks through my whole body, and butterflies erupting in my stomach.
The soft kiss escalated fairly quickly, into something more heated.
Our lips moved hungrily against one another, and all of Jack’s fingers were threading through my hair.
I felt him bite down softly on my bottom lip, causing me to gasp. His tongue slipped into my mouth, and I let out a small moan of approval at the intrusion.
Our tongues fought each other, in battle for dominance.
I found myself wrapping my arms around his neck, and shuffling my body over to sit on his lap; straddling him.
One of his hands slid down from my hair to wrap around my waist.
The kiss was getting beyond heated at this point, and we both pulled away to stop for air. I took this opportunity to peel his jacket off of his shoulders, and he helped by throwing it off of his arms.
He returned his arms back around my waist, as he leaned back in to kiss me some more.
I held his face in my hands, as our tongues danced together; causing breathy moans to leave our mouths ever now and then.
I pulled apart again, to tug at the hem of his shirt. He helped me pull it off of him, before he reached down to pull my own shirt over my head.
My eyes marveled at the sight of his skinny, perfectly tanned body. I slid my hands down his chest, and connected our lips once more.
“Bedroom. On the left.” I mumbled against his lips.
“Okay.” He whispered.
He continued moving his lips against mine, then I felt him pick me up as he stood up from the couch. I wrapped my legs around his waist, as he carried me into my bedroom.
I soon felt my back hit the bed, and Jack was hovering over me.
It amazes me how quickly it escalated to this. I wasn't one to sleep around, so I told myself that I wouldn't go too far with him. Especially since he's a guy I just met a few days ago.
He moved from my lips, down to my neck; nipping and sucking down on all the right spots.
I couldn't help but moan, when he bit down on a certain spot near my jaw.
It no doubt left a mark, which he soothed over with his tongue.
He soon came back up to my lips, and gave me a smirk.
“How far do I get to go with you tonight, cutie?”
“Let's have some fun, but not too much fun.” I winked at him, causing him to smirk some more.
“I think that's good enough for me.”
Before I could respond, he was grinding down onto my crotch, making my dick grow even harder than before.
He ground down on me again, causing me to let out a throaty moan.
“Too many clothes.” He moaned, lifting himself up.
“You read my mind.” I breathed out in agreement, as Jack took off his pants in front of me.
I felt my dick twitch from the sight of the tent he was wearing inside his boxers.
He looked back at me with his pupils blown wide with lust.
He began to pull off my pants, and I helped him by kicking them off of my feet.
He looked down at my boner as well, and smirked, before leaning down to kiss me again.
He ground down on me over and over again, causing us both to moan in sync with each other. We eventually discarded our boxers, and our bare, leaking erections rubbed against each other. The friction was amazing, and I didn't ever want him to stop.
When he did stop, my groan of frustration was short lived, when the feeling was replaced with the feeling of his hand wrapping tightly around my cock; firmly stroking it.
“Oh, fuck...Jack!” I moaned at the incredible feeling that he was giving me. But I wanted him to feel incredible, too.
I reached forward, and grabbed ahold of his dick, causing him to gasp and buck his hips into my hand.
I gradually pumped him faster and faster; he was moaning and practically fucking my hand, now.
He sped up his hand movements, until it was in sync with mine.
We were both panting at this point; both on the edge of letting go.
“Mmm…c-coming.” Jack struggled to form a full sentence, and I just nodded and let out a moan to say that I was close, too.
And with a few more quick flicks of our wrists, we were both coming into each other's hands, while gasping and moaning out profanities.
“OHHH..shit..fuck!”
“Fuck, Jack! Unh…”
Jack collapsed next to me on the bed, and grabbed some tissues from my nightstand to clean us up.
“Fuck, you've got me all tired out!” He chuckled, facing me in the bed.
“Well, you could always stay the night, you know?” I suggested, while silently begging him in my head to please please stay here with me!
“Well, I think I'll have to take you up on that offer. I know you'd miss me if I left.” He smirked, jokingly.
I could feel my cheeks getting red at that; I knew that what he was saying was actually true.
“Really?” He chuckled in disbelief.
“Really what?” I frowned.
“You're blushing right now from me saying that? I was just touching your dick a few minutes ago!”
“Shut up, before you make me hard again.”
“And wouldn't that just be tragic?” He joked, leaning in to give me a soft kiss on the lips.
When he pulled away, I blushed even harder, and quickly turned around to face the wall next to my bed; trying to hide the smile that was growing on my face.
“Whatever, good night, Jack.” I tried to sound angry, and failed miserably.
I heard him chuckle from behind me, as he wrapped his arm around my waist to spoon me.
“Night, Alex.”

Notes

Well, that escalated quickly...
It's smut, but it's not all the way smut.
Don't worry, the smut gets more intense throughout the story ;)

I am so stressed from school right now bc I hate my new semester classes and my anxiety and everything just sucks.
Oh, and Tom left Blink.
Life is soooo great rn. *sigh*

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Title cred: Alone Together- Fall Out Boy