A Love Like War

I woke up, took a shower, changed into tight black ripped jeans, a Sleeping With Sirens tanktop, along with a black top and my heel black boots. I looked myself in the mirror and smiled. So far, my day started well. I went downstairs, into the kitchen and kissed my brother's cheek.
"Good Morning", I said.
"Hungry?"
"Not at all.."
"Mia, you know you need to eat.."
"I'm not hungry.."
"I'll make you eat, if that's the last thing I got to do", he said as placing the plate infront of me.
"I'm not hungry, Kellin"
"Mia, if you don't eat you're not going to Warped Tour"
I gasped, "You wouldn't! You said that if I kept my good grades I'll go!"
"Eat, then!"
"Fine!", I said as I eated my breakfast.
I wanted to go Warped so bad! All Time Low is going to perform and I don't want to miss it for nothing in this world, plus I'll get to see Pierce The Veil too. It's been a long time since the last time I saw the guys and I'm dying to see them. I've been spending time at the hospital because of my problems and I'm hoping to have some fun on summer. I finished my breakfast and placed the dish in the dishwasher. I grabbed my bag and phone and went to the living room.
"Finished?", my brother asked.
I nodded, "I am.."
"Well, time to go to school", he said as he grabbed his keys.
I wasn't in a hurry to go to school, but I wanted to go to the library to get a new book. Kellin pulled over, got out of the car, turned around and opened the door for me. Something else about my brother is that he's a total gentleman. I grabbed his hand and got out of the car. He kissed my cheek and hugged me.
"Call me if you need anything, okay?", he said.
I nodded, "I will"
"Don't get in trouble and don't let them get you down, okay? You're beautiful, Mia", he said as he kissed my forhead. "See you later, okay?"
I standed there and watched him leave. School can be hell, but either ways I need to graduate and go to college. I got through the doors and everyone turned to look at me. I know what they're thinking, they don't need to place it in words. I made it to my locker and got my books out. Then Abby and her clones came walking to me. She was my friend before and now that she's head cheerleader she'd been worst.
"Well, look..I'm glad you haven't commit suicide yet", she said.
"And why are you in school, when you can be locked up?", one of her clones said.
"You're right, Brittany..', Abby said as she took the word again.
"Don't you have something better to do, Abby?", I asked.
"Well, actually honey, I do..since you're a worthless piece of shit no one will ever want! Even Kellin hates you..I don't even know what he's doing in trying to help you, when he can make a life of his own", she said as she walked away, with her clones following behind.
Tears started to run down my cheeks and I runned to the girls' bathroom, and cried my eyeballs out. She's right, Kellin hates me...he has to be spending all his time in me, when he can be doing something else. He has to take care of me, because I'm practically unstable. I got out the bathroom and so the school. I runned out the gates and into the woods. I cried while sitting under a tree. I grabbed the knife I had in my bag and made two deep cuts in my wrist. I cutted deeper, and smiled when I saw the blood coming out. I started to feel dizzy and I suddenly blacked out.
~TIME LAPSE~
I woke up to an annoying beeping sound and crying, I blinked a few times until my gaze cleared up. I felt weak and dizzy. I looked to my right to see my brother with his hands in his face, sobbing...I did this to him, didn't I? I tried to move, but I barely could.
"K-Kellin..", I said with my voice fading away.
He looked at me with teary eyes and grabbed my hand, "Mia, what happened?"
"I'm sorry.."
"Don't you ever do something like that again!"
"I depend a lot on you, Kellin...I know you hate me, because right now you could be traveling the world if you want to..but instead you're here taking care of me.."
"Who told you that?"
"Abby..."
"Don't believe her! You know I love you, Mia and I'll do anything for you. All I want is that you get well.."
"I am, okay.."
"No, you're not! Honey, you almost die!"
"You'll be better if I was dead.."
"Don't say those kind of things! You know I'll die.."
"I'm so sorry", I said between tears.
He kissed my forehead, "It almost kills me, Mia"
"When I'll go back home?"
"Until the doctor says so"
"I'm sorry", I said.
He wrapped his arms around me, "You were doing good.."
"We both know, I wasn't..."
"I already had enough of Abby. You're going to be homeschooled"
"We all had enough of that bitch", Vic said as he got in.
"Vic!", I said extending my arms to him.
"Hey, little Quinn", he said as he hugged me.
"What are you doing here?", I asked.
"Kellin told me what happened and I came as fast as I could.."
"You came all the way from California for me?"
He nodded, "Yeah.."
I kissed his cheek, "I love you so much"
"And I love you too, princess.."
"Isn't there love for me left too?", Kellin asked.
I chuckled and kissed his cheek, "You know I love you too"
Vic got in bed with me and wrapped his arms around me, "I missed you so much"
"And I missed you too..when are you going back?"
"Well, I guess that soon...I left the guys alone and they have no idea of where I went"
"You have to be sick..", Kellin said.
"I wanted to see my little princess..and I'm not sick"
"I want to go home..I already hate hospitals", I said.
"What about if after you get out of here we go for ice cream?", Vic asked.
"I'll like that.."
The fact that Vic came all the way from San Diego for me, makes him the most sweetest and caring person I know..but to be honest, nothing beats Kellin. Kellin and Vic are like brothers, they love each other to death, they spend a lot of time together, and they both are always here for me even though I have Vic in the other side of the United States. After I told Abby everything about me, she started to treat me like that...I wish I could have someone to count on at school, but there's no way that's going to happen since I'm going to be homeschooled.

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