*Alex*
I sat in homeroom, feeling super anxious. I really wanted to see Tay, but then again, I didn't. I just felt all of this guilt build up inside me from what took place in the hallway, just twenty minutes ago, with Lisa.
Maybe I didn't kiss her back, but she still kissed me. What if Tay were to find out about it? What if she didn't believe me? I'd lose her over some dumb Lisa shit. I can't risk it. But that doesn't mean I don't feel bad about it, still.
I sat there, dwelling on the situation for another five minutes, until I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I checked it to see that it was a text from Jack. Maybe to ask where I was this morning?

Jack- Uh, Alex? We need to talk.

Well that's weird...

Me- Talk? Bout what?
Jack- Meet me after class at my locker.
Me- Uh..okaaay??

He didn't respond after that, which left me suspicious and confused for the next few minutes, till the bell rang.
I left the classroom, and walked down the hall, to see Jack at his locker.
"Uh..hey, man...what'd you wanna talk to me abou-"
Jack cut me off, glaring at me.
"You, my friend, are a dumbass."
"Pardon?" I furrowed my brows in confusion, and also taking offense a little bit.
"Oh, you know what I'm talking about!" Jack snapped.
"You sucked face with Lisa, behind Tay's back! Dude, I didn't think you'd ever be the cheating type..."
Shit. If Jack knows, there's a good chance that she knows, too.
"Cheating type? What! No! She came on to me! I wouldn't 'suck face' with her, if you paid me!!" I scrunched my face up in disgust.
"Well...I believe you. But Tay might not.."
"Wait..Tay knows??"
"She's got homeroom with Hayley.."
Hayley.
Dammit, Hayley!!
"Shit! I gotta go, man! Catch ya later!" I started making my way to my next class, as I heard him yell to me, a "good luck!!"
I'm sure gonna need it.

At the end of my next class, I went straight to algebra; too worried to stop at Tay's classroom and walk with her.
About three minutes later, she dragged her feet into the classroom, her face all red and blotchy.
She slowly took her seat next to me, and stared down at her hands, taking shaky breaths.
"Tay..a-are you..okay?" I asked her, cautiously.
She turned to me, giving me a cold glare.
"Hey, Alex. How was homeroom? Study much?"

*Tay*
It has officially been the worst morning of all time. I am not happy at all.
But then again, how can you be, after you walk into homeroom to find out from your best friend, that your boyfriend cheated on you just a few minutes ago with the school slut?
I absolutely couldn't believe it at first, but Hayley swore to God that she saw them making out around a corner in the hall.
And then, after homeroom, there was no sign of Alex. No waiting for me after class, no hug, no kiss, nothing.
I guess that's proof.
Alex cheated on me with Lisa while I was gone.
My eyes began to fill up with tears, and I had to excuse myself from English to run to the bathroom and sob my heart out.
I feel so stupid and worthless. But most of all, I feel betrayed and hurt.
How could Alex do this to me?
What the fuck!?!
I was just upset and angry at the same time. I tried to calm down the best I could, knowing I'd have to return to class soon, but it was hard to do.
I knew from the start, that Alex was too good to be true. I knew he would probably hurt me. They always do. I feel deep regret for once again, putting myself in this position. But this hurt even more than any other breakup I've had.
This was Alex.
I eventually forced myself to stop crying, when I realized that the bell had rung.
Great. This makes my day SO much better.
I picked up my stuff from English, and slowly walked to algebra, definitely not excited to see Alex right then. And the fact that I sat right next to him, made it even worse.
I sat down, and stared at my hands. I knew that if he spoke to me, I would snap. And he seemed to know it too, because he hesitantly asked me if I was okay, with unease.
I turned to him, and gave him a sickly grin.
"Hey, Alex. How was homeroom? Study much?"
His eyes widened, and he became lost for words.
"Tay..I-I.."
"Save it." I turned my attention to the front, as the bell rang.
I was taking notes from the equations on the board, when a piece of paper landed on my desk.
Tay, I didn't do anything, I swear!! :(
I turned to scowl at him, before crumpling up the paper and flicking it off of my desk.
I continued writing my notes, when another one landed on my desk.
Tay, please believe me, I didn't kiss-
I couldn't finish reading it, because the teacher had taken the little piece of paper out of my reach.
"Who is this from?" She raised her eyebrow at me.
I quickly pointed to Alex, and rolled my eyes out of annoyance.
"He's distracting me."
She turned to a dumbfounded-looking Alex, and narrowed her eyes at him.
"We are supposed to be taking notes, not passing them, Mr. Gaskarth. As shocking as it is to say it, but you, Alex, have earned your very first lunch detention."
I gasped.
Alex never gets in trouble.
He's gonna beat himself up for this.
I feel so fucking bad..
Wait, no. No I don't.
He hurt me, remember??
"Y-yes ma'am.." Alex choked, staring down at his now trembling hands.
I knew he felt bad, but I felt even worse.

