Everybody Wants To Go To Heaven, But Nobody Wants To Die

I spoke louder. “Alex?” I coughed up.
“A-Alex, please, please are... are you okay?” I felt my stomach ache when I spoke.
“A-Alex, p-please...” I sobbed, I’m stuck. I can’t move!
Nothing.
I try to face him but I can’t. I can’t move.
Seeing the only person that meant the world of you slowly leaving you forever is one of the worst things you could ever see.
I run my hands through my hair. My hair is damp. Damp? I pull my hand down to see blood. I’m bleeding. This is my entire fault.
“Help! Somebody help us!” I cry out again. “Please?!”
I look at my best friend lying beside me. Defenceless.
What if I never see him again? Kiss him again? Hold him again...
“Alex...” I whisper. “Alex, p-please, don’t do this, stay w-with me.”
It wasn’t supposed to end this way.