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Mikey pov
Well I have to admit I kind of feel bad for telling Gerard about jack doing that to me, he knew how I felt about Gerard but now I told him that he hates him.
Today we was at a BBQ at all time lows bus and Gerard would not stop looking and death glaring at jack, eventually he left an went inside the bus, he's been in there nearly all the BBQ now.Alex has went in to go and talk him in to come out, I haven't talked to jack or even seen him that much and I would like it to not be this way after all we was best friends.
Soon enough jack comes out an sits down with a beer I carnt help but have a sad look on my Face but then zack comes over the bass of all time low, we have talked about our music and bass but not much.
"Hey,what's up man?"he said well I thought for a min an decided to tell him.
"Well, nothing much just hack broke my heart...Gerard hates him and wants to kill him..........nothing that interesting" I replied like it was all normal
"Dude, come sit down on the bench over there and talk to me about it, that Sounds something you need to sit down for"Zack said to me well I couldn't help but chuckle, we slowly walked to the bench and jack have me a look but I snapped my head back around.
"So, tell me what fuck face has done now"zack said
"Well, I'm gay and I like Like jack at the bar the other day I saved him from getting punched by my big brother, I took him back to the bus and I thought he was about to tell me he loves me because we were cuddling on the sofa but I was wrong he will never like me that way...any way Matt walked in and I ran out as fast as could... I-I told Gerard and he hates him all together now" I said I didn't realise tears was running down my face and Gerard was walking up to us.
"Aww I'm sorry about that fucker, I'll talk to him if you wants and I don't care if your gay because Erm.... Uhh.... I kind of like you"he said shyly
"What!!" Gerard says as he finally reached us
"If your gonna break me little brothers heart just like that fucker did you can think again, trust me.."Gerard said in a serous tone
"I...what... I would never even dream of doing that ...I'm nothing like jack...I like mikey and its clear were just gonna stay as frien-" I cut him off
"Maby ill give it ago...you seem nicer then jack..want to maby uhh ....Erm ...grab a drink later Orr tomorrow?" I asked nervously, his face lit up like a little boy at Christmas
"Seriously, yes!! Tomorrow would be better I see this BBQ lasting for a while!" He said clearly happy
"If you break my brothers heart,I'll break your nose got that!"Gerard say as he backs away to the mountain of food.
I couldn't stop smiling maby jack wasn't the one and zack could change it.should I tell him about my past?my suicide attempt?self harm?can I trust him? That was all I could think about
Well I have to admit I kind of feel bad for telling Gerard about jack doing that to me, he knew how I felt about Gerard but now I told him that he hates him.
Today we was at a BBQ at all time lows bus and Gerard would not stop looking and death glaring at jack, eventually he left an went inside the bus, he's been in there nearly all the BBQ now.Alex has went in to go and talk him in to come out, I haven't talked to jack or even seen him that much and I would like it to not be this way after all we was best friends.
Soon enough jack comes out an sits down with a beer I carnt help but have a sad look on my Face but then zack comes over the bass of all time low, we have talked about our music and bass but not much.
"Hey,what's up man?"he said well I thought for a min an decided to tell him.
"Well, nothing much just hack broke my heart...Gerard hates him and wants to kill him..........nothing that interesting" I replied like it was all normal
"Dude, come sit down on the bench over there and talk to me about it, that Sounds something you need to sit down for"Zack said to me well I couldn't help but chuckle, we slowly walked to the bench and jack have me a look but I snapped my head back around.
"So, tell me what fuck face has done now"zack said
"Well, I'm gay and I like Like jack at the bar the other day I saved him from getting punched by my big brother, I took him back to the bus and I thought he was about to tell me he loves me because we were cuddling on the sofa but I was wrong he will never like me that way...any way Matt walked in and I ran out as fast as could... I-I told Gerard and he hates him all together now" I said I didn't realise tears was running down my face and Gerard was walking up to us.
"Aww I'm sorry about that fucker, I'll talk to him if you wants and I don't care if your gay because Erm.... Uhh.... I kind of like you"he said shyly
"What!!" Gerard says as he finally reached us
"If your gonna break me little brothers heart just like that fucker did you can think again, trust me.."Gerard said in a serous tone
"I...what... I would never even dream of doing that ...I'm nothing like jack...I like mikey and its clear were just gonna stay as frien-" I cut him off
"Maby ill give it ago...you seem nicer then jack..want to maby uhh ....Erm ...grab a drink later Orr tomorrow?" I asked nervously, his face lit up like a little boy at Christmas
"Seriously, yes!! Tomorrow would be better I see this BBQ lasting for a while!" He said clearly happy
"If you break my brothers heart,I'll break your nose got that!"Gerard say as he backs away to the mountain of food.
I couldn't stop smiling maby jack wasn't the one and zack could change it.should I tell him about my past?my suicide attempt?self harm?can I trust him? That was all I could think about
Notes
Ohhh, having a twistwhat will jack think?
jelous???
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6/23/13