I avoided him for the rest of the day, ignoring every call of my name.
I quickly got into my car, and drove off to Alex's, wanting to just hurry up and pack my things before he gets here. I don't wanna hear his excuses, I don't wanna see his face, I just don't want to speak to him, ever again.
When I arrived at the house, I failed at proceeding with my plan. I broke down in the car against the steering wheel. I sobbed, thinking about how stupid I am, and how much I'm going to miss him, and how our relationship was all just a fucking lie!!
I felt my phone vibrate beside me. I picked it up, to see a text from Alex.

Alex- Tay, baby, are u at home?? Please wait there, I'm on my way. I need to talk to you, please don't leave, I have some explaining to do. PROMISE ME YOU WON'T LEAVE!!

He sounded desperate, and it broke my heart, but I couldn't give in to his bullshit.

Me- Better hurry up then. Once I finish packing, I'm gone.
Alex- No, please don't go :(

I sighed, and got out of my car, then entered the house that I wasn't going to step foot in, ever again.
I went up the stairs, and into his room. I opened the closet door, and got out my suitcase, then started taking my shirts off the hangers. I really didn't wanna do this, but I had no choice.
Once I packed all of my shirts into the suitcase, I heard the front door slam open, and quick, but loud footsteps, running up the stairs.
"TAY! STOP!!" Alex was out of breath, as he ran up to me.
He turned around to the suitcase on the bed, and began tossing all my tops out of it, and back into the closet.
"Um, Alex! What the FUCK are you doing?!"
"You're not leaving me!" He exclaimed, placing the now empty suitcase back into the closet.
"And why the fuck shouldn't I, Alex?? You cheated on me, with Lisa!!" I yelled at him, feeling outraged.
"No I didn't, Tay! Nothing even happened!" He argued.
"Um, yes it did! She kissed you, didn't she?!"
"Well..yeah, but..I didn't kiss her back!"
I huffed and crossed my arms.
"I bet you weren't even gonna tell me about it.." I muttered, feeling tears sting my eyes.
He physically deflated.
"Tay..I'm so sorry. But I'm gonna be honest and tell you, no. No I wasn't planning on telling you...but only because it meant absolutely nothing!!"
The tears threatened to spill.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, ALEX?? I TRUSTED YOU! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS AFTER YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME-"
"Wait, what?" He frowned in confusion.
"That night..y-you said th-that you loved me.."
"You heard that??" His eyes widened in shock, and his cheeks turned bright red.
Usually, I'd think it was cute, but right now..I want to rip his hair out of his skull.
"Yeah, I did." I gave him a cold glare.
He sighed, and stepped closer to me.
"Tay..please don't think for a second that I would ever try to hurt you. You know I wouldn't."
"Alex, I honestly don't know if anything you say is true anymore.."
"Please, trust me. You have to believe me, Tay. She kissed me! I would never ever wanna kiss any other girl but you." He wiped the fallen tears off of my cheeks with his thumbs.
"Alex, I really really wanna believe you.."
"Then believe me. I'm telling you the truth..please don't let her get in-between us. I need you, please don't go. Please please please." His big brown eyes read of sadness and honesty, as he pleaded.
He took my hands in his, and interlocked our fingers together. I let him.
"I only want you, Tay..you're the only one for me.." He whispered, then leaned in and gave me a peck on the lips. I let him.
Then, he gave me another kiss. Then another. Then he gave me a much longer, more passionate kiss. I kissed him back, hard. I needed to get rid of all the stress I had felt all day.
I wanted him, bad.
I needed him.
Our lips moved faster and hungrier against the other, and our tongues were practically at war with one another.
I tangled my fingers through his hair, causing a low moan to escape his throat. He slid his hands down from my back, and squeezed my ass, firmly. I guess he wanted me, too.
We broke apart, and wasted no time stripping off all of our clothes.
"Tay, baby, you're so hot.." He breathed, his eyes trailing up and down my naked body.
"Not too bad yourself, Mr. Gaskarth." I smirked, tracing my fingers along his abs, then down further until I was groping his almost fully-hard cock in my hand.
"Shit..fuck!" He groaned as I got down on my knees, and began to stroke him faster.
I soon took all of him into my mouth without warning, till I felt his tip hit the back of my throat. I began deepthroating him, luckily without gagging, using his lust-filled groans as motivation.
