Kiss Me Again

My name is Taylor Gaskarth.
I'm 24 years old.
I've been married to the most sweetest, talented, and most sexiest man, for a little over two years now. That makes it seven whole years that me and Alex have been together, and I couldn't be happier.
Wow. It's really been that long.
I was currently standing on our balcony, leaning against the railing, and reminiscing while looking out into the scenery. We resided into a really beautiful home in New York; I missed it down here, and it's also not too far from Baltimore, where Rian and Zack continue to live with their fiancées.
Jack and Hayley decided to move to New York with us; after all, they are our best friends. I couldn't imagine living that far away from them.
Living here has been really great! Our lives in general, have been great! The guys got discovered and signed, early on. We've traveled all over the world, and I've gone places where I've always wanted to go, and tried things I'd never tried. It's really just an incredible experience, being on tour. Especially being surrounded by all of your friends, and fans, even.
I've got fans of my own. Aside from being All Time Low’s lead singer’s wife, my own singing career has taken off, with the band. I've recorded a few songs with All Time Low, including that song, Kiss Me Again. It was the one that Alex and I performed for a music project back in high school.
Other than that, they allow both Hayley and I to perform at their concerts sometimes, just for the thrill of it. Cassadee has a band of her own, and Avril is a really popular singer. They're all really talented.
Ah…there are so many unforgettable tour memories..
One of them being when we were having a day off, in Paris; that one being one of my favorites.
I remember how Alex insisted that we go out on a date; we went sightseeing through the different shops and museums. We took a ton of pictures everywhere we went, then joked around about how we were being “such tourists.” But, that wasn't even the best part of the date! The best part was when he took me out to dinner, and we laughed and chatted over a bottle of champagne. Then, he started getting all nervous, and then began telling me all of this cute and sappy stuff about how I'm “the most beautiful girl he's ever laid eyes on,” and about how he “could never dream of spending the rest of his life with anyone else but me.”
Then, the craziest thing ever, happened!
There was a guy playing on the grand piano near our table, and Alex turned around and winked at him. The guy nodded his head, and I was really confused, until the guy started playing a tune I recognized as, A Daydream Away.
That song was one of my favorite songs he's ever written, and he knew that. I was dumbfounded, and I turned back to look at Alex, only to see him getting down on one knee, right in front of me.
He had a beautiful, shiny diamond ring, sitting perfectly inside of the small box he held in his hand. When Alex asked me to marry him, I only remember squealing and crying, before repeating the word “yes” over and over again, as he slipped the ring onto my finger. He grinned widely at me, and got up; arms open wide for me to excitedly jump into and have him spin me around, before attaching his lips to mine, in a breathtaking kiss.
I could remember that day so vividly, as I began fiddling with the heart-shaped locket around my neck; getting lost in the memory.
I was snapped out of the memory, though, when I noticed that it was starting to rain. I went back inside, and walked into our gorgeous bedroom; with posters, tour pictures, and some fantastic fan art mounted on the walls. I sat down on the bed, and leaned against the pillows.
That fond memory leading to another, I began to think about my most favorite memory; our wedding.
It was absolutely BEAUTIFUL. It took place on a private beach in Riviera Maya, Mexico. All of our friends and family were there. Even Alex’s step-brother Derek, and even Ms. Taverns, (as promised.)
Hayley was my Maid of Honor, and Jack was the Best Man. (Jack also tells a hell of a toast, when he's already drunk.)
I laughed at the memory, and then remembered our wedding vows. I remember them word for word.
I remember how cute Alex looked, with his perfectly styled blonde hair, and his cute little bow tie on his tux. I remember how his cheeks blushed red, when he cleared his throat before saying those special words that I will never ever forget.
“Tay…baby, where do I begin? You're my favorite person..you are the best part of my day, everyday. There's not a second that I do not love when I'm with you. I just wanna hold you in my arms for all eternity, just to make sure that you can never leave me..heck, I'm really not sure why you haven't yet, but… I love you. I just want you to know, that you are my everything, and I love you so bad, it hurts. If I ever lost you, my world would just crumble apart. And if you ever feel like you're crumbling apart, I promise I will try my best to fix you back together. I love you.”
I couldn't stop smiling at the man I loved so much. Tears were flooding down my cheeks, and it was the same for him. He had already started tearing up when I was walking down the aisle.
It was my turn to say my vows, and I somehow managed to start speaking; fighting against my nerves that were bubbling up inside me.
“Alex, you're such an amazing person. You're caring, you're funny, and you're always there for me, no matter the situation. You make me smile. And I always feel like I'm somebody when I'm with you. You've done your best to treat me like I'm the most important person in the world, even though I am not. And you continue to work every single day, to make me feel like I am beautiful, and I'm slowly beginning to believe it, now. You've helped me become a better, and more stronger person, and before I met you, I had never felt like I was truly beautiful. But you make me beautiful, Alex. Together, we are beautiful. What we have, is beautiful. And I just want to hold on to that, forever. I love you so much!”
We were both smiling and crying idiots, as we confidently said our “I do”s, before crashing our lips together when we were finally allowed to. The kiss was so perfect and passionate, and full of nothing but love and joy.
It was the most perfect moment of my entire life.
But, I'm sure I'll have a lot more perfect moments, with this little one on the way.
That's right, I'm pregnant with my very first baby! Well, aside from our dogs, Peyton and Sebastian, who are like my babies.
I'm six months along now, and we found out that it's going to be a baby girl. I'm going to have a little girl, and I am so excited!! She wasn't planned, but we're still really happy and stoked about it!
They were a few more dates away from finishing their A Love Like tour, when I found out. I had decided to stay here during that tour, so I had to call Alex to tell him the news. He started freaking out with both anxiety and happiness at the same time. He insisted that he end tour early, to come and be here for me, but I told them that I'd be fine and that they should finish it.
When he came back, though, he kissed me and hugged me and told me that he's going to always be here for us, and that he isn't leaving my side.
Because of that, the band has taken a break from doing anything. They've decided to start recording again after the baby is born. I've gotten all sorts of support from our friends and family, even the fans. They send us a bunch of baby stuff all the time.
Pregnancy is quite a beautiful thing to me, when I'm not cramping up or puking my guts out. Though, when I do have those complications, Alex is always there to give me massages, and cuddle with me, and even give me breakfast in bed. I couldn't ask for a better husband.
My only problem is, though, that I'm this far along, and I still can't come up with a name. I want it to be something cute, and something that also has some kind of unique meaning to me and Alex. We're both stumped, when it comes to that.
I remember one day when Alex was out picking up some vitamins for me, but Jack was here to keep me company, in case I got sick or something. We sat on the couch, brainstorming up some names.
“What about…Stella? Maria, maybe??” I suggested the random names that came to my head.
“Uh..you're really saying the names of our alcohol and stripper inspired songs for your baby right now?” Jack gave me a weird look, that earned a smack in the arm from me.
“Shut the fuck up, Jack! They're still pretty names! Who cares if they're in your fucking songs?”
“Whoa! Chill out, woman! I was kidding!” Jack held up his hands in surrender to my irrational pregnancy mood swings.
I rolled my eyes, and sighed down at my baby bump.
“I still don't know what this little baby's name should be!”
“Well, I still think you should name it Jack.” Jack shrugged, putting his feet up and laying down next to me on the couch, as I was sitting upright.
“Jack, it's a girl..” I shot him a look, that he simply shrugged to.
“I think all girls should be named Jack. Don't discriminate, Taylor.” He joked.
I rolled my eyes, but couldn't help but laugh a little, at that one.
Suddenly, that little flashback gave me the greatest idea for a name!
Remind me to thank Jack later…
My face stretched out into a smile, as the bathroom door in our bedroom opened, and Alex walked out of it, sporting a towel wrapped around his waist. He had just gotten out of the shower; he takes pretty long ones, by the way.
“Well someone looks really happy to see me!” Alex chuckled, as he walked over to the bed.
He crawled over to me, and planted a gentle kiss on my ever-growing belly, before leaning up and placing his soft lips on mine.
I pulled away from the kiss after a moment, and began grinning at him again.
“Hello, Mrs. Gaskarth.” He smirked.
“Hey, Mr. Gaskarth.” I leaned in and gave him an extra peck on the lips.
“Whatcha smilin’ so hard about, cutie?” He smirked, and stroked my cheek with his thumb.
“I just came up with a name!” I squealed with excitement.
“First? Middle?” He asked, raising his eyebrows.
“Both!”
“Okay, sweet! Shoot!” He grinned.
“Okay. So how about… Jackie Lexington?” I slowly suggested, nervous that he wouldn't like it.
His smile got even bigger.
“Jackie Lexington Gaskarth. I like the sound of that. It's got a royal ring to it. Good job, Queen Taylor.” He said with a cute English accent, and kissed me on the forehead.
I felt so relieved and ecstatic at the same time.
“You really like it, King Alexander?” I grinned, placing my arms around his neck.
“I love it. Jackie and Tay. My two beautiful girls. I love you both.” He placed his hand on my stomach, and leaned in to kiss me.
My body erupted with so many happy, bubbly feelings. In that moment I just couldn't be happier.
And right on que, the dogs came scurrying in, obviously awakened from their nap.
They jumped onto the bed, and interrupted our kiss, by climbing into our laps and licking our faces.
“Aw, they want some love, too!” Alex laughed, scratching Peyton’s head as he gave him kisses.
I rubbed Sebastian’s tummy, as he laid down in my lap like a good doggy. He knew to be gentle and calm around me, since I was pregnant.
I smiled down at the dog, then smiled over at Alex, who was now laying down with Peyton on his stomach.
Okay, I take that back. NOW, I couldn't be happier.
We're all gonna be one happy little family. Just me, Alex, Jackie, Peyton, and Sebastian. Everything is absolutely perfect, and nothing could ever make me smile bigger.
This is our beautiful life together.
And I'm loving every single second of it.

