But my heart will stay with you

That little kiss you stole
It held my heart and soul
And like a ghost in the silence I disappear
Don't try to fight the storm
You'll tumble overboard
Tides will bring me back to you




“I guess he can.” Jack smiled as he pressed his lips onto the older boy’s own.

“Mmm, you feel so good.” The brunette moaned rutting his hips up to meet Jack’s.

“You’re beautiful Alex.” Jack pushed the brunette’s hair out of his face. Revealing the blush on his cheeks.

As they kissed, Jack pondered on what exactly they were. They’d been living together for a little while and well they kissed and made out a lot. Their coupledom was still unknown to the younger boy and this kind of put him on edge. He was scared of commitment thanks to his previous relationship. He didn’t know if he was ready for another relationship. Yet, Alex was such a nice and tender person to him. Ever since Jack met the brunette, he’d always felt like he could trust him. Also the fact that he saved him from taking his own life. Alex was a person who always wanted to be on Jack’s side, supporting him. Always agreeing to what Jack said or wanted to do.

“Jacky…” Alex moaned softly into the younger boy’s ear.

“Yes baby?” He said, looking deep into the brunette’s eyes.

“Ma-make me yours.” Alex whispered seductively.

“Are you sure you want to do this Alex?” He kissed the older boy’s cheek.

“Y-yes, please.” Alex gasped. “I’ve never done it with a man before, but I’m willing to do it for you.”

“Alex…” Jack eyes lit up as Alex looked back into them.

“Take me to your room Jacky,” The brunette kissed the dark haired boy.

Jack stood up and helped Alex up. He picked the older yet shorter man up as he wrapped his legs around Jack’s waist. The younger boy grabbed onto Alex’s thighs as they made out for a second in that position. Tongues colliding, until Jack finally took dominance over the passionate kiss. The younger man tried his best to walk to his room and not fall over as the brunette clung to him, attacking his neck with sucks and bites. Once they’d arrived to Jack’s room, the younger man pushed Alex against the door. Closing it as he aggressively kissed him. Alex slowly moved up and down in Jack’s grasp. Rubbing their hardening dicks together. Eliciting those delicious moans from Jack’s mouth, those that Alex was hoping more. Jack walked them over to the bed. The brunette moaned when he felt Jack’s hands firmly grasp his ass. He laid Alex down on the bed and marveled over the beautiful display before him.

Alex was laying down, with his shirt ridding up just a little to reveal his naval. His swollen red lips and burning cheeks was a beautiful sight for the younger man. The brunette was biting his lips and slowly lifting his shirt. Revealing his flat stomach to the younger man.

“Help me Jacky, I can’t take it off by myself.” He said in the sweetest, yet most seductive voice he could muster. The younger man approached him as Alex sat up. Jack took the tip of Alex’s shirt and helped him remove the cloth off of his body. Jack rubbed his bare chest as he kissed him once again. Rubbing his palm over the sensitive skin of his nipples, then pinching them slightly. Feeling that they had been perking up for quite a while.

Alex played with Jack’s shirt. Pulling it up then down as they made out. Making the cutest yet sexiest noises the younger boy had ever heard. Jack pulled away and removed his shirt. The older man pouted, well because he’d wanted to remove it. The dark haired man wasted no time in laying on top of Alex. Pushing their crotches together causing the friction they’d boy lusted for.

“Take my fucking pants off.” Alex moaned on Jack’s lips.

“Mmm, someone’s a bit impatient.” Jack giggled as he worked on the button and zipper of the boy’s tight denim.

“Fuck Jack, you’re so hot.” The brunette sighed as he watched the younger man pull his pants off completely. Then standing up to work on his own.

Alex sat up and crawled towards the edge of the bed where Jack stood. Causing the younger boy to stop what he was doing and watch as the boy swayed his shoulders and hips towards him. Jack couldn’t help but moan at just the thought of fucking the man who was crawling towards him. Alex kneeled and undid the rest of Jack’s pants and helped push them off of his body.

“Wanna suck you cock.” Alex moaned as he played with the waist band of Jack’s boxers. Slowly getting off the bed and kneeling in front of the younger. Jack smirked when Alex happily giggled, looking up at the younger boy with the cutest smile and closed eyes.

“Well?” Jack laughed when Alex just kneeled there looking adorably innocent.

“Well what?” Alex dipped his head to the left. Trying to look clueless.

“You said you wanted to-“ Jack bit his lip. A bit embarrassed to speak dirtily to Alex. “Don’t tease Gaskarth.”

