*THIS IS THE KYLIE’S MIND WHILE IN THE COMA*


“Kylie we have some talking to do!” Grandma screams at me walking out with grandpa.
“You are an inconsiderate little bitch. You’re a terrible granddaughter. You don’t appreciate your family even with all we do for you! At all! Why can’t you be like your cousins?! They’re perfect. You need to start acting like them or we don’t want you in our family. You’re not worth our love. Got that?”

I nod my head as my cousins stare at me.

I walk into the bathroom and shut the door.

“YOU’RE GOING TO BE IN SERIOUS TROUBLE IF YOU DON’T COME OUT OF THERE BY THE TIME YOUR MOTHER COMES BACK” Grandma yells, pounding on the door.

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“My toughness cones from fighting through life’s shit, yours is faker than you. You got everything. You always make your life seem shitty but it’s great. I wish I had your fucking life, but no I don’t. So fuck off. Stop being my friend. You’re an asshole. Fuck you.” Says my best friend.

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“Fuck you bitch. You’re a whore who looks like a rejected hairy fat monkey. You’re so annoying.” Says the class idiot.

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“Well she’s a fucking bitch, you don’t need a friend like her.” The teacher said to the girl that was bullying me.

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“He cheated on you with me. He never loved you. He just dated you to make me jealous” Said my best friend.

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“You’re a bitch go to hell.”

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“You should say goodbye to Kylie because you won’t be able to after I’m done with her on Tuesday.” My old best friend says to my new one.

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“You’re a terrible daughter and sister. You fucking suck you piece of shit. Clean your act up or you’re out.” Says my sister-in-law.

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“You’re a piece of shit. You’re filthy looking whore. Like or nahhh. Nahh.” My boyfriends best friend laughs to all of his friends.

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“I was only friends with you because I felt bad.” Says my best friend.

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“Your brother Tim is dead Kylie.”

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“The only person that ever loved you or will ever love you is gone.” They say to me.

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You’re a piece of shit that doesn’t even deserve to be alive anymore. You’ve done everything wrong. You’ve disappointed everyone that ever believe in you. You made everyone that ever loved you, hate you. You’re a fucking bitch that’s going to go hell one day. You need to get the fuck out of people’s lives because they don’t want to see your disgusting face anymore. I hate you.”

I say to myself.

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“Why are you apologizing for being beautiful.” He says to me.

“She’s fucking amazing” He says to everyone.

“Why wouldn’t anyone want to be with you, you’re perf” He laughs.

“You have the most beautiful eyes.”

“Treat her well.” He says to him, actually meaning it.

Echoing through my mind- “I was here for you from the beginning, before we even met, I gave you hope. I gave you the will to live. Even with knowing you, I continue, and cheer you on. I love you, but you will never love me back because you’re in love with my best friend. Who barley knows you. Why Kylie… Why Kylie.. Why.. Why are you doing this to me.. Why?..”

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His eyes shine in my unconscious mind. It knows something that I haven’t been able to realize yet. Alex isn’t the one I really love. Jack is. Jack Bassam Barakat.

Notes

Hey guys! How are you liking the fic?
This chapter was super personal, it was really hard to write but I thought it would be a good edition to know what Kylie has been through.

Anyways. I hope you guys are all wonderful!
I love you all!
~Em