Notes

Welp, it's over :s
This chapter was really really fun to write.
Just like this whole fic was so so so sooo much fun to write for you guys!
I'm gonna miss it so much, holy shit, oh my gosh :'(
But, come read my new fic:
http://www.alltimelowfanfiction.com/Story/57707/Theres-A-Ghost-In-This-Room/

And here goes my little speech:
Wow, this was my very first fan fic ever, and I really didn't think that it would be all that good, but you guys seemed to have liked it, so I must have done something right x) Thank you all for reading, and for leaving me all of your sweet (and sometimes angry) comments, and for voting, and subscribing, and all that jazz. It really means a lot to me! <3
And wow I made it look so perfect for a sequel, even though I won't even be writing one.
Tbh I kind of want to now, but I can't write more than one fic at a time, and plus I wouldn't even know what the heck to do and it would end up being really crappy and I don't want that so I'll just leave it for you all to imagine :)

MY AUTHOR'S NOTE IS GETTING LONGER AND LONGER BUT I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YET.

I'M NOT READY FOR THIS.

ILY TOO MUCH.

MY HEART. IT HURTS.

PLEASE DON'T GO.

III DON'T WANNA SAY GOODNIIIGHT, THE WEBSITE COMES ALIVE WHEN WE'RE TOGETHER, WHY CAN'T THIS FIC LAST FOREVER?

okay sorry.
I'll go now.

Well, I guess this is goodbye <333



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