“Mmm, Jacky. Ask for it." Alex bit his lip, winking at the boy standing in front of him. With an overly obvious bulge in his boxers. Begging for some much needed attention.

“Alex I want you to-“ Jack bit his lip. A bit frustrated when Alex just smiled gingerly. He obviously had a hard on himself. How could he just play it off and tease Jack. The brunette’s eyes were still closed, so Jack took advantage of the situation to pull his dick out, not giving a damn at this point and just teasing the tip on Alex’s swollen lips. The older boy’s eyes widen. Watching they younger man smirk as he rubbed his leaking dick on his closed mouth.

“I’m not asking for it baby. I think you forgot who’s in charge here. Now instead of smiling like an asshole, put those pretty lips to use.”

Fucking hell, that was hot.

The brunette thought. Just the reaction Alex wanted, hell it was better than he expected.. Yes, it was sweet the way Jack talked to him. But Alex was a dirty talker and he loved being talked dirty to. So without saying a thing or wasting any time. He opened his mouth obediently, looking up into Jack’s eyes and slowly sucked the tip of Jack’s length. The younger boy bit his lip. The released a desperate whine when the brunette worked slowly on his dick. Yet, he tried his best to be patient. He didn’t want to rush into things. They did have Vic waiting for them, but damn he loved the view of the brunette’s swollen lips wrapped around his cock.

Alex took inch by inch, trying his best to not gag. When he realized the tip of Jack’s dick brushed up on the back of his throat he tried to swallow somewhat. Thankfully, he was lacking the reflex he thought he had and slowly slid his mouth off of Jack. Still making eye contact with the younger boy.

“Shit Alex,” Jack moaned. Making the brunette want to smile, but he couldn’t cause his mouth was a little too busy at the moment. He started to bob his head. Moaning with Jack. Earning pleased noises from the younger boy. He swirled his tongue then used his hand to pump the other half of Jack’s wet dick. He pulled his mouth off and kitten licked the slit. Watching Jack’s own mouth form a naughty O shape.

“You like sucking my dick don’t you?” Jack gasped. Alex only moaned in response for he took Jack back into his mouth. The younger man grasped onto the older boy’s hair. Guiding his head on Jack’s hard dick.

“Alex you should st-stop.” Jack closed his eyes tight. Trying his best not to come. Alex only continued to work on the younger boy’s length. Ignoring the pleas he was making. The pleasure of the brunette’s mouth was too much for Jack to bare. He shot ribbons of white mess into Alex mouth, who happily swallowed all of it. Licking the substance off of his lips then pouting them out satisfied with his work.

Jack laid down on the bed, panting and trying to calm from his high. As Alex got back on the bed. Still hard and hoping to get Jack hard again. The dirty blow job wasn’t really what the brunette wanted. Yes he enjoyed it, but now he wanted to really have sex with Jack. Be in his warm embrace passionately. Alex could become a horny sex freak to a passionate lover within seconds he’s realized. He rested on Jack’s chest that was heavily moving up and down. He moved his hands over the bare skin repeatedly. Until he reached Jack’s naval. Playing his finger there over and over.

“Jack.” Alex moaned into the younger boy’s ear. “I still want to become yours.”

The younger boy turned and kissed the older boy. Tasting himself through the hot and heavy kiss. Jack was trying his best to get turned back on again. But he’d just became soft. It was bit difficult, but it only took Alex to grind on him a few times and whisper naughty nothings into the younger boy’s ear to get him hard again.

“Fuck me Jacky.”

With that, Jack reached for his night stand. Grabbing a bottle of clear substance he assumed they’d need. He never actually had sex with a man before, but after overhearing some conversations he shouldn’t have. Also making fun of how gays had sex while he was in school. He picked up a few things. In his dominant state of mind, he grasped Alex’s ass one more time. Then flipped them over. Ripping the boxers off the older man. Revealing his leaking cock, which was very hard and looked like it hurt. Jack popped the lid of the substance and wet three of his fingers. Rubbing the tip of one softly against Alex’s entrance.

“This might hurt a little.” Jack cooed the brunette. Rubbing his inner thigh as he slowly pushed some off his finger inside of Alex. “Just relax.”

Alex bit his lip, his contorting as he felt Jack’s long index finger slowly enter him. It was a strange feeling, something he didn’t really know if he liked of not. He felt Jack press his lips softly against his, trying to distract the brunette from the awkward feeling.

