Hanna
Weeks went by, consistent of waiting for any sign of Flyzik responding or emailing me. I hadn’t really been speaking to Kellen, or Steven. I had talked to John occasionally, but what was of our conversations was short and mostly awkward. I had tried to talk to Kellen but he had made it clear he really didn’t want me around so I decided I wasn’t planning on sticking around. Not around these guys for very long. I could find a different path to my dreams right? Maybe I should just try to make it up to them, I heard some girls can use their boobs to get what they want…
I’ve been taking more online classes, some for high school to graduate early. I just want a change of scenery. I don’t want to be stuck in the mid-west my whole life.
At this time I sit alone at my lunch table. Being the ‘Emo’ girl very few people venture to be near me. And if they’re near me, it’s just near enough for them to look obviously disgusted or to insult me. I open my phone absent-mindedly flipping through FunnyPics hardly even amused.
Another day wasted by the time I get back home, I log onto my twitter and facebook looking for something to think about. In perspective going on a social media website for brain stimulation doesn’t seem like a good idea, but I guess it just emphasizes how truly numb my mind is.

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Matt

“Dammit Jack just calm down. I’m not paying another fucking fine because of you.” I shout running through the backstage area of ‘the Rave’ in Milwaukee Wisconsin. I swear this isn’t herding sheep. Its herding cats.
“Where the fuck is Alex?!?” I shout Tony Perry sticks his head out of the dressing room.
“Geez flyzik.” He mutters under his breath as I run by. I seriously don’t know why I have this job.
“I’m here MOM!” Alex shouts from down the hall “Damn calm down I’ll be ready to go on stage just calm it.” I groan at him.
“Do you know where Zack is?” I sigh and jog back in his direction
“Showering.” Alex disappears back into his room probably getting ready to create some sort of fire hazard with hairspray. I wander into the small corner I have my computer and things set up. An alert comes up on my computer: Arrange interview with Student. Shit. I totally forgot. I pull up my email and find her in my phone contacts.

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Hanna

Click
Click
Click
I regret not having a separate email for facebook. I seriously don’t fucking care that Johanna posted another picture of her cat. I don’t need all this spam mail.
Spam
Spam
Spam
Porn spam
Spam
My eyes feel like they glaze over until I refresh my email, I actually just received a new email…

Interview?
Matt Flyzick
To me

Hey Hanna, I told you I’d email you. We are just in Wisconsin right now and are going to be on our way to the Mall of America tomorrow. I hope you can make it. Happy summer.
Matt

I respond quickly my fingers seem to race across the keyboard.

Interview?
To Matt Flyzick

Hey!
Yeah of course that’d be perfect can you tell me where you’re performing? There are a few coffee shops we could talk at unless you have a different idea?
~Hanna

I sigh and drum on the keyboard absentmindedly waiting for a response. He’s probably super busy. I think to myself and stand up looking through my cluttered messy closet. Thinking about what I should wear. An All Time Low fan t-shirt? It’s too hot for Jeans. But I have to cover up my legs; I hate the awkwardness of my scars when first meeting people. But it might show him that I’m a strong woman who can face her own battles.
I shake my head what the hell are you thinking Hanna? Are you expecting to seduce him? He’s at least six years older then you! But then again your mom was born five years before dad. I guess now she’d be seven years older then him now.


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Matt

My phone buzzes just as an icon in the top right screen of my computer shows up. I close it glad to know she god my email and turn back to work on figuring some things out with Finny. I’ll reply to her in the downtime I have during the show, all I really need to do is stand behind them and tell Alex and Jack to hurry their asses up.

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