Want.

Jack sat down on the couch in the tour bus across from Alex and Lisa. Alex made him sick. How could he be so affectionate with her while he was screwing around?

It fucked with Jack. He didn't know what to make of his best friend anymore. Were they even friends anymore? Were they just friends with benefits now? He really hoped Alex still considered him his best friend. Jack would always consider Alex his.

Rian and Zack were playing the PS3 in the lounge. The rest of the crew was back there cheering them on. The driver drove on, ignoring the actions happening behind him.

"I'll leave you guys be," Jack said, getting up quickly and heading to his bunk. Zack and Rian had put his bags on the bunk. He unpacked his electronics and pictures.

Most of the pictures were of him and Alex. He hung them up on the wall of his bunk, putting one of him and Zack closest to him.

Jack knew Zack was bisexual. He had considered dating Zack before. His feelings for Alex held him back. After today though, he might just give up on his feelings for Alex.

He knew he couldn't go on doing this with Alex. Jack didn't want to toy with Lisa, nor did he want to hurt himself more than he already had.

He sighed, setting the rest of his bags on the floor. Crawling onto the bed, he wrapped himself in blankets, laying down. A few tears slipped from his eyes. He forced himself not to think about Alex after that.

Sitting up, Jack opened his laptop, checking twitter. All the fans were so excited and sweet. He smiled. A genuine smile. It must've been weeks since he had done that. The fans were amazing. He loved meeting as many as he could at every show.

Soon enough, he heard laughing and squeals coming closer to his bunk. Alex's bunk was below his. He heard Lisa and Alex crawl into his bunk together. He knew where this was leading. They better not.

Yet, they did. He heard them begin to play with each other. Images flowed through his mind. Alex biting her lip, kissing her neck, touching her, moaning into her. He couldn't take this. He had to leave.

He grabbed his laptop, jumping down from his bunk. He heard them get slightly startled from the noise. He could care less. Alex knew. He had to have known. He was such an ass.

Jack went into the lounge, sitting down next to Zack. Rian and Vinny were playing against each other on the PS3. Zack was reading a book, gently tapping his foot to an imaginary beat.

Jack laid his head on Zack's shoulder, Zack moving slightly to make it more comfortable. Jack went back to twitter, replying to fans and tweeting inappropriate things.

"Everything okay, Jack?" Zack asked, sympathy filling his eyes. Before Jack could answer, Alex and Lisa came into the lounge, having obvious sex hair and looking a bit exhausted.

Jack hated him.

Notes

Title Credit: The Calendar by Panic! At The Disco

Notes: I know it's really short but I needed a filler bc I'm slightly busy and didn't want to leave you guys with nothing I will hopefully update more within 2-3 days friends Ily ~Key.