“I’ll make you feel good. I promise.” Jack mumbled on Alex’s lips. Looking him straight in the eyes as pushed another finger inside of him. This time earning a whine of pain from the brunette. “It’ll be okay, it’ll be okay.” Jack reassured the pained older man. He kissed his neck, and ran his tongue over the skin. Feeling Alex slowly, and steadily relax on his hand. It wasn’t until Jack changed his angle that the noises Alex made changed from pain to pleasure.

“Oh my god, th-there.” He moaned. “D-do that again.”

“This?” Jacky asked in a lower voice as he rubbed his fingers over that same spot that made Alex’s face change again. This time, it was lustful expression. Pleased with what Jack was doing to him.

“Y-yes oh fuck!” Alex loved this new sensation. He moved his hips downward. Trying to get Jack’s fingers deeper. Once the younger boy realized he was pleasing Alex. He pushed his third finger into him. Brushing the rough tips over the place that drove Alex crazy. He arched his back. Moaning Jack's name when he felt it enter.

“Oh my god!” Alex gasped.

“You think you’re ready for me?” Jack moaned softly. Getting even harder by the way Alex reacted.

“Y-yes. Jack. Please.” Alex whined, when he felt himself empty. Then he felt a different sensation. He felt the tip of Jack’s dick teasingly rub against his tight rings of muscle.

“Okay, Lex r-relax.” Jack said as he pushed in softly. Alex laid still, getting used to Jack’s size entering him. It hurt a lot more than he expected. Jack tried his best to enter Alex without hurting him. Not going too slow or too fast. Knowing that either or would cause the brunette much pain.

“Are you o-kay?” Jack tried his best to speak. Alex was very tight and felt amazing around his dick. He didn’t want to moan or show any sign of pleasure until he knew that Alex was okay.

“Ju-just give me a minute.” Alex gripped Jack’s arms. Trying his best to get used to the new sensation. He felt the younger boy’s dick throb inside of him. He also felt his virgin hole open wider with the longer Jack stayed in there.

“I’ll stop if you want me to.” Jack said. The brunette knew it took Jack a lot to say that. It was nice of him to be so thoughtful. Alex eyes watered a little when he felt the light kisses Jack was pressing on his temples. He knew he would feel good eventually. He wanted to satisfy Jack.

“N-no you can move. Just go slow please.” Alex looked at Jack, who was showing his expression of concern. Alex could’ve have died happily then and there. No one had ever looked at him the way like Jack just did.

Jack pulled out of Alex as slowly as he could then pushed back in once again. Both of them moaning in sync. He repeated these actions as he kissed Alex. Pressing his lips softly and sweetly as he pulled in and out of Alex. The brunette pressed his head into the pillow and moaned loudly when Jack changed his angle and pressed the tip of his dick on those bundle of nerves inside of him.

“Ah Jack. Ah. There.” Alex moaned.

“D-does it feel good?” He smiled and moaned as he thrusted into Alex in that same angle.

“Y-yes, oh Jack.” Alex bit his lip and moaned again.

“You’re b-beautiful Lex.” The younger boy moaned as he picked up the pace. Thrusting in and out of the older boy.

“Y-you make me feel beautiful.” Alex moaned, clawing his short nails on Jack’s back. Moving his hip up and down. Meeting up with the same pace Jack’s thrusts. Alex didn’t want to say it, but he knew he wasn’t being fucked. No, he was being loved. Jack didn’t stop looking into his eyes. Moaning as he pulled in and out.

Jack thrusted in a faster pace. Skin slapping noises and lust dripping moans filled the bedroom as their two sweaty bodies moved in sync. It was a beautiful sight to see two people become one. Showing each other’s affection from one another through the act of making love. Even if Jack was scared of commitment. He knew that he felt a certain way about Alex that was far from the way he felt about anyone else in his life. He was willing to let go of that fear of commitment for Alex.

“Jacky, ah.” The brunette gasped.

“Ye-yes?” Jack breathed out, thrusting sloppier than before.

“I-I Ah-“ He yelled as Jack hit his prostate harder.

“Te-tell me lexy.” The younger boy looked deep into Alex’s eyes.

“I-I’m close, p-please touch me.” He moaned.

“Anything f-for you.” Jack rubbed his hand down the brunette’s body until he reached his hard erection. Which was stiff and aching for attention. Jack pumped him with more rhythm, losing the beat to his thrusts for he himself felt like he was closer to his orgasm. The pit in his stomach was boiling. Overwhelming him with pleasure.

“Oh Alex.” Jack moaned loudly.

“Ah Jack, ah yes.”

