I invited Taylor inside as it was freezing cold outside and she didn’t seem to be in a state of being able to go home on her own at the moment.

When I had made her coffee and gotten us both comfortable, I sat down so that we could talk about Jack.
“Alex please tell me why he left, I know that you know but you just don’t want to tell me, this is exactly how you were when we were together.”
“Taylor please don’t remind me, you’re making me feel guilty again, and trust me I had already gone through a giant guilt trip once, I don’t want to do it again…”
“You know, for such a massive douchebag you sure do care about people, don’t you?”
I really didn’t need to hear her witty remarks at the moment, I just wanted to feel like I wasn’t the only one caring about Jack so much.
“Taylor please, I don’t need your comments right now, I just want to know if Jack is alright and I’m sure that you do too.”
“I know Alex, but I’m still rather mad at you for what happened one week after the 2011 Warped tour. And I think I have every right to be mad at you for that. Of course I’m worried about Jack, but the fact that you don’t even want to talk about what happened is a bit- ”
“No, you don’t understand. Jack is my best friend and I haven’t heard from him in a whole month Taylor, and frankly, I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about you being mad at me for Warped. So if that’s all you came for I strongly advise you leave my house right now.”
For a while the house was filled with nothing but the sound of Supernatural from my television, and I felt tempted to pretend that Taylor wasn’t even here and just keep on watching my shows, but there was something in her eyes that made me concerned about her.
After five minutes she finally spoke up.
“I can perfectly understand why you care so much about Jack, I mean he’s been the same with me recently, I felt like he was my brother, he always listened to any problems that I had and always consoled me. But Alex, you’re not his father and you need to understand that you can’t control him, he’s a grown up and has his own life. When I came in I had to talk about him or else you would just shut the door on me immediately.”
Something about the way she said all of that made me tear up and slightly choke up, she cared about Jack, but she placed her own rage before him and I knew that the only way for me to get her to talk about Jack was if I talked with her about the Warped tour thing.

“Taylor, we can talk about the whole incident in a second, but can I just finish this episode of Supernatural?”
“Sure, I haven’t seen this one so I guess that’d be alright.”

To be honest the only reason I asked her if I could watch was not because I actually wanted to see demons getting exorcised, it’s because I needed time to think about how I would tell Taylor that I simply thought it was a fling and never really loved her. Especially because of the two facts that I apparently do love her, and also because Jack loves her.

This was a conversation that was going to last a lifetime. Oh Jack, if only you were here…

Notes

So yeah, I said I'd make one more tonight and I didn't lie to you guys, it's a little bit short but I really felt like writing so I pulled this one out of thin air. Thanks for sticking with me through my stupidity and laziness for this whole week of me writing. <3