There's A Ghost In This Room

I’m about to experience my very first breakup today.
I have to breakup with Ashlynn after knowing what she did to Bethany. I’m pissed that she would do those things to my best friend and believe me, I have no sympathy for her whatsoever.
But it still just sucks though. I mean, she is, or was my girlfriend. My first girlfriend. My first kiss, first time, first everything.
But I know now that it wasn’t even worth it. That it was all just a big mistake. I didn’t even love her, or at least I don’t think I did. Not yet, anyway.
I walked to my locker in the morning with no pep at all. I just felt exactly what I was, basically. Dead.
I feel so dead. No energy to get through this day at all. I’ve hurt Bethany and now I know that my girlfriend is a total bitch. So I really don’t see any reason to be happy at all.
“Leeexxxyyy!”
Shit, did it have to be first thing in the morning?
I turned around with the stature of a stone and allowed Ashlynn to wrap her arms around me without returning the embrace.
She pulled back and looked at me confused.
“Baby? A-are you okay?”
“Yeah not really.” I replied in a monotone, and no expression on my face at all.
“Well um…are you gonna tell me what’s wrong?” She crossed her arms and kept giving me a confused look.
“I’m not very happy with you Ash..”
She raised her skinny, shaped brows at me.
“Why not? What did I do?!”
Just as I opened my mouth to speak, the bell rang, saving us two hours of time.
“We’ll talk later.” I said, turning to walk to my class when I felt her stop me by grabbing my hand.
“Do I at least get a kiss?” She frowned, getting a bit worried now.
I simply shook my head and continued making my way to class.

When lunch finally rolled around, I could barely even make it into the cafeteria without Jenna running over to me and bombarding me with questions.
“Alex what is going on with you and Ashlynn?! What do you need to talk to her about? Is it bad? The rumors aren’t true you know!”
I stopped walking and looked at her suspiciously.
“What rumors?”
She started getting nervous.
“Um..uhh..you know.. The rumors. About Ashlynn hooking up with Zack..” She bit her lip and fiddled with her fingers.
“What?! Are you fucking kidding me?!”
“They aren’t true though, Alex! None of it’s true!”
She was lying. The rumors are true. This is fucking bullshit.
“Unbelievable!!” I started to get angry but I knew I needed to stay calm.
“Alex they aren’t-“
“Shut up okay?! Just shut up!!” I yelled at her, scaring her a bit.
She had hurt Bethany too. I had no inch of sympathy for her.
I quickly turned around and continued walking outside until I saw Ashlynn standing outside in the back courtyard.
I walked up to her and crossed my arms.
She mimicked my actions and bit her lip.
“So what did you want to talk to me about?”
“I wanna talk about how you’re full of shit.” I glared at her.
“W-what?! How?” She looked appalled.
“What did you do to Bethany?!”
“Um…who’s Bethany?”
“You know who, Ashlynn!!” She was really striking my nerves right now.
She rolled her eyes and sighed.
“What about her?”
“You’ve been making her life miserable this whole time and I had no idea!”
“I only give her what she deserves! She’s a nobody anyway, why do you even care?!”
“What she deserves?! She is the sweetest, funniest, most amazing person I know! Tell me why she would deserve that!” I didn’t realize there was a crowd forming around us, I was so angry.
“Why are you so worried about her? Maybe you should go be with her instead!” She screamed at me, getting angry as well.
“Yeah maybe that’s what I should’ve done, instead of choosing to be with someone as evil as you!”
She gasped in hurt and started speaking in a more softer tone.
“So what? You’re just gonna leave me because of her?”
I shook my head and chuckled darkly.
“No, I’m leaving you because not only are you a bitch, but you’re also a cheater.”
She widened her eyes in shock and shook her head quickly, reaching out to me.
“Alex no! I’m sorry I-“
“Save it.” I turned around and stormed through the crowd looking for Bethany.
There were way too many people and I kept searching until I felt someone grab my arm and turn me around.
I turned around confused and gasped in shock when I saw Zack cock his fist back before colliding it with my face.
Then all I saw was black.

Notes

Well...at least he broke up with her..
Dun dun dun.
Like Josh Dun.

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Title cred: Sometimes You're The Hammer, Sometimes You're The Nail- A Day To Remember