“I, I Alex. I-“

“Yes J-jacky.”

“I ah-“

“Jack!” Alex yelled as he released his orgasm on the younger boy’s hand. Covering them with the sticky substance.

The older boy’s tightening walls and his scream was too much for the younger boy to bare. He released deep inside of Alex. Thrusting through his high as Alex moaned with Jack. Then once he finished he pulled out and collapsed next to Alex. Painting heavily, trying his best to catch his breath. Alex cuddled onto Jack. Lying his head on the younger boy’s bare chest as Jack played with his hair.

“Th-thank you Jack.” Alex sighed happily. Looking up at the younger boy.

“For what?” Jack smiled down to him.

“For letting me try this with you.” Alex kissed Jack’s chin. “I really liked it.”

“I’m glad you did.” Jack nuzzled his nose onto Alex’s cheek as he giggled happily.

“What we’re you going to say?” Alex stared deep into Jack’s eyes.

“What?” Jack questioned him.

“You were going to say something but then I-“

Jack’s phone rang loudly in the other room. The younger boy looked at Alex who got up from the bed. Walking to the bathroom. Jack took the time to put his boxers on. He’d clean himself later.

“Hello?”

“Hey Jacko, you okay man?” It was Vic on the other line.

“I’m fine, why?”

“I was worried. I thought you guys got into some freak accident or something. What’s taking you guys so long?” Vic asked.

Jack rubbed the back of his neck, a bit embarrassed for leaving his friend hanging. Though it had been completely worth it. “Sorry Vic, something came up all of sudden. We’ll be right there.”

“You don’t have to come if you don’t want to. It’s not like I was going to pay you guys anyway.” Vic laughed.

“Fuck you Vic, we’ll be right there.” Jack scoffed.

“Alright then, are you bringing your boyfriend along?”

“My what?” Jack was taken aback by the sudden response.

“Just kidding you fag. Hurry up.” Vic whined.

Alex cleaned himself in the bathroom. washing his face and looking into the mirror. Tracing the darkening marks Jack left on his neck. There was no denying they had something between them. Alex really wanted to let Jack know how he felt. He knew Jack was scared of commitment, but maybe confessing his liking towards him wouldn't be too bad. But what if Jack didn't feel the same way? Alex shrugged, thinking it would be worth a shot. There was not way Jack could feel differently. He was so passionate and so loving during their sex. There was no way he could deny his feelings right?

“Alright, be right there you impatient fuck.” Jack hung up as he saw Alex walk up to him.
He wrapped his arms around the older boy’s body. He couldn't help himself. He definitely felt something towards Alex. He was a bit scared to say so. What if Alex didn't feel the same way? What if Alex was just experimenting with Jack to see if he liked gay sex and then leave him?

“Jack?” Alex said, pulling away slightly from the brunette.

“Yes?”

“I like you.” He blushed biting his lip.

“I like you too Alex.” Jack smiled sincerely.

“Well, what I mean is I really really like you.” Alex looked down, a bit flustered.

“You do?” Jack ducked his head, trying to met the shorter boy’s gaze.

“Y-yeah.” Alex spat out, sounding a bit frustrated.

“I really like you too Alex.” Jack felt butterflies overwhelm his stomach when he saw Alex’s desperate frown become a giant smile.

Notes

Hey guys!
Sorry I've been taking so long to update this story! School and life have decided to screw me over for some god damn reason.
I've tried to set up a schedule for myself to update this story frequently.
I'm praying to God I don't have any major assignments or homework.
You know how that works.
So please bare with me.
I promise I'll make it up to you.
I did this time didn't i? ♥
Mmm dat gaskarth booty.
I know I'm not the only one that's like "Awwwweee kiss 'em Jack! That's so cute. NO FUCK HIM HARD AGAINST THE WALL."
like damn..
OTP's take over your life.
and Jalex just so happened to take over mine. Sorry these notes are so long. Anyway, in another irrelevant note. Two of my friends in animation class take the time to read this fic during that period and I'm flattered. Sometimes I read with them and giggle and it's fun to read porn together in class right now? I bet you two are looking at rn and making fun of me as I'm dying. Shut up and enjoy the porn k?
xD


Title and lyrics from Bring Me The Horizon


wAAAAAAT? NOt ATL?
No, suck it up.



LET IT GO/
BUT YOU'RE ALWAYS OUT TO GET ME
YOU'RE THE SNAKE-

~Olee


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I'll edit this chapter in the morning okay? I'm tired to edit rn.

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