Kiss and Sell

Alex was most definitely fucking someone, but he had no idea who nor did he care. He felt hands on his back and maybe even a dick inside himself as well. He didn't care. He was laughing -probably a little too hard -colors of the room swirling around him as he moved. He couldn't tell what was up and what was down, but he didn't care. He was happy with whatever was happening whether he knew if he really was having sex or not. He could feel pleasure coursing through his body -him screaming out and shivering at the feeling of whatever the fuck was happening to him -coming into whoever was below him, either that or a condom, he had no idea.

His words were complete gibberish -even he knew that -but he couldn't stop. He was laughing at himself, laughing at the hallucinations and colors, and laughing at, well, everything he could. It just made him so happy -all the colors and incoherent words -he just laughed.

But soon he was all tuckered out -falling asleep in between two warm bodies -and high slowly fading to a dull feeling in his chest. He hated the day after being on acid. It was always so depressing.

When he had slept fully and woke up he was spooning Ryan. Naked. Which wasn't all that surprising. He just kind of let it continue -snuggling into the younger boy and kissing his shoulder until he turned around and asked, "Do you remember what happened last night?"

"Yeah, I got high as a kite." Alex mumbled, "Felt good."

"No. After that."

"What?" Alex asked as he looked up.

"Alex, you let Brendon fucking brand you." Ryan said making Alex's eyes widen as he said, "What?"

Ryan sat up quickly and wrapped his arms around his knees, "Fuck, we both did..."

"What?" Alex repeated. It was all he could say. He didn't know what else to say. Ryan placed his face in his hands and Alex saw the bandage around his wrist. He looked down -seeing nothing on either of his and frantically asked, "Where's mine? Where did he put it?"

Ryan pointed to his calf and Alex looked down at his legs. He found the bandage on his outer left calf. He pulled his legs up -Ryan blushing as the sheets fell off his body and he looked down at his naked crotch -but Alex didn't care for his nakedness he was instead pulling the gauze from his leg slowly and looking down to see a red B burnt into his leg. It had pus, was probably getting infected, and all he could do was ask, "What did he do it with?"

"I-I can't remember. I... I don't think he's going to let us leave..." He whispered.

"He's not some serial killer, Ryan. He's... He's just sadistic, I don't know." Alex shook his head as he stood up -wincing at his leg burning.

"How is being sadistic any better?!" Ryan whimpered.

Alex looked down at him before asking, "What else did he make us do, Ryan?" Ryan had tears running down his face and shook his head making Alex sigh and ask, "Do you remember?"

Ryan nodded and Alex sat down on the mattress in front of him and reached out towards him. Ryan flinched -scooting away making Alex retract his hands and quietly and calmly ask, "What did he make me do?"

"H-he made you have sex with me." He whimpered quietly.

Alex could tell by how he was acting that Ryan had not wanted to have sex that night so he quickly said, "I'm so sorry, Ry. I was... I was so fucked up. I didn't even know what I was doing."

"I-I know... Its okay... Its just... I... I'm... I was a virgin." He whispered with a blush. Alex glanced around as he sighed a little and ran his fingers through his hair, "Why didn't you stop me?"

"I couldn't. All I could do was scream... I-I'm never taking that shit again. It... It was fucking creepy." Ryan whimpered as he threw the paper at Alex. Alex folded it up -glancing around as he did -and carefully placed it back in its bag and in his jeans pockets. He grabbed his clothes and put them on as he said, "Come on. We're leaving."

He waited for Ryan to scramble and put on all of his clothes before the two snuck out (but not really because Brendon was at work). It was freezing outside and Alex had more or less stole Danny's coat, but Ryan had nothing so he grabbed his little waist and pulled him into his side as they walked -Ryan hesitantly wrapping his arms around Alex's slim torso as well.

"Where do you live?"

Ryan blushed at the question, "Uh... N-next to... Jack Barakat."

"Really?" Alex smiled a little as Ryan nodded, "You like him, don't you?"

"Yeah." Ryan breathed, "A little..." He looked up at Alex and asked, "Do you?"

"Yeah, a little." Alex said softly, "But he wouldn't like a tramp like me." He shrugged, "You can have him."

Ryan's face lit up, "Really?"

"Sure. It's not like I own him." He said as he pulled Ryan closer when a gust of wind caused them both to shiver, "I'll even introduce you two if you want."

"N-no... I'll j-just mess it up." Ryan shook his head quickly, "I'll look dumb."

"No way, kid." Alex said, "Dude, you're adorably innocent. Jack'll love that." He nodded firmly before looking up to see them at Jack's very house, "Which one?"

Ryan pointed towards the left and Alex led him to it slowly. The boy had to knock on the door because he had lost his key making Alex chuckle slightly until his mother answered the door. He smiled at her as she looked down at Ryan who looked like a complete wreck.

"Where's your key?" She asked, "Who's this?"

"This is my friend, Alex. I lost my key at his house." Ryan said and Alex nodded quickly while adding, "We were cleaning so it probably fell out of his pocket in my room. We looked everywhere."

His mother nodded slowly before asking, "Would you like to come in?"

"Oh, no thank you. I'm actually about to head over to the Barakats." He pointed towards Jack's house with his thumb.

She nodded again and asked, "Do you know Joyce?"

"Yeah, her son's my best friend."

"Oh, its a shame what happen to that poor boy. I hope he's alright." She said softly making Alex's eyebrows draw together in confusion.

"What happened to him?" He asked.

She seemed surprised he didn't know after claiming being best friends, "You didn't hear?" She asked and before Alex could even shake his head she said, "He's in the hospital. Tripped down the stairs. Well, that's what I heard. I think he was pushed to be honest. I don't know about you, but their eldest is a little sketchy if you know what I mean." She said and all Alex could do was stare at her, "Anyways, I think they're home now, or at least, Joyce is. You should ask about him. She won’t tell me a word. Come back if you hear anything." She said and Alex nodded slowly.

Ryan must have known because he didn't seemed as surprised as Alex. All he mumbled was, "I'm sorry." As he entered the house with his mother and they closed the door.

Alex didn't know if he should even believe what Ryan's mother had said to him. He had no idea what he should believe. He looked over at the Barakat house and just stared at it for a moment. All he could think to do was start crying and he had absolutely enough of that.

He felt the tears coming nonetheless. What kind a friend was he? Not knowing Jack had been in the hospital. Obviously it was something serious seeing as Ryan's mom was hoping he'd be okay. Obviously it was something terminal. He tripped down the fucking stairs. Of course it was horrible. He probably broke open his skull and all his brains fell out.

Alex whimpered at the thought -though it sounding comical it most certainly wasn't to Alex. He stumbled towards the Barakat house -whining and whimpering and holding a hand over his mouth to keep them back until he reached their door and knocked hesitantly.

Notes

Sorry we take so long you guuuuys. Golly, we are horrible at updating xD. We try so so hard, I swear, but its hard to get on task when you have so much to do and also when you get together you talk more about Kawaii Is What We Aim For and changing words out of band names into nipple than you actually taking things seriously and working xD. This is our friendship okay xD.

Anywayyyys the next chapter comes the time we all know how Jack is doing....

And then Jack dies. The end \o/. We'll post Jack's death and his funeral whenev-

IM JUST FUCKING KIDDING WE WOULD NEVER END THIS LIKE THAT THEY HAVE TO HAVE SOME HAPPY MOMENTS RIGHT OMFG THAT WOULD BE HORRIBLE.

but then again it'd be perfect too....

I guess you guys will see what happens in the next few chapters, eh? >:3 Mwahahahaha.