Remembering Tuesday

*5 DAYS LATER*


There’s only 2 more weeks until the guys get back. I’m so excited. The weather ischanging, there’s white snowflakes falling from the sky, and powdered snow all over the ground. It looks so beautiful outside. The only thing that could make it better is being engulfed in Jack’s arms on the couch, watching home alone.


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“Hi Baby!!!” I say as I skype Jack.

“Hey!” He says smiling.

“How’s tour going?”

“Great actually, I’ve really missed the feeling of it. It’s such a rush. I love it. I really miss you though, you’re the only thing that could make all of this better.”

I blush, “Awe. I miss you too Jacky.”


*Alex walks across the room, naked.*

*I stare, wide-eyed*


“What?” Jack asked.

“A-Alex just…”



*Jack looks over to see Alex naked in the next room.*


“GASKARTH!” Jack yells.

“What dude?” Alex asks.

“I’M ON SKYPE WITH KYLIE.”

“Oh. Well shit,” he says while putting on a towel and walking back in, “like what you saw?’ Alex winks.

“DUDE” Jack yells.


*I cover my mouth so Jack doesn’t see me laughing.*


“I take that as a yes,” Alex says laughing, “Anyways, Hi Ky. How are you feeling.”

“Pretty good,” I laugh, “thanks for asking Lexi.”

“Yeah. I’d call you a girl name after seeing that too.” Jack laughs.

*Alex jumps on Jack.*

“Whoah, it’s getting pretty sexual over there with naked Alex, “ I laugh, “I’ll leave if you want to have your private time” I wink.

“No Ky, you can watch if you want.” Alex winks.

“OH MY GOD, NO, BOTH OF YOU.” Jack yells, pushing Alex off.

“Ahh, I love you guys.” I laugh.

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It’s been pretty hard being by myself, the thoughts keep coming back. I just really want to cut again but I know I can’t. I have to stay strong, for Jack, and for everyone else. It’s just getting harder and harder to resist. I just keep thinking.. just one. One. That’s all I need. I can’t, I just can’t though. I just need to wait a little bit longer and they’ll be here for me.


I think I’m gonna call Harmony tomorrow and have her come over. I did just see her boyfriend naked after all. Haha, that’ll give us something to talk about. I miss her. She was my best friend before anyone, I love my angel. She’s so perfect. I totally understand why Alex is in love with her. There’s no going wrong with her.

Notes

Hey guys!
Alex though c;
Haha.
How are you guys enjoying the story?

I hope you are all wonderful!
Love you!!
~Em