"Tay..oh shit, that's good!" He repeatedly brushed my hair out of my face with his fingers, then after a while, he grabbed ahold of my hair, and slowly pulled my mouth off of his dick, then stood me up.
"It's your turn..you deserve it." His voice was deep and sexy, as he picked me up, and placed me on the bed.
He nipped at my neck with his lips and teeth, while pinching my nipples with his fingers. A moan escaped my lips, as he sucked on my sweet spot, and grounded down on me at the same time.
"A-Alex..please, baby.." I breathed, as he made another bruise.
He detached his lips from my neck, and placed them sloppily on mine, before moving down to lick my clit with his tongue, massaging it in a slow, circular motion.
"Alex!! Oh shit! Oh my god, baby yes!" I moaned as he licked me all over, occasionally sucking with his lips.
Then, I felt him insert his tongue into me, and bobbed his head a little, tongue-fucking me.
"Goddammit, Alex!!! I'm..I'm cl- mmm.."
I guess he understood what I was trying to say, because he removed his tongue, and leaned back up to whisper in my ear.
"You want me, baby..don't you?"
"Yes! Alex, yes, please baby!" I begged, as he nibbled on my earlobe.
"Can I fuck you, baby?" He teased, sucking on my neck.
"Yes.. Please just fuck me, Alex!!" I was growing impatient, and feeling naughty at the same time.
He reached over to his bedside drawer, and pulled out a condom, which he wasted no time opening.
I took the condom from him, and rolled it onto his hard, pre-cum dripping cock for him.
He groaned, then hovered back over me, and inserted his tip into me.
I let out a long moan, as he completely pushed into me, then pulled out a bit, then pushed back in a bit harder.
"Aleeexx, go faster, please baby! Unh..fuck!!"
He obeyed my commands, and thrusted into me harder and faster.
"You like that, baby? Shit!" Alex growled into my ear, turning me on even more, if possible.
The head of the bed rocked against the wall in time with each thrust, and my moans got louder and louder, the closer I got.
"UNH...BABY, SO CLOSE! MMMM!" I uncontrollably moaned, digging my short nails into long streaks down his back.
"Me- shit...too!"
He fucked me harder and quicker, until his thrusts went sloppy, and he shot into the condom, letting out a long moan.
I came soon after, shaking and moaning his name.
"AlexAlexAlex-ALEEEXX!!"
We rode out our highs, before he pulled out of me, and discarded the condom. He collapsed next to me on the bed, and I snuggled up to him, watching the way his chest rose and fell as he panted.
"That was.."
"So good."
I nodded in agreement, as we caught our breaths.
We laid there for a moment, facing each other. He traced my lips with his thumb, causing me to smile at his cuteness.
"I meant it, ya know." He said, now stroking my cheek.
I gave him a puzzled look in response.
"That night. When I said I loved you..I meant it."
I just stared at him. I didn't know what to say. I know that there is a part of me that loves him back, but I'm just not ready to throw the love card just yet. After all the breakups I've suffered through where I actually fell in love, it's really hard to just admit those feelings right now.
It was as if he'd read my mind, because he kissed my forehead, and gave me a reassuring smile.
"Don't worry, it's okay if you aren't ready to say it back. I can wait." He kissed my nose, making me die inside from his cuteness.
"Alex..I don't want you to think there's something wrong, or that I don't trust you, I just-"
"Yeah, it's hard, I know. I just figured that after this whole situation we had today, that I make it clear to you that I would never try to hurt you, Tay. I wouldn't, because I'm in love with you. I hope you forgive me for what happened earlier, though."
I smiled at him, admiring this boy even more than I ever have before.
"Yes I do, forgive you. You're so sweet, Alex."
"Well only for the sweetest girl on the planet!" He chuckled, then leaned in to kiss me.
I smiled into the kiss, knowing that it was a kiss of love.
I am one lucky girl.

Notes

False alarm! I decided not to destroy the Taylex today..haha! xP
And the Alex POV part was supposed to be included in the last chapter, but I was really busy yesterday, and just wanted to update and yeah that's why it was so short :/

I'm sorry if this chapter is shitty, but I'm feeling pretty shitty myself. My cat died, and I'm really bummed about it. But writing takes my mind off things when I'm sad, so hey. Here ya go.

I really need to know your opinions on this chapter, so please comment. Ilysm <3
Thanks! :)

Title cred: Damned If I Do Ya, Damned If I Don't- All Time Low