It's Such A Shame That We Play Strangers

Alex has been distant all day and it’s making me worry. He isn’t there today, not ever since we came back from Mr Stevens’s office, he went into this little mind of his, like he went into some sort of state and it’s scary. He isn’t talking, which is not like him and when I look into his eyes, he most certainly doesn’t see me.

And after so long, and I guess so long is like about 8 weeks or something, the tables are turned. I am now the one who is worrying about Alex and he’s not worrying about me, for once. I can actually show how much he means to me, in a very gentle way because I have no bloody idea how he will react to this, because I don’t even know what is wrong.

The last class was approaching to an end and I wasn’t with Alex right at the moment. He was in another class, I hope. I watched the clock in anticipation as it moved with every second. The teacher was talking about something that wasn’t interesting enough to pay attention to, or pull me out of my stare, until he said we could go.

I stood up and grabbed my books, running to the door and leaving without a goodbye. I really didn’t talk to anyone else still, but I always said goodbye to the teachers. I raced to the class Alex was meant to be in and saw that they had already been let go, which means Alex has gone back to the room.

I began to walk very fast, seeing as the hall was covered in students and there were teachers walking around too, meaning I would get my butt kicked for running. I weaved through the students until I got to my hall then I ran to the door. I swung the door open and walked in, closing the door behind me. I looked over to Alex’s side of the room and there he was, lying on his bed, facing the wall and with earphones in, I assume.

He was singing, very softly so I was unable to understand what he was listening to. But I walked over to my desk, dropped my books and stripped off my uniform, placing a pair of shorts and shirt to replace. I looked to the boy in the room, who was still unaware of my presence. I walked over to him and began to lie down next to him, bringing my arms down so they could wrap around that small waist of his.

He looked up and smiled as he still had tears falling from his face, he turned around and dug his face into my chest, crying just a little harder.

All I could do right in this moment was hold him. I wasn’t going to speak, I honestly didn’t know what to say. I pulled one of my hands up to his face and started to play with the hair on the back of his head. I twirled it as I lent down and pressed my lips into the top of his hair.

He looked up at me and smiled, removing himself from my hold and sat up against the wall, removing his headphones and placing his phone on pause.

‘Alex, what’s wrong?’ I questioned as I looked to him and tilted my head.

‘After our meeting with Mr Stevens, I was so.. I had such a mental… not a mental, I mean I basically had a panic attack, which if I don’t control, makes me feel so much worse. I can’t breathe and I sometimes faint. Luckily, I got a handle on it, and well, what was said in there, it got me thinking…’ Alex replied, his hands fiddling with the sleeves of his baggy jumper.

‘Thinking about what?’ I asked, curious as to what he was talking about. Afraid for the worst.

‘Us…’ Alex said. I looked at him, knowing what was coming, but preparing myself as I could feel the tears begin to form. ‘I don’t think we should be so public anymore. What if we just keep what we have in the room for now, I just think that would be for the best. You heard Mr Stevens, so many people are against homosexuality and I don’t think that being judged would help our situation.’ Alex finished.

‘Alex, baby. I can totally understand that. I like you so much that if we keep this private and just between us, we can have such a nicer time together, I don’t mind not being affectionate around everyone else, I don’t care, but for once, the situation is me worrying about you and honestly, it feels so strange. But to keep you happy, I am willing to do anything to keep you from hurting!’ I said, as I took Alex’s hand and squeezed it with mine.

‘You just know what to say, for someone who rarely talks to anyone.’ Alex said with a wide smile.

I leant in and connected my lips with his, making him fall to the side a bit, which lead us to falling to the bed, Alex being on the bottom this time. Our hands separate as mine slide up the sides of his torso, removing his jumper as I do. Alex sits up, forcing me to do the same, I remove my lips from his, making my eyes look into his. I can see passion and I can see lust. I slowly pull his jumper over his head, removing the shirt which was under also. I placed them onto the floor next to me as Alex began to pull at my top, smiling innocently as he pulled it up and over my head. He chucked the shirt to the ground and instantly connected his lips with mine again.
Alex’s hands were around my neck as mine where on his waist, I removed my lips from his once more before I reattached them to his neck. He rolled his neck back, allowing more room. I deeply kissed his neck, making sure to leave a mark on his neck. I slowly moved my way down to his chest as I looked up at him, he looked down at me, and eyes wanting what was planned.

I reached his pants and undid the button, as I left little kissed around his torso. I pulled down his zipper before removing his pants, kicking them to the floor. I kissed more of his torso before I placed my hands at either side of his waist. I sat up slightly and looked to him. He nodded his head as he watched me pull away his underwear. I looked down at him.

I bent down again, and began kissing around his torso one last time, before moving more down. I could feel him become more agitated the more I teased and I loved that. He moaned and looked down to me.

‘Please, Jack. Baby, you can’t do this any longer. I can’t wait any longer!’ He said as he grabbed onto my hair.

I smirked and went down, poking out my tongue and looking to him. When I reached the bottom of his rock hard cock, I licked it from bottom to top, before I began sucking on the tip. He moaned and tried to stop himself from thrusting into my mouth.

Without warning, I went down, sucking as I bobbed back up and down. Swirling my tongue around as Alex became a mess of moans. His hands wrapped in my hair slightly pushing me down.

‘So close, so clossss…’ Alex said, allowing me some warning to replace my mouth with my hand so I became to pump my hand up and down, but right after the change, Alex finished.

‘Jackk…’ Alex moaned as he finished and it went all over his stomach and my hand. I wiped my hand along the sheets knowing that the sheets will be washed tomorrow anyway. I lied down next to Alex who was still coming down from his high.

‘Did you enjoy that?’ I questioned as I got up onto my side and rested my head on my arm.

‘I really did. Ugh, you are really good at that.’ Alex replied, as he got up to clean himself off.

‘Yeah, well. I’ve had some practice in my time.’ I said making Alex laugh.

‘I am going to be so pathetic when I go down on you.’ Alex said, as he began to wipe the stuff off with a tissue.

‘It will come, and no rush lex. I can wait as long as you need.’ I said, as Alex placed on his underwear again and his pants.

‘Yeah well, I think I might need a shower before tea.’ Alex said as he laughed a little.

‘Good thinking 99.’ I said as he smirked at me.

‘Well, I’m going to do that. Thank you for that.’ He said, making his way over to the bed.

‘You’re welcome.’ I replied as I smiled up to him. He bent down and kissed my lips lusciously before he grabbed his towel and toiletries and began his way to the door.

‘Oh and babe, I’m sleeping with you tonight. I saw what you did with your hand. I’m not sleeping in that!’ Alex said before walking out the door. I laughed as I rested my head onto the pillow and stared up at the roof.

I think I’m falling in love with Alex…

Notes

Oh god. I am a terrible writer!
I hope it wasnt as bad as it is.
I hope you are all liking it so far, much more